10 months ago
To anyone who knows anything I appreciate your help very much
So I have a problem that's keeps getting worse and I can figure out the cuz I've ask a few different people some of them say it's psychological some say it's physical but nobody has been able to help me so far but my problem started when I was nine years old I had a cousin who I was very close to since he was born but he died when he was three months old while I was a church camp the camp was a few weeks long he died on the thursday of the last week I was there I know what I'm about to say may seem insignificant but I've always had a feeling that it had something to with my problem on the day he died I didn't know at the time that he had died but for some reason on that day at the camp I felt an intense sadness all day I had never been sad at all while I was at the camp just angry but to continue my story when I got home from the camp I was told that he had died and I cried for months on end but ever since the day I felt the intense sadness I had a soul crushing pain in my chest and when I heard he died it only got worse I'm 13 years old now and that pain only continues to get worse I wasn't going to say anything further about except for the few people I have already asked but the pain is starting to get unbearable sorry for the long story behind it but with the way things are going I'm not sure how much longer I can handle it
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