[ i know i said i wouldn't post anything, but i would really love to share this with you all. just wanna say though, this point of view story has killing and a lot of vulgarity. when reading, please make sure to keep these things in mind. i'll also probably write one for every member if i get the inspiration. oh! and the "matoki" word is based on a story on AO3 that i've come to love! it's a gang based story. anyways, enjoy! ] “He's going to wake soon,” a small voice in the back of Yongguk's mind reminded him. “Might as well get up and go pay your pet a visit.” Yongguk couldn't help but agree with his inner self. His current play toy, was leaving prominent marks on his chest, worshipping him like a god. Oh, how much he loved being treated like a king and having his play things' lips on his skin. It made him feel powerful— in just a snap of his fingers, someone was already fondling his body while another was leaving marks. Yongguk slowly and sensually lifted up his slaves' chin and pressed a hot kiss onto their lips. “Master will be back.” Yongguk slipped on a pair of dark jeans with a white t-shirt and matching combat boots. He eyed the weapons sprawled out on his counter and decided to go with his "special" packet. Without paying any mind to the male on his bed, Yongguk went out of the bedroom and downstairs towards the torture room– his favorite room in all of the BAP hideout. The excitement in his bones seemed to only grow bigger and bigger the more steps he took; the closer he got. Chills ran up his spine and a wide sadistic grin slipped past the man's lips. Anyone that can see him, would think that he just won the lottery or something. But in reality, Yongguk was ready to have his body covered in blood and organs. The completely dark room followed by the shrieking sound of the heavy medal door and a loud gasp from inside, were the first things to greet Yongguk. By this time, he had a "hop" to his walking and his grin was now ear to ear. His hand reached out towards the left, feeling around for the light switch (which he was quick to find). With the dim lighting of the room, Yongguk was able to maneuver around the small room with ease. He walked over to the table where a few "toys" were already set up and have been recently cleaned for the next killing. Yongguk set his small package onto the dull table and was quick to open it. Two syringes lay on one side of the package and five different liquids occupied the other side. “How was your sleep?” Yongguk asked the male, a happy tone in his voice. The room was relatively small, but it was big enough to hold twenty people and they would all be comfortably moving around. On the opposite side of the room, was a full wall mirror. It was scratched, had blood, and no longer gave a clear view to those looking into it. It did, however, still provide enough to watch your back and/or watch the show from barely entering. With that being said, Yongguk's eyes - filled with sadistic happiness - never left the man's - filled with fear and anxiety - wide eyes. Oh, how much he loved watching fear in other's eyes. Yongguk finished preparing the syringes, this type deciding to go with two types of poison. His two favorite liquids— acid and strychnine. Yongguk gently placed the syringes down carefully and walked over to the man tied up. He had a cloth in his mouth, making it impossible to speak and his clothing was stained with dried blood from his own wounds. “Tsk, tsk,” Yongguk began as he placed a chair in front of the man, “Did you honestly think you can get away from me? Did you actually think I would let you run that bastard mouth of yours?” Although a smile still rested on Yongguk's lips, just by looking at his eyes, it would make anyone want to simply regret living. “Anyways, I guess I should congratulate you. Why? You made the choice to betray me, and today, is the day I finally get to have your insides on the floor and your blood on my skin.”
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An Apology

Before starting this, I would like to state that it was never my intention to hurt anyone or make anyone upset. At the moment of my disappearance... I was at my lowest and ended up pushing everyone away and just... I left almost every platform I was in. In all honesty, I don't deserve anyone's forgiveness, but I figured I should give you all an insight of what it is that happened on that day. @Jaerinn was the bestest friend i've ever had the honor of meeting. She has been the person I looked up to the most, and she was my rope in which I clung to when I was so close to falling into a pit of nothing. She was everything to me... Her, Soomin (I will speak about her later), and Jaerin's brother were my everything for a while. But then it happened. In the middle of the night, I got a call from Jaerin herself. She told me she loved me and that I was the best thing to ever happen to her... And then the call ended and I tried calling her, but she wouldn't answer. And so I called her brother... He kept me on the line as he went to check on her. She had hung herself and her brother couldn't save her. I couldn't save her from her thoughts, I wasn't there for her. I couldn't have possibly done anything for her. And so I felt my whole world just crumble and that night I realized what true heartache felt like. I remember I was standing and I just... I fell to my knees and I just sobbed on the floor. That moment felt like death to me. I wasn't thinking, I wasn't even feeling anything. I remember picking up my phone, looking at our memories, conversations, and just... "delete all." I erased vingle, line, and kakao.


Your words in my head, Knives in my heart, You build me up, And then i fall apart, Cause i'm only human. They sat in a circle, not being able to mutter a single word. Their phones kept vibrating on the side, new notifications pouring in every single second that passed. They were scared, scared because the messages held horrendous words, enough to tear a mind apart. The only thing that pained them most, is that even their fans have turned against them, left them in the dark. Is that what this has come to? All their hard work seemed to have fallen down like walls after being bombed, wethered, and having overgrown weeds slipping through the cracks… And all they could do is watch, watch in fear as the most messages were directed at a certain member.

I'll Be Good {Re-Post} 【WINNER; Taehyun & Mino】

Something happened to the previous posting of this story... So I have to re-upload it. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ I thought I saw the devil this morning Looking in the mirror, drop of rum on my tongue With the warning To help me see myself clearer
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Calling for support mods for the fan fiction team!

Hello, hello! It's me again.~ I am currently looking for two or three support mods for the fan fiction team! Please comment or message me and i will ask you a few questions! (Nothing too much) Thank you!!
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