GabrielOrea
a year ago
I kept myself from falling apart for far to long that it seems that no matter what happens or what I do I keep getting consumed by the darkness I can't keep my sanity for much longer one day I wont be able to keep myself from going insane the beast within me is clawing it's way out and I'm to week to keep it in place I'm afraid that I won't be who I used to be while slowly turning into someone that I wish not to be.
GabrielOrea
a year ago
Why is it that my chest hurts and I feel hot like I'm burning from the inside my blood is boiling and I feel pain coming from my heart I look up at the moon and feel tears coming down my cheek and as I look down where my tears fall I see a puddle and within the puddle I see my reflection and begin to scream in pain and agony my skin begins to irritate and all I can do is scratch repeatedly and as I begin to bleed I feel myself falling apart lost and hopeless
GabrielOrea
a year ago
I feel like you've abandoned me left me out to die in the dark all alone not knowing what's going on, in the shadows do you still love me will you ever come back I'm scared and lost in the dark you are my light but I dont see you much anymore all I see is the darkness that's consuming me I cant even see my shadow, I have no one to play with and no one to talk to I'm all alone why is it that you've forsaken me did I do something wrong was I a bad boy? Please come back I love you dont leave me here alone I'm scared and cold, I cry hoping that you hear my whimpering as my tears fall off my cheeks one after another repeatedly as it's staining my face, now I understand why they say cry me a river, I cant stop my love from flowing what once came out of my heart now comes out of my eyes, I just wish that you loved me and cared about me as strongly as I do for you
Now I know how she felt
GabrielOrea
a year ago
I've locked myself away in my own insanity I've lost all control and all hope this world is not what it used to be I'm not who I said I was and all promises are ment to be broken everything is a lie and just like a rose the pedals fall one by one as I die inside I'm unable to save myself all that's left is the last pedal to drop the last of my sanity the last of my hopes and dreams and the last of my kindness and love just look at me I'm broken down and all washed up nothing is left of me
GabrielOrea
a year ago
I feel a burning passion within my chest one that makes me want to scream out loud so you can hear me from far away, a scream so loud it'll send shivers down your spine and soul. I know that I'm still deeply in love with you but I don't know if you feel the same about me, I'm afraid to love you because you are my strength but also my weakness I can take on the world with you by my side or perish in the shadows alone it is your decision to make not mine I chose my path now it is up to you to choose your's
