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Flickering torch

I kept myself from falling apart for far to long that it seems that no matter what happens or what I do I keep getting consumed by the darkness I can't keep my sanity for much longer one day I wont be able to keep myself from going insane the beast within me is clawing it's way out and I'm to week to keep it in place I'm afraid that I won't be who I used to be while slowly turning into someone that I wish not to be.
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GabrielOrea

The Reopened wound

Why is it that my chest hurts and I feel hot like I'm burning from the inside my blood is boiling and I feel pain coming from my heart I look up at the moon and feel tears coming down my cheek and as I look down where my tears fall I see a puddle and within the puddle I see my reflection and begin to scream in pain and agony my skin begins to irritate and all I can do is scratch repeatedly and as I begin to bleed I feel myself falling apart lost and hopeless
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GabrielOrea

History repeats itself

I feel like you've abandoned me left me out to die in the dark all alone not knowing what's going on, in the shadows do you still love me will you ever come back I'm scared and lost in the dark you are my light but I dont see you much anymore all I see is the darkness that's consuming me I cant even see my shadow, I have no one to play with and no one to talk to I'm all alone why is it that you've forsaken me did I do something wrong was I a bad boy? Please come back I love you dont leave me here alone I'm scared and cold, I cry hoping that you hear my whimpering as my tears fall off my cheeks one after another repeatedly as it's  staining my face, now I understand why they say cry me a river, I cant stop my love from flowing what once came out of my heart now comes out of my eyes, I just wish that you loved me and cared about me as strongly as I do for you Now I know how she felt
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GabrielOrea

The end

I've locked myself away in my own insanity I've  lost all control and all hope this world is not what it used to be I'm not who I said I  was and all promises are ment to be broken everything is a lie and just like a rose the pedals fall one by one as I die inside I'm unable to save myself all that's left is the last pedal to drop the last of my sanity the last of my hopes and dreams and the last of my kindness and love just look at me I'm broken down and all washed up nothing is left of me
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Love is for two not for one

I feel a burning passion within my chest one that makes me want to scream out loud so you can hear me from far away, a scream so loud it'll send shivers down your spine and soul. I know that I'm still deeply in love with you but I don't know if you feel the same about me, I'm afraid to love you because you are my strength but also my weakness I can take on the world with you by my side or perish in the shadows alone it is your decision to make not mine I chose my path now it is up to you to choose your's
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GabrielOrea

Scars with a meaning

Wounds heal into scars to remind us how fragile we really are, Though a wound can be defined in many states of our being, A wound can come in many ways, Physical, Mentally, Emotionally and Spiritually... But be glad for we are able to heal, We truly have magnificent bodies, God made us perfectly imperfect along with a gift that we as individuals will find in our lifetimes... So cherish those wounds and watch them heal, Let your faith grow and you'll be whole again, soon...
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GabrielOrea

I'm addicted to you

Love is a drug and you are the reason why I am addicted all your words hit me like a bullet it didn't take time for it to mean so much to me your voice made me believe everything you've ever told me all the promises you've ever made and all the love you ever gave i got greedy and wanted more i started taking your love for granted it was my mistake for not appreciating it I want you to stay I want your love and nobody else's your love is all I need it's everything I've ever wanted it takes me to a place where I wish to stay I hardly see you anymore please come back I miss the feeling you use to give me without you in my life the world is gray and boring once again
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Fighting for are reunion

Maybe not today and maybe not Tomorrow but I am still hoping that one day I will earn your love once more I do not deserve you not today not now it's to soon I am not good enough for you I am sorry it's my fault I don't have money a car or a place for us to be together but I do have a heart that still loves you and only you I didn't wish to let you go it kills me to this very day that we are not together anymore but I won't give up hope because every step I take gets me closer to you to my goals to are future I just hope that I'm not to late
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