I know that going through cancer is hard. I watched my grandmother go through it twice. She got rid of it once but it came back 8 months later even worse. She died two years ago. I'm not trying to bring you down I'm just telling you that I understand how hard it is to go through cancer. I hope you beat this and stay strong. It hurts to hear that you're going through something so horrible. Your a very smart and I think kind person, and I want you to survive. So fight as hard as you can and in the end you can win.
Here's some GD memes, hope it cheers you up!