This may not be a poem but its what i want to say...I'm sorry if this writing is lame but...Life is boring to the point you would want to leave and ditch this world but care for the others that you will leave behind.I would leave but I love some people so i cant leave them behind, ill feel selfish if i do..so i hold everything in to not let anyone know how i am inside of me. They think I'm happy but truly I'm sad but to keep them from getting worried is just to have a fake smile on everyday till you leave to go where you want to go. They may think your dumb but you are too kind to say anything mean back, so you just let them do what you want them to so they wont cause drama or a dumb fight.