While other's vice is smoking, drinking, drugs, gambling, and abuse, mine is giving.
Giving to those I care for even if they don't give back to me; it's my vice, my poison, my bad habit.
When does a habit become bad?
Long time ago, I was crying my heart out from being heart broken. I can't drive yet, so there's nowhere to run. I only have few friend, so there was no one to talk to. And in my family we do not express emotion. So I thought "nobody care, the world is too cruel, so nobody care but only to themselves." Then I decided that I will be better then everyone else. That I will be the one to care for those who need caring that surrounds me... is that so bad?
No, I don't care for the third world country with children dying of starvation, etc. Nor abuse, parentless children & slaved females.
I'm not a superhero.
