So I'll avoid a very long and messy back story , but I've been in love once in my life. Things didn't end up working out and we both agreed to split(it was mutual), but no matter who I've dated since then i haven't felt love.
I'd love to find someone who i can call my best friend, someone who will make me want to be a better person, someone to play videogames with, attend cons with, make youtube videos with, and someone to eat pizza and stay in binging shows friday nights.
I'll return to my original question, am i unrealistic? I've been in a fair amount of relationships and i haven't felt anything towards anyone really (no i do not miss the original person, just throwing that out there because its been years since i felt anything towards them.)