Bangtanss' Collection
Bangtanss' Collection
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[ i know i said i wouldn't post anything, but i would really love to share this with you all. just wanna say though, this point of view story has killing and a lot of vulgarity. when reading, please make sure to keep these things in mind. i'll also probably write one for every member if i get the inspiration. oh! and the "matoki" word is based on a story on AO3 that i've come to love! it's a gang based story. anyways, enjoy! ] “He's going to wake soon,” a small voice in the back of Yongguk's mind reminded him. “Might as well get up and go pay your pet a visit.” Yongguk couldn't help but agree with his inner self. His current play toy, was leaving prominent marks on his chest, worshipping him like a god. Oh, how much he loved being treated like a king and having his play things' lips on his skin. It made him feel powerful— in just a snap of his fingers, someone was already fondling his body while another was leaving marks. Yongguk slowly and sensually lifted up his slaves' chin and pressed a hot kiss onto their lips. “Master will be back.” Yongguk slipped on a pair of dark jeans with a white t-shirt and matching combat boots. He eyed the weapons sprawled out on his counter and decided to go with his "special" packet. Without paying any mind to the male on his bed, Yongguk went out of the bedroom and downstairs towards the torture room– his favorite room in all of the BAP hideout. The excitement in his bones seemed to only grow bigger and bigger the more steps he took; the closer he got. Chills ran up his spine and a wide sadistic grin slipped past the man's lips. Anyone that can see him, would think that he just won the lottery or something. But in reality, Yongguk was ready to have his body covered in blood and organs. The completely dark room followed by the shrieking sound of the heavy medal door and a loud gasp from inside, were the first things to greet Yongguk. By this time, he had a "hop" to his walking and his grin was now ear to ear. His hand reached out towards the left, feeling around for the light switch (which he was quick to find). With the dim lighting of the room, Yongguk was able to maneuver around the small room with ease. He walked over to the table where a few "toys" were already set up and have been recently cleaned for the next killing. Yongguk set his small package onto the dull table and was quick to open it. Two syringes lay on one side of the package and five different liquids occupied the other side. “How was your sleep?” Yongguk asked the male, a happy tone in his voice. The room was relatively small, but it was big enough to hold twenty people and they would all be comfortably moving around. On the opposite side of the room, was a full wall mirror. It was scratched, had blood, and no longer gave a clear view to those looking into it. It did, however, still provide enough to watch your back and/or watch the show from barely entering. With that being said, Yongguk's eyes - filled with sadistic happiness - never left the man's - filled with fear and anxiety - wide eyes. Oh, how much he loved watching fear in other's eyes. Yongguk finished preparing the syringes, this type deciding to go with two types of poison. His two favorite liquids— acid and strychnine. Yongguk gently placed the syringes down carefully and walked over to the man tied up. He had a cloth in his mouth, making it impossible to speak and his clothing was stained with dried blood from his own wounds. “Tsk, tsk,” Yongguk began as he placed a chair in front of the man, “Did you honestly think you can get away from me? Did you actually think I would let you run that bastard mouth of yours?” Although a smile still rested on Yongguk's lips, just by looking at his eyes, it would make anyone want to simply regret living. “Anyways, I guess I should congratulate you. Why? You made the choice to betray me, and today, is the day I finally get to have your insides on the floor and your blood on my skin.” With those simple words, the man began sobbing hysterically and disgustingly. Muffled cries of “I'm sorry” were barely audible, but Yongguk would have none of it. “Let's get you all prepared, now, shall we?” Yongguk stood up from the wooden chair and made his way to grab the first syringe. It contained the acid, something he loved injecting into the skull. It was both extremely painful, and worked it's way around extremely slowly. Although as much as he wanted to dive right into the brain, he wanted to keep his prey alive for as long as possible. He wanted the other so far gone, that he begged for death. Yongguk walked behind the male and looked at him through the mirror, “Don't worry. You won't feel anything yet.” With those words out, Yongguk plunged the syringe into the man's head and into the skull. He pressed down onto the small handle and further down the tube. He only injected a little, deciding that it was enough for the time being. The strychnine, however, was the one thing he was looking forward to using it. Not only was it the poison that causes the most pain, but it was also the best poison to watch someone on. “You're going to be my little test subject today. Let's see how long it takes you to die. The last person, well, they didn't even last fifteen minutes.” The look on the other male's eyes seemed to only widen in terror, but it still wasn't enough for Yongguk. “Using this baby,” Yongguk motioned to the strychnine poison as he moved to sit down in front of the man, “Using small doses can inflict fear, pain, and hallucinations. Isn't it fun? I mean, you get to go insane right before your life comes to an end.” At the last words, Yongguk let out a low gruff laugh. “But for now though, let us keep you alive for as long as I want. In other words, I decide when you get to die.” Yongguk let out a small sound from his lips and raised his hand to push in the small handle further down the tube. Yongguk leaned back into his chair and watched as the male's body began shaking. “Not enough, it's too... Clean,” Yongguk thought to himself. The Matoki leader stood up from his chair and walked over to the lone table in the corner. He looked at the various "toys" and decided to go with a knife that seemed to be recently sharpened. “This will do.” Playing around with the knife, Yongguk took back his seat in front of the male. Without any signs of hesitance, Yongguk leaned forward and using the knife, ripped open the male's shirt up the middle. Yongguk had to admit, the man had a nice body. But it would look better all cut up and fed to his hounds. “Let's see how strong you truly are,” Yongguk grinned widely. He pressed his knife deep into a nonfatal point, gripping hard at the handle. The man screamed out in agony and if he wasn't crying before, he surely was now. “Where the hell is the bastard that betrayed me? Are you not him? Damn. And I thought you were fucking stronger,” Yongguk felt himself grow colder and angrier. He loved hearing his victims cry, but there were times when he just wanted to chop them up out of anger. “Where's the strong headed asshole that thought he was king of the world because he 'managed to deceive me'? Fucking pussy.” “You piss me off,” Yongguk growled as he pulled the knife out and drove it deeper into a vital point. Leaving the knife there, Yongguk stood up and grabbed the syringe filled with strychnine and plunged it deep into the side of the man's throat. He quickly injected all of the poison and with his free hand, pulled out the knife from the man's stomach and slit his throat wide open. Blood spilled out from the wounds, staining Yongguk. The man coughed on his own blood and within seconds, the room was silent and the man's eyes now held no emotion. Yongguk looked deeply into those and moved forward to press his lips against the other's. Blood coated Yongguk's lips like moss on rocks. The dark haired male pulled away and with a mighty punched, he manage to knock the head off clean from the shoulders. “Bastard,” Yongguk muttered under his breath as he left the torture room— and evidently leaving the man to bleed out and rot. 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An Apology
Before starting this, I would like to state that it was never my intention to hurt anyone or make anyone upset. At the moment of my disappearance... I was at my lowest and ended up pushing everyone away and just... I left almost every platform I was in. In all honesty, I don't deserve anyone's forgiveness, but I figured I should give you all an insight of what it is that happened on that day. @Jaerinn was the bestest friend i've ever had the honor of meeting. She has been the person I looked up to the most, and she was my rope in which I clung to when I was so close to falling into a pit of nothing. She was everything to me... Her, Soomin (I will speak about her later), and Jaerin's brother were my everything for a while. But then it happened. In the middle of the night, I got a call from Jaerin herself. She told me she loved me and that I was the best thing to ever happen to her... And then the call ended and I tried calling her, but she wouldn't answer. And so I called her brother... He kept me on the line as he went to check on her. She had hung herself and her brother couldn't save her. I couldn't save her from her thoughts, I wasn't there for her. I couldn't have possibly done anything for her. And so I felt my whole world just crumble and that night I realized what true heartache felt like. I remember I was standing and I just... I fell to my knees and I just sobbed on the floor. That moment felt like death to me. I wasn't thinking, I wasn't even feeling anything. I remember picking up my phone, looking at our memories, conversations, and just... "delete all." I erased vingle, line, and kakao. The next day, Soomin reached out to me. She was a wonderful 17 year old who passed away a month later after Jaerin did. Soomin, though was on the internet, she and Jaerin's brother helped me gain strength from Jaerin's death and I was able to come back on vingle but only to lurk and not say anything. And then Soomin died... And Jaerin's brother tried committing suicide a few days later. I believed he was dead for about a week... And that pushed me down even further. It hurt so much, I couldn't even breathe. I couldn't even speak out loud. I spoke to a few people, but that was it. It was hard and it was very... Heartbreaking. I'm sorry for leaving the way I did. I, again, don't deserve any remorse or forgiveness... But I just didn't know what to do. I really am sorry. I'm so so so sorry... I really am... I'm sorry. if you'd wish to just privately talk to me, here is my line: sunnythegreat1