Silent Treatment~ Chapter 4
Genre: Angst Pairing: Jungkook x Reader Length: 1628 words Summary: It was always the same with him. Until I lost interest. Part: 4/4 I opted to ignore the texts he had sent. Yes, I had broken up with him before all that happened, but he had fucked up majorly. It was one thing, getting drunk and coming home with an equally wasted bimbo, but another to physically hurt me the way he did. No number of apologies could put that right in my mind. My roommate, Rena was out quick, mumbling something about needing to go shopping in an hour with her boyfriend. I knew what she was doing- times like this, she knew I preferred to be alone. I gave her an appreciative smile before hopping into the shower, trying to scrub away all the sadness and despair. But all I could think about were his stupid texts. He was all I needed. The way our lips molded together. The way his hands would rest on my hips. The way we were meant for each other. But of course it all had to turn to shit. I started scolding myself- why couldn’t I have just stayed quiet at that restaurant? Why did I have to speak my mind- especially in a public place? I was stupid. I had so many unanswered questions. Why did he start to treat me like he did? Like I was a nobody? Jin had confirmed last night that he hadn’t told Jungkook our secret. Had he simply fallen out of love? Was that it? I stepped out of the shower feeling even worse than when I’d gone in. It was rich of me to think this, but maybe Jungkook was cheating on me? If so, I would be the first to admit I deserve it. But what I didn’t deserve was him just shutting me off for weeks on end. You don’t do that. You either talk it out...or you end things. Simple as. Once done, I sat back down on the sofa, not feeling hungry in the slightest. Jin was busy...maybe I could text Yoongi? I just needed someone to talk to. Anyone. My thoughts would drive me to insanity. Just as I was waiting for Yoongi to answer, I heard knocking on my door and my head shot up in alarm. It was just then Yoongi answered. “Y/n? Are you OK? Jin told me everything via text...I’ve been yelling at Jungkook all morning.” “Is he still there now?”, I whispered, trying to ignore the incessant knocking. “No. He mumbled something about going for a walk. Why?” “Cus there’s someone at my door Yoongi.” There was a pause. “ won’t be him because he would have used your key to get in, right?” As he said those words, the knocking stopped. I sighed in relief. It hasn’t been Jungkook...probably some sales representative. “It’s OK. The knocking stopped. I need to make sure Jin gets my key off him.” “Y/n. I know he was a dick and he hurt you. What he did was unacceptable. And as mad as I am at him, I saw how distraught he was when he realised what he’d done. Trust me. You know he’s feeling bad when he wakes me up at 7 am. Did Jin stay at yours by the way? He didn’t come back home.” “Distraught”, I scoffed. “I don’t think so Yoongi. You’re on about the same boy who hasn’t looked me in the eye for a month now. Like he gives a shit. And yes, I needed someone with me last night, so Jin stayed over. He’s gone to work now.” “Trust me y/n, I know him well. He felt really bad. As soon as he got up, he was screaming at that girl to get out. Poor girl got the fright of her life. And right, that’s fine then. He going back to yours after work?” “Yeah, he kicked her out...but I guarantee it’ll be a different girl tonight. It’s always the same with him Yoongi. I got sick of it. Yeah he said he’d come back, but I think I’ll text him to go home. I’m OK now.” “You don’t sound OK.” I narrowed my eyes at his blunt response. “I’m as OK as a girl who got attacked by her drunk ex can get.” He sighed heavily. “I’m sorry y/n. It’s been a pretty rough morning over here too...You know you too will have to talk eventually.” “Not if I can help it. I don’t have anything to say to him. In fact, I never want to see his face again Yoongi.” I froze when I heard a shuffle behind me, completely zoning out of the conversation. “Y/n? You there?” I hadn’t heard what Yoongi had said in response. I slowly turned to find dishevelled Jungkook stood before me, and leapt off the sofa as quick as I could, my eyes wide. He had made me jump. God knows how long he had been stood there. “Yoongi...I’ll call you back”, I breathed, hanging up before he could reply. All I could do was stare at him, not knowing what to say or do. My mind went back to the knocking I heard earlier- that must have been Jungkook. “Why are you here?” “Why do you think?” His voice was raspy and low, like he had been crying, although his face gave nothing away. I stepped back a little as he made his way around the sofa and sat on the same spot I had just got up from. I stared at him. “You can’t just turn up like that anymore. We’re not toget-” “-Don’t”, he cut me off, voice wavering. “Don’t say it.” “Why?”, I challenged. “We didn’t work Jungkook, and your reaction to me breaking up with you proved that.” “I was drunk.” I stared at him incredulously. “You were drunk? That’s all you have to say?” That was a shitty way of justifying his actions. “Y/n, I’m sorry. I’m sorry for last night. But that’s all I’m sorry for. The ignoring you for one month thing? I’m not sorry for that. I’m not sorry for how upset I made you feel every single day for the last month.” As he spoke, my shoulders slumped. He knew. He knew about me and Jin. “He told you?”, I asked quietly. Jin had promised me he never told Jungkook about that night. Jungkook should his head, an unamused smile on his face. “Jin was acting weird around me, so I decided to go through his texts. I read that whole conversation.” He stood up slowly, chuckling, and I’m not afraid to admit I was slightly scared. Who laughs in a situation like that? “And you know what I did in retaliation? I fucked Rena. You slept with my I slept with yours.” Well, that was a shock to the system. Me and Rena would have an interesting chat when she got back. “Then you had no right to blow me off like that”, I whispered, shaking my head. He knew this whole time. But he had got his own back ages ago. I continued. “And what happened between me and Jin was a mistake. If you read our texts then you knew how bad we both felt about it. Whereas, slept with Rena out of spite? That’s fucked up Jungkook.” “You think I don’t know that?”, he barked making me jump. “She had an argument with her boyfriend and I knew about you and Jin. It’s fucked up, but it’s done!” I’d had enough. I barged past him to go to my room. Anywhere I wouldn't have to see his face. He let me pass him, but then followed me, trailing closely behind. I stopped at the doorway of my room. “Leave.” “I want you back.” That was his reply, emotionless as ever. “Jungkook, I asked you to leave.” “Don’t you get it? I came here to set things straight because I don’t want to lose you!” “Well you lost me Jungkook”, I whispered, my hands shaking by my sides. “You lost me a month ago.” His hands trailed up my arms as my tears fell once more, and I pushed him away. “I gave you the silent treatment because I didn’t know how else to deal with the fact that the girl I love slept with someone else. Everytime I even looked at you, I imagines you with Jin. And I couldn’t end things because I loved you too much.” “Well you don’t have to end it, because I already have”, I stated. “We’re done, Jungkook. Yes I’m a bitch for sleeping with Jin, but you? You’re in a whole league of your own.” “I promise to never hurt you”, he hummed. I instantly knew what he was doing. He was repeating all those promises he made to me months ago. “I promise to stay by your side no matter what. I promise that no matter who enters my life, I will love you the most.” A single tear rolled down his cheek as he reached out for my hand, pressed the key into my palm, and curled my fingers closed around it, encasing my hand in his own. “I guess I broke every single promise, huh?” He let go of my hand, and it lifelessly swung back to my side as I stood there, staring. “You’re right. We should have been over ages ago. You deserve better. But never forget that I still love you.” You know what the worst time of crying is? That silent one. Where you can feel that pain in every part of your body and even breathing becomes difficult. Where you just want to scream. That’s what I felt as he walked away, out of my life for the final time. 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Silent Treatment ~ Chapter 2
Genre: Angst Pairing: Jungkook x Reader Length: 1239 words Summary: It was always the same with him. Until I lost interest. Part: 2/? Jin was actually shocked that I had done it. That I had broken it off. “You just left him there? Man, he’s gonna be pissed”, Jin sighed. I leaned back and tilted my head to look at him, slight annoyance tainting my features. It was always about Jungkook. How Jungkook would feel? Didn’t he know how hard this was for me? “You look like you could use a friend. Shall I come round to yours?” The annoyance melted into surprise. Jin was always so forward with his words. Jin looked at me expectantly, and I sighed. “My room mate is having some girls night in with some of her other friends tonight, because I told her I wouldn’t be back till late.” The plan was to have a nice dinner and spend the evening, possible the night with Jungkook. But now this has had happened. And I had nowhere to go. “Fine. Come round to ours.” “Are you crazy? Your room-mate is now my ex Jin.” Jin gave a small laugh. “Well now you’ve missed your stop, so you might as well. Plus, I doubt he’ll be home any time soon.” I knew this was true. Jungkook, over the last month especially, had developed this terrible habit of drinking his problems away. Which, funnily enough, never actually helped. I shut my eyes and internally cursed as I watched my stop disappear into the distance. Jin laughed again at the look on my face. We heard the ‘beep’ as someone pressed the button to get off. It was that girl with the headphones. I gave her a small smile as she passed, leaving just me and Jin on the bus. Just before the bus started moving Jin took the opportunity to get up and move next to me. I looked up at him, as he gave me a reassuring smile and squeezed my knee. I sighed sadly. “Jin. I did him wrong.” His voice was firm when he said. “No y/n. We did him wrong. But we need to get past that. We were drunk and not thinking straight. And it’s not like he’s treating you like shit because he found out, because neither of us told him.” I nodded slowly. “So why is he treating me like this?” Jin just gave me a shrug, as I swallowed the lump in my throat. The number of times I had asked Jungkook what I had done, what was on his mind...I’d lost count. I hoped Jin was right and Jungkook really did plan on staying out, because I had no other option that to just go along with him. We sat there in silence. Him, looking at his phone, and me just staring out the window, reenacting that scene in my head. My heart felt heavy as I remembered the look on his face, and I had to keep reminding myself that I let him treat me like this a whole month before I did anything. A whole month of having me heart broken, repeatedly. Of being rejected. Of being brushed to the side. Surely I was better off without him? Their place was empty except for Yoongi, one of their other friends, who was sound asleep on the sofa. That was typical of him- I swear that boy was always asleep. Me and Jin spent the evening lounging about, making small talk. I tried to avoid him by pretending like I was texting, when in reality I was ignoring all my messages- some from Jungkook too. I looked up and saw him looking right back, eyebrow raised. He knew I was pretending. “You should take your things out of Jungkook’s room, y/n. Any clothes, or anything else you’ve bought over”, he suggested casually. My eyes widened. I hadn’t even thought of that. There were a few of my things lying around in his room, so I could quickly go and collect them before he came. “Be right back!” I said to Jin as I rushed passed a still sleeping Yoongi. I sighed as the closed the door to the already familiar room. I looked around, taking it all in for what I assumed was the last time. My eyes intentionally didn’t look in the direction of the little photo Jungkook kept of us two next to his bed. I made my way to his wardrobe, and sure enough, all my things were there, untouched. There were my earphones that I had forgotten to take home with me. There was my jacket. There was one of my bags from a night out. I also made a mental note to clear out all of Jungkook’s things from my room and give them to Jin or someone who could pass them on to their rightful owner. This was it- this was finally happening. But there was no sense of relief or freedom. I only felt numb as I grabbed the last of my things. I was almost done, when the door burst open. It was Jungkook, with some scantily clad woman clinging on to him. I stood there, like a deer caught in headlights, holding my possessions. It took me all of two seconds to figure out the two of them were absolutely smashed. “What the fuck are you doing here?” Jungkook asked, stepping forward. His words were so slurred it took me a moment to comprehend them. The girl let go of him, an amused glint in her eyes. Jungkook grabbed my neckline and roughly pushed me against his wardrobe. I could smell the alcohol on his breath. “Jungkook, let go!” I warned. My hands were occupied but that didn’t mean I wouldn’t kick him. But I couldn’t bring myself to do it. “Bitch. Who the fuck do you think you are? You’re nothing!” He hissed. The girl was jumping around, clapping her hands and squealing. “GET OFF!” I yelled, trying to shoulder him, but he had me pinned in place. “Bitch!” He yelled in my face, his grip on my shoulders making me cry out in pain. “J-jungook stop! Please!” I was shouting now, but he was acting like I hadn’t even spoke. “Y/n, whats going o-what the fuck?” Jin appeared at Jungkook’s door, looking absolutely livid. He came storming in, straight past the girl, shoving Jungkook away, who stumbled, but still managed to regain his balance. “The hell do you think you’re doing?” Jin demanded, pulling me gently to stand behind him. Jungkook narrowed his eyes, but didn’t respond. “C’mon y/n, have you got everything?” I nodded through my tears and slowly walked out. The girl gave me an extremely dirty look, which didn’t really help the ‘i’m feeling like utter shit’ vibe I had going on. Jin slammed the door and helped me down the stairs- I was a mess. “Shh, it’ll be OK” I heard Jin murmur as I sobbed into his shirt. I never wanted to see Jungkook again. We both heard Yoongi stir as he mumbled, still half-asleep. “What’s going on?” Jin just rolled his eyes, and looked back at me. “Y/n”, he stroked my hair gently as I looked at him through my tears. “Let’s get you home.” I thanked him, still crying as he pulled me away from the man who had turned my life upside down. We all make mistakes, yadda yadda, but this is not something I was going to forgive or forget because I was hurting. 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Silent Treatment ~ Chapter 3
Genre: Angst Pairing: Jungkook x Reader Length: 785 words Summary: It was always the same with him. Until I lost interest. Part: 3/? Jin stopped outside my door, when we finally reached home. My eyes were bloodshot from me furiously rubbing at them, but I still managed to muster a smile. To my surprise the rooms were all empty, so my room-mate might have opted for a girls night out instead. He looked hesitant to come in.I took a deep breath and croaked “Come in.” He understood my tone immediately- I clearly needed someone with me right now. I placed all my possessions that I had just retrieved down onto the floor. “You want anything to eat? Drink?” I offered, as a gesture to show my gratitude. He just smiled softly and shook his head ‘no’. As soon as I sat down beside him, his whole demeanour turned stiff. Without even looking at him, I sighed, “Jin, relax.” I’m not sure what he thought I was going to do. We sat like that for about 10 minutes, in this suffocating silence, just me occasional sniffs the only noise being made. I got up abruptly. “Ok, I get it. You don’t want to me here. I’m making you uncomfortable for some reason, but I’m not forcing you to stay. So please, feel free to go.” I stepped over his legs to walk past him into my room to change and sleep. But he caught my wrist, and stood up before I could get any further. “Y/n, I’m sorry”, he said, pulling me into an abrupt hug. “I just don’t know how to react, really. You’re just so upset right now, I now nothing I say or do will help.” My anger dissipated as quick as it had appeared. “It’s OK Jin. I’m…I’ll be OK.” He sat me back own on the sofa, arm around me. “I’m sorry you had to go through all that, I really am.” He murmured. I hesitantly moved my head until it was resting on is shoulder. He didn’t say anything so I kept it there. “Don’t be. It’s not your fault. Jungkook was drunk and mad- that was never a good combination.” “Does it still hurt”, he asked, stroking my head tenderly. “No”, I lied, trying not to wince when he touched a particularly sore area. Small talk over, we stayed like that. And I fell asleep in that position with Jin stroking my hair. “You love me right?” I was giggling as we walked along hand in hand. “Of course”, he replied, a dumb grin plastered on his handsome face. “I don’t believe you”, I teased. He pouted before pulling me in for a brief kiss. “I love you y/n. Nobody else. And it’s always gonna be you.” I beamed at his cheesy, yet genuine words. And he smiled back. But slowly, the smile started to go, like a spark inside him had died out. It was replaced by an angry glare as I watched him slowly let go of my hand and push me away. “Jungkook?” An ominous shadow etched his features as his face contorted into a sneer. “You think I would love someone like you? Ha! I hate you!” I gasped at his words. “No, you told me you would always love me!” I cried, backing away slowly. He laughed at me. “I hate you!” He screamed. “I fucking hate you! I HATE Y-” “-Y/n?” I woke up with start, a thin film of perspiration on my forehead. There was sunlight coming from the window…it was morning already? “You were restless all night”, Jin explained, his voice laced with worry. He looked tired himself, and I felt bad- it was clear I had kept him up. My face felt swollen, and I felt absolutely shit. “I’m so sorry Jin, I must have kept you up”, I apologised profusely, feeling guilty. The dream, or rather nightmare, was still fresh in my mind, as I tried to shake it out. “Listen, I have a shift at work, and I didn’t want to leave without telling you- will you be alright?” “I’ll be fine Jin”, I smiled. “Now, go before you’re late!” As soon as he left, my dishevelled flatmate was entering, eyeing him up theatrically. “You’re cheating on Jungkook?”, she asked, surprised. I widened my eyes, before I realised she didn’t know. “We broke up”, I explained bluntly. “And Jin was there to talk, we didn’t sleep together.” Her face dropped. “I’m so sorry y/n.” I shook my head. “It’s fine man. You go freshen up first so I can shower.” She gave me a little pat on the head, and walked off to clean up. 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Silent Treatment~ Chapter 1
Genre: Angst Pairing: Jungkook x Reader Length: 1338 words Summary: It was always the same with him. Until I lost interest. Part: 1/? It had been a month now. He was always ‘busy’ or ‘had lectures’. But I knew the truth. He wasn’t bothered about me anymore. I always had to catch the bus to his place, rather than him picking me up. I was always pushed to the side when he was around his friends. That irked me, especially when it was a cute girl who was betting her eyelashes at him. It made me feel worthless, unwanted. Like right now. We had gone on a ‘date’ after so long. It was his idea, surprisingly, and I had agreed, thinking maybe he wanted to change, maybe he wanted to redeem himself. But no. We sat there, waiting for our food, me playing with the hem of my dress, trying not to look upset, and him textng away on his phone. It was like I didn’t even exist. “Jungkook?” I spoke quietly. I had got here five minutes ago and he had looked up once to acknowledge my presence, then gone back to his phone. I knew it would pain me if we broke up, but if he was intent on treating me like crap, then what was the point of this relationship? “Hmm?” He didn’t look up as he carried on scrolling, or texting, or whatever the hell he was doing. I had so much to ask. How are you? How’s studying going? Why did you want to meet up? What are you doing? But I wouldn’t be able to bear the one word vague replies he was going to give me. Even his group of friends talked to me more than he did nowadays. But I hated the look of pity they had reserved for me whenever Jungkook blew me off in front of them. It’s not something I needed. Jin, one of his friends, had asked me many times, ‘Why don’t you break it off?’ and could never give him an answer. It was a plethora of things- I was too scared. Maybe it was a phase he was gong through. Maybe I’ll never find someone as good as Jungkook ever again. So I always just stayed quiet, biting my lip to stop myself saying these things. “Nothing”, I muttered, going back to play with my dress. Had he even noticed what I was wearing? Probably not. To be honest, I don’t know why I bothered to make an effort. Jungkook had actually looked up the waitress more times than he had looked at me. After five more minutes of silence, I broke. I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted to know what I had done to deserve this. From being his one and only to being treated like crap 24/7. “Why don’t you just say it?” I blurted out, staring out the window. I had let this go on for a month now. I had to know. “Say what?” In my peripheral vision, I could see that he still hadn’t looked up from his phone. I couldn’t believe him. The waitress bought over our plates of food, and Jungkook threw her a quick bright smile, before finally putting his phone down, repositioning his plate and finally looking at me. I swallowed down the lump in my throat, and tried to keep my expression neutral. “That you don’t want me in your life. That you don’t love me anymore.” He frowned. “And who said that?” “No one said it Jungkook, but I’m not blind. And I’m not an idiot. Your actions speak volumes.” “My actions?” His confusion was slowly turning to annoyance. I hated this. I hated seeing Jungkook angry or annoyed. Well that used to be the case. Nowadays, I hardly even see him. “Yes, your actions. You never talk to me. You never even look at me.” He rolled his eyes and scoffed at me. There he goes again, making me feel like I’m stupid, like I’m in the wrong. “Oh right, I get it. Just cus I’m not pining after you, giving you constant attention, you think I don’t love you?” His voice was slowly getting louder, and a couple of heads were turning. “Jungkook please, calm do-” “No, I will not calm down y/n”, he hissed, glaring at me. “I have to balance my life around my studies. I give you time, when I have time. And this is still not enough? What the hell more do you want?” I had had enough. What world what was he living in? He hardly ever gave me the time of day, no matter how bored he was. I grabbed my bag, and looked at him. I couldn’t see his face, because the tears made my vision quite blurry. “I just want you to be happy”, I whispered. “Which you will be without me.” “What? No. No y/n. Are you breaking up with me?!” The disbelief in his voice was almost comical, except for the tiny fact that I was in no mood to laugh. “I hope you find someone who makes you happy”, I continued, standing up. I wiped my eyes and glanced at my watch. If I hurried, I could catch the next bus which was due in 4 minutes, rather than catching my death out in the cold. I turned and practically ran, thankful for the fact that I was wearing flats. “Y/n? Y/n,wait!” Jungkook yelled, not caring about the other people sat there, trying to eat in peace. “Ma’am”, a waiter gently stopped me to ask me, “Is that gentleman harassing you?” I shook my head no, and carried on running. But the waiter knew I was lyng. “Sir, you’re going to have to pay for your food.” I heard Jungkook mutter “Fuck’s sake” under his breath, but I also knew he was no longer after me. Thanking the waiter silently, I kept on running, the tears streaming down my face. The bus had was about to leave the stop when I waved wildly like I maniac to stop it. Furiously wiping at my eyes again, I got on, and practically thrust my return ticket at the driver. I turned to walk down the aisle and find a seat near the back where no one could see me and I froze. The bus was practically empty. There was a girl at the back, looking out the window, headphones in. And a couple of seats in front of her… “Y/n, are you alright? What’s wrong?” I sighed and gave him a weak smile. You know when you really don’t want to bump into a person, and you end up seeing that exact same person? Yeah.. “Hey Jin”, I smiled. I grabbed onto a pole for support as the driver started moving again. I tried to hide the fact that I was breathless and had been crying, but I’m pretty sure both were evident. You’re probably wondering, y/n, why didn’t you want to see Jin? There’s a reason for everything. When I first started seeing Jungkook, early on in the relationship, me and Jin had got extremely drunk. Like, I hardly remembered what happened that night. All I know is I woke up next to him. We vowed to never speak of this again, but whenever I even looked at Jin when with Jungkook, I would feel so guilty. I know I wasn’t my normal self, and I was pissed beyond belief, but I had still gone behind his back with his friend. As I made my way to sit on the seats opposite him, on the other side of the aisle, a horrifying thought occurred to me. What if Jungkook had been giving me the cold shoulder as punishment because he had found out? What if Jin had told him? Jin shifted so he was facing me. He didn’t look the least bit perturbed that I hadn’t sat next to him. In fact, he was probably expecting it. “Tell me what happened.” I sighed as I looked into his eyes. Full of nothing but concern. 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