The Book OF OTP Collection.
The Book OF OTP Collection.
Not Alive Without You (one-shot)
Warning -Angst -boyxboy detail -Got7 JB and Mark hello everyone its been awhile since I've posted a Fanfic on here hasn't it. well this oneshot was requested by @namjoonxme and here it is. also it's for the house of disquietude thingy so I hope it's good and also thank you to my dear Diana for editing it for me. alright hope you all enjoy. Part 1 JB walked the trodden path he was familiar with. It was still the early hours of the morning, and he only had a little bit of time to spend before they would begin to search for him, but this was the only time he could find to visit…Mark. Finally reaching the top of the hill, where a single stone marker was laid, he placed the flowers he had brought upon the ground in front of the tombstone and then laid down beside it on the soft grass. “I’m sorry I haven’t visited you as often these days. I haven’t forgotten about you, but you know my father, it’s difficult to get away from him…” he sighed. As he laid down beside the stone, he recalled the fateful events that led up to the death of his beloved. It started a year ago… - Centuries ago, when there was still a ruling class that decided people’s fates with arranged marriages and looked down upon the peasants, a beautiful and tragic love story became the talk of legends. The young prince, the heir to the throne, fell into a forbidden love with not just a peasant, but a man. the sound of a moans forcefully escaping A loud grunt following behind. the smell of musk and perfume mix in the air and The rays of the moon streamed down to bathe the lovers in its soft light. Bodies moved in rhythm, soft moans and the slap of skin on skin breaking the silence of the woods around them. It had only been 6 months since that fateful day when Crown Prince Im Jaebum laid eyes on the hardworking peasant, Mark Tuan, but it felt like an eternity. They fell easily into the dangerous game of love – but they did it without hesitation. Regardless of the risks, they still met secretly with midnight rendezvous, away from the disapproving and damning eyes of their friends and families. Despite the political implications, the moral sin they were committing, they still fell in love and gave into it. Their love was brilliant and beautiful, but heartbreaking and short-lived, for these things cannot be hidden forever. But they took chances they risk it all even though they knew they’d lose it all. But they took the chance on their forbidden love knowing that the moment it was discovered they'd lose everything. their love, their friends, their family, their home and their happiness. But that the thing about love you risk it all just to be happy, just for that given moment that the thing about love until it's over... and that how their love story ends... "NO!" JB cried out. Mark fell to his knees, gripping his abdomen in a feeble attempt to stop the bleeding from the sword that had just gone through his body. JB rushed to his lover, cupping his hands on Mark’s cheeks, not caring who was watching, “Mark, look at me…please,” he begged. Looking up into JB’s eyes, Mark tried to smile for his prince, for his best friend…for his lover. JB wanted to shake Mark and ask him why he was so determined to focus on JB. He never worried about himself, only JB. Why did this have to happen? Was it so wrong to just be happy and in love? Were they both so naïve to believe that this could last? A forbidden love between the crown prince and a peasant, let alone a man?” Mark wanted to reach out and wrap his arms around JB, to tell his beloved that he had long ago prepared for such a fate. He had always known, by daring to want happiness with the crown prince, that he would be killed someday. It lasted longer than he thought it would, but had been shorter than he wanted it to be. Mark was finding it difficult to focus on JB’s face before him as the bleeding continued. JB brushed back Mark’s hair from his pale, sweaty face, “Please…don’t leave me.” Mark wanted to tell JB that he loved him and to give last confessions of love, but he would not do so in the company of his killers. Instead, he said the only thing that could be said, “I’m sorry “Move!” a gruff voice said and suddenly JB was yanked away from Mark and thrown to two other waiting men, who easily held him prisoner between them. He tried to escape, but they were too strong. He shouted and begged for them to be merciful, and when that didn’t work he tried to use his power as the crown prince to order them to grant mercy. But power is a fickle friend, and these men did not heed his commands. The gruff man, one of the king’s personal guards, looked at Mark as if he were vermin that needed to be crushed. Mark was familiar with these looks of repulsion and so he knew how to react: he smirked up at the man. “You disgust me,” the guard said. Mark chuckled painfully, blood leaking out of the sides of his mouth as he stared at the guard, unafraid. The man got angry and kicked Mark, knocking him down to the ground like a rag doll. JB shouted desperately as he watched the love of his life being beaten so harshly, “PLEASE! Stop! Andwae! Please no stop!” he cried. The guards finally released him and he rushed forward to the lifeless body on the ground. His knees fell into pools of thick, red blood – the blood of his beloved. He wrapped his arms around Mark’s body, not caring if he became drenched in the blood, only caring for his lover. “Wake up…please, wake up…” he begged, his chest tightening as the reality of the situation began to set in. “You can’t leave me, you promised. I need you, please wake up,” he buried his head in the neck of the body in his arms, “I can’t live without you, please Mark, wake up…” he wanted this nightmare to end. JB buries his face into mark neck as he cried desperately in pain while his hands were covered in red. “I love you…so much” Suddenly, a hand fell to his shoulder and he looked up at his father’s disappointed stare. JB’s blood boiled in anger to see the man who ordered his lover’s execution. “Let him go,” the king ordered. “Andwae.” “I said let go of that thing NOW!” “I won’t let him go!” JB suddenly went flying from the king backhanding him. He didn’t mean to let go, but as his hands went up to his face, the guards picked up Mark’s body and dragged it out of the courtyard. JB stood up and tried to stop them from leaving, “Please, please…I’ll do anything you want but please…I beg of you father…” The king softened at his son’s pleas and nodded to the guards. They dropped Mark’s body on the cold stone and JB rushed rushed over, holding Mark in his arms. He rocked back and forth, silently hoping to hear a heartbeat. -6 month later- The servant stood at the entrance into the gardens and cupped his hands together, “Young master?!” he cried, hoping to hear a response. “Have you found him yet?” “No my lord, but I will keep looking,” he replied with a bow. “Where is he this time? Honestly, he hasn’t been the same since that…thing happened,” the queen huffed. “Please my lady, you must rest. I will ensure that all of the servants are busy locating the prince. After all, it would not look good if he were to miss another arranged meeting for his future wife.” “We trust you will soon find him,” the queen agreed and left with the king to reenter the palace. “Of course, my liege,” Mr. Wang bowed and began the search once again. - JB, hiding in the lower levels of the castle, paid no heed to the calls of the servants, and continued to hide. He hated his father for many reasons, but forcing JB to attend arranged parties to find a wife, especially so soon after Mark’s death, was despicable. His father had become more strict since finding out about Mark and JB’s relationship and the castle was now smothering him. - The sound of movement alerted him to a person nearby and he put out the candle quickly, casting the room in darkness, “Relax, it’s me.” “Jackson,” he acknowledged, walking over to his friend. “You should clean up in here, it’s getting messy.” JB chuckled and walked back towards the desk where he had been seated and relit the candle. He sat down again and continued looked down at his book. Jackson cleared his throat and JB sighed, “Yes?” “I have been sent to find you. Your parents are demanding your presence.” “Then tell them you can’t find me.” “They will eventually catch on, I can only lie so much.” Silence fell between them until JB sighed again, “Fine.” He shut the book, got up, and left, leaving Jackson to blow out the candle – after all, although he was a friend, Jackson was still a servant. Jackson watched JB walk away and wished that there was something he could do to help his prince, but he would not be consoled. These days, he would slouch and drag his feet wherever he was ordered to go. His smiles were empty and lifeless without the spark of love and life in them. Jackson had known about Mark and JB’s relationship, but had been sworn to secrecy. He sighed and turned back to the desk. However, in a very uncoordinated fashion, he tripped and ran into the desk. Luckily he caught the candle in time, but the book which had been on the desk fell to the ground, opened upside down to expose the pages. Jackson didn’t want to get in trouble, so he set down the candle and picked up the book. Unable to help himself, his eyes scanned the open page. It was a journal, the writing clearly belonging to JB. …' want you to find me and save me.' The book shut awkwardly, and he realized that there was a silver ring in the front part of the book. Upon closer inspection, he found that it was engraved with words: “…and I’ll die without you…” Jackson whispered out loud. He wondered where the other ring was, the one that matched the phrase, but was unable to find it in the room. - JB watched the sun rise and closed his eyes, “…I miss you.” Arms suddenly wrapped around his shoulders. Familiar, warm, strong arms that belonged to only one person, “Where have you been?” the voice whispered in his ear. “I couldn’t leave. I am always watched.” “Mhmm,” lips lightly grazed his neck. “Seriously, I’m not lying,” JB insisted. “…I miss you Jaebumie,” the soft words echoed in JB’s ear. “I miss you too,” his breath hitched at his confession. He felt Mark’s arms embrace him tightly and then they disappeared again, and JB was alone. He opened his eyes, tears falling freely down his face, “I’m not alive without you,” he kissed the silvery ring in his hands, and placed it on the tombstone. 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Tell Me It's Okay :NamMin OneShot
Warning BoyxBoy Angst Fluff Detail hello my fellow vingler so I'm going to be making oneshot for now because I don't have time to make full story and I know how much it suck to wait for the next parts but for now enjoy these oneshot I make for now. as for this story it was intended to be a smut oneshot but took a turn... thinking about making the smut scene separately for those who don't want the smut they can just read this and other who want smut could read the squeal which will only be the smut scene lol still thinking about it. “Hyung! Hyung!” I never knew how it felt to have a broken heart… I never thought that I'd fall in love so hard it hurt this bad… “I love you Kim Namjoon” But who would have thought “I love you too baby girl” That your heart could break so easily when you watch the one you love whisper loving words to someone else. How did I end up falling for you hyung… how did you manage to steal my heart away without me realizing it… how didn't I notice how much my heart yearn for you… why do I feel like crying so bad… why did I have to see this happen right in front of me “Oh, hey Jimin” No please, don't come towards me, please don't acknowledge me… don't look at me with those glistening eyes of yours and that warming smile follow by those beautiful dimples. “How long have you've been standing there?” Since the moment you both confess your love for each other… “I just got here actually” God my throat hurts… “hey are you okay?” Please stop it Namjoon don't get so close to me.. please don't make such a worrisome faces… “Erph.. I'm fine” “you sure you look kinda pale and your eyes are kinda red.. are you getting a fever?” Please don't make my heart beat like this, hyung…. “you don't feel warm to me.. hmm” if only you knew how much you just made my heart flutter just by pressing our forehead together. “Jimin what's wrong your eyes are getting watery are you in pain?” Yes “no…” "Are you sure? Does it hurt anywhere?” Yes…. My heart “no h-erph hyung.” God It really hurts... “Jimin is something bothering you, you know you can come to me I'm here for you” Please stop, you're only making it worse… “Jimin please talk to me” “I said I'm fine!” forgive me hyung, forgive me for pushing you away like this, but please don't give me such a heartbreaking express like that... forgive me for acting this way… “Jimin I know something wrong please let me help you” Why are you still offering to help me after I shoved you away! why!? “but you can't hyung” God it feel like someone grabbing onto my throat that it's getting hard to speak. “what do you mean?” “you can't help, because you can’t change what the heart want hyung” “did someone do something to Jimin!?” “Yes… someone did… Hyung… someone very close to me” “who!? Who did jimin!?” “ he broke me hyung” “he who? Jimin?!” “but even though he broke me i still can't let him go” “Jimin what are you?…what are you talking about?” . . . You broke my heart without even trying too… the sweet friendship you've given me that has cause me to fall in love with you like a fool. “Jimin why are you crying! please talk to me!” “I'm sorry hyung” “Who hurt you tell me!?” “it's was- it was you...” “what… Jimin I-” And just like that he knew just by staring into my eyes he read everything that my heart said every ounce of pain that he brought just by him holding onto my hand… just by having him in front of me… just by looking into my eyes he caused me so much pain… But no matter how much it hurt, even though he knew how I felt it about him, it still wouldn't change anything “Jimin… I'm Sorry” Not how he felt towards me… “I'm sorry I've caused you so much pain” Because what my heart wants is something I'd never be able to get… because he's in love with someone else. “your very important to me jimin..” Here it comes… I don't think I'd be able to bare the pain from hear those words… “please hyung” “I don't want to lose you either or ruin our friendship, Jimin” Please don't explain anything just walk away from me… forget everything, please hyung it hurts… “I care for you Jimin but I can't return you those feeling.. I'm sorry” “i-it's o-okay h-hyung haha… erph I was just playing around…” And even though I said that with a forced smile he could see right through it and see the aching tears that are close to escaping. “Jimin…” “don't worry about it I'm fine…” Why must you always manage to make my heart flutter but break so much…. “Where are you going Jimin?” I can't stay here, I can't hold back these tears anymore. “I'm going home hyung” there i go again, forcing a smile just for him. “Jimin please forgive me… please don't hate me” “I couldn't never hate you, even if I wanted too hyung” You always manage to break me down… to make me crying so foolishly in front you hyung, why must you always make me show you this ugly side of me… “I wish I knew how to make the pain go away jimin...” “just lie…” “lie?” “lie to me and tell me it's okay hyung” Lie to me and tell me everything going to be okay… please… just tell me it's okay. Don't apologize, don't try to fix it… just say ‘it's okay’ “Jimin-” “Hyung..” I love you... so much But I'd rather keep these feeling for you to myself and stay by your side as a close friend then to confess to you completely and lose you forever… “forgive me..hyung” Hyung is it wrong of me to love you… “it's okay… it's okay jimin” Just tell me it's okay..... Kim Nam joon… _____ 3 months later. “ready one two, one two” Jimin instructed. “YaH! Left foot first then you swing your right arm but stop mid air don't swing it all the way!” Jimin shouted at Namjoon frustratingly. “I'm trying… don't yell at me Jimin you know how hard it is for me...” said namjoon as he tried to catch his breath. “Hyung I’m sorry i didn't mean to yell at you” “it's okay… I would be annoyed of myself too” Namjoon said as he raked his hair back. “no it's not that Hyung, you had it down perfectly yesterday” Jimin tried to comfort his hyung as he patted Namjoon on the shoulder. Namjoon smirk at Jimin as he shrugged his shoulder, causing Jimin hand to slip right off. Jimin arch a brow at Namjoon sudden cockiness. sudden the air change as the mood became tense. Namjoon walk towards the laptop and press play on the music. Jimin eyes widen as his jaw drop open as he was shocked to see Namjoon body moving to the beat of the music. with a shift of his feet followed by quick spin around and the look of confidence within namjoon eyes that burned with passion as he watched Jimin eyes that followed his every move. Namjoon smirk when he finally end the dance with a pose. “but.. what… you.. and how.. you… What!?” Jimin was tongue tied, he was so shocked he couldn't speak. “did I impress you Jimin?” “did you mess up on purpose earlier?! Hyung” “of course, it was all part of the plan” said Namjoon with a cunning tone of voice. “what plan?” “to impress you and show you how much I've improve, aren't you proud of me” Namjoon said all cheeky. “aish… you.. aish” Jimin rolled his eyes while slight nodding his head “you work hard hyung” Jimin smiled shyly as he nudged Namjoon with his shoulder. “it's all thanks to have such a great dance teacher like you” Namjoon complimented as he ruffled Jimin silver hair. Jimin face flushed red as he look away from his elder. “psh… well I couldn't have done it without having such a excellent student like you hyung” “ayy Are you blushing?” Namjoon teased “no!” Jimin deny as he turn his back on Namjoon. “you are!” Namjoon continued to tease Jimin as he grab him by his shoulder. Jimin covered his face with his hands as Namjoon tries to get Jimin to face him. “let me see!” Namjoon taught as he tried to remove Jimin hands from his face. But Jimin continued to fight him off as he could feel his whole face burning hot red. “YaH hyung!” Jimin cooed “I'll leave you alone when you show me your cute pink face” Namjoon continued. “I said No-” suddenly Jimin trips over his own foot and falls backward. Namjoon wraps his arm around Jimin’s waist; Jimin grabs a hold of Namjoon shirt causing Namjoon to lose balance and fall forward on top of him. Jimin slowly opens his eyes to find Namjoon above him, his eyes widen and his face turns a type of red all over again. “are you okay?” Namjoon asked worrying as his arm was behind Jimin head. Jimin didn't release Namjoon had use his arm to block his head from hitting the floor. Jimin gulps as he nods his head yes, while Namjoon sigh heavily. Jimin glance at Namjoon face as he admire every imperfect perfection. Jimin notice The sweat that slide down Namjoon brow towards his neck. Suddenly Jimin begin to feel hot as he began to stare into Namjoon loose shirt that expose his Broad chest, so drenched with a thin layer of sweat as he watched the way it moved before Jimin realize various of thought ran through his mind as he bite down onto his lips. “erph!” Namjoon cleared his throat. Jimin quickly snap out of his thought as he tried to sit up but ended up headbutting with Namjoon. “Ow!” they cried in a unison. Sitting down side by side as they rubbed their forehead, they turn to look at each other then started laughing really hard. “You're dangerous to be around with, hyung” Jimin states jokingly “me?! You're the one who headbutt me” Namjoon protested as he continued to laugh. “excuse me for trying to get up” said Jimin sarcastically “will sorry but You were laying on my arm! So you're excused” Namjoon huffed with a playful tone of voice “will sorry for falling” “you. Wait.. how.. What?!” namjoon was dumbfounded by Jimin adorable self he couldn't help but smile so much it hurt his cheeks whenever Jimin was around. “exactly I win” Jimin laughed happily “aish you're so cute” Namjoon said as he ruffled Jimin hair again hen Lied back down onto the dance floor. Jimin followed behind with a smile and pinkish cheeks. Staring at the ceiling as they tried to catch their breath when slowly they turn to face each other. Their smile slowly begins to vanish as their eyes met. Jimin eyes become defenseless as he stared deeply into Namjoon eyes that become so tense and wantonly. “um h-hyung-” “shhh” Namjoon cut him off as he slowly reaches over and leans in closer. Jimin could feel his heartbeat racing as Namjoon got closer, The feeling of Namjoon raking his finger through jimin hair as he slowly begins to close his eyes. Could this really be happening right now? Is this reality or a dream? Whatever it is, be it real or some wonderful dream Jimin didn't want to be awaken from it or to stop it. Just an inch closer and their lips could have met but a knock was heard and Their eyes shot open as Namjoon quickly moves away. “knock knock, guess who?” a female voice was heard. “hye-su!” Namjoon Called out happily as he rushed over towards the slight open door. “Joonie!” hye-su shouted cutely as she pushed open the door and jumped into Namjoon arms. “Baby I miss you” “I miss you more joonie” They said as they exchanged kisses. Jimin averted his eyes and stared at the ground; biting onto his tongue as he felt the urge to cry. Jimin couldn't let go of his feelings for Namjoon no matter how hard and how bad he want to he just couldn't. It was hard to let go because everywhere Jimin looked there he was… Imagine living with the person you're deeply in love with while you try to let go of your feeling for them but you see them everyday, every night when you wake up when you eat dinner and when you go to work when you're going to bed. No matter where you go that person is always there smiling at you, always making you laugh always telling you good morning and goodnight and always there to comfort you when you're having a bad day. It's impossible for Jimin to forget about his feeling so he tries so desperately to endure the pain in his aching heart as he watched the love of his life embrace someone else. “don't cry… stop it” Jimin whispered under his breath as a single tear manage to escape his watery eyes. Namjoon glance over at Jimin whose head hang lowly and shoulders slumped. He knew how much pain Jimin was going through, he knew how much Jimin tried to keep a smiling face in front of him. Most of all Namjoon knew how Jimin felt toward him. Namjoon told himself he wouldn't kiss, hug or do anything lovey dovey with hye-su in front of Jimin that way he wouldn't cause Jimin so much pain. Namjoon Slowly started to let go of hye-su as he slightly pushed away from her but still holding onto her by her tiny shoulder. “what's wrong baby?” hye-su asked worryingly as a tried to meet Namjoon eyes. “nothing baby... why you ask?...” Namjoon answered as he keep his eyes on Jimin. “you looked sadden and worried,” she added but Namjoon didn't replied back this time. “Joonie?” she called “Joonie?” once again but nothing “Namjoon” hye-su voice was serious as she shrugged off Namjoon hands. “Namjoon!” she shouted and stomp her foot. Namjoon snap out of his daze and look at hye-su who looked upset. “I'm sorry baby what did you say?” “forget it.” she slurred. “did I do something to upset you hye-su?” “what do you think namjoon” hye-su Sass as she crossed her arms in front of her chest. She look at the floor and wait for Namjoon responded or apology but when she look up there he was again staring at Jimin. This angered hye-su so much, she began to grow hatred towards Jimin. “Jimin!” hye-su shouted; there was angry that lingered in her tone. Jimin look over at the hye-su who express dislikement upon her face. “hey hye-su how are you?” Jimin greeted nervously. Hye-su rolled her eyes making him feel even worse, “don't you have friends?” hye-su blurted rudely. “e- excuse me?” Jimin was shocked. “hye-su! what the hell that rude” said Namjoon Hye-su ignore Namjoon comment as she added “you only hang over Namjoon even when he with me, don't you have other people you talk to?” Jimin gulped as he fidget his finger, while looking away. “Has it ever occur to you that maybe Namjoon and I wanted alone time?” “hye-su what are you doing “ Namjoon questions while quickly glancing at Jimin who look to be on the verge of tears “I mean, don't you ever feel like a third wheel? Doesn't it make you uncomfortable when we kiss and hold each other in front of you?” hye-su continued as she walked closer to Jimin. “Hye-su knock it off” Namjoon shouted with a upset tone of voice. “what? Cat got your tongue? Answer my questions jimin” she order as she shoved Jimin. Jimin flinched as he made sure to voided hye-su eyes. “Hye-su!” Namjoon Called “Namjoon is mine got that, he only has feeling for me do you understand! He will NEVER Love you jimin!” “Hye-su that enough I said!” said Namjoon as he tried to grab hye-su by her arm but hye-su yanked her arm away and slapped Jimin. “Look at me when I speak to you!” Jimin eyes widen as he cupped his cheek and looked over at hye-su then over at Namjoon who seem quite shocked himself. “you disgusting waste of a man” hye-su slurred as she looked down at Jimin. Those words shot right through Jimin like a bullet. Unable to hold in the tears they began to rush out rapidly and uncontrollably. Hye-su smirked at Jimin as she lean in close to his ear and whispered “he pity you, jimin you're so pathetic” Jimin cringed his teeth then shoved his way by hye-su as he rushed out the room. Hye-su laughed when suddenly she was yanked by her arm again by Namjoon. “Joonie what are you doing?” she question but Namjoon ignores her and continued walking pulling her along. “you're hurting me” she whine “Namjoon! LET ME GO!” “get out!” Namjoon shouted angrily as he toss hye-su bag outside the door and pushed her gently but roughly enough to not cause her to fall. “Are you kicking me out!” “you cross the line hye-su!” “Are you seriously upset with me because of that thing” hye-su argued “Jimin is someone important to me! I told you to stop but you continued!” “Are you fucking seriously Namjoon! I did us a favor!” “a favor!? What favor?!” said Namjoon his voice shaking with anger. “He need to understand that we need our time alone!” “So you go and be a total b-” Namjoon stop himself. He didn't want to disrespect hye-su. “Say it! SAY IT CALL ME A BITCH ALL FOR THAT, THAT! FREAK!” hye-su barked “He not a freak! and He means more to me than you ever will!” Namjoon blurts out. Hye-su slapped Namjoon across the face As tears stream down her cheeks “I should have now you had feeling for him” hye-su sob Namjoon didn't deny it as he look at the ground. Hye-su eyes widen as her lips quiver. “do you love him?” she struggled to asked “hye-su…” Namjoon reach over towards her. “don't touch me! And Answer me! Do you have feeling for Jimin!?” Namjoon again stayed silent causing hye-su to get even more upset “DO YOU LOVE HIM NAMJOON!!” “Yes! DAMMIT Yes I do!” he confessed Hye-su cover her mouth as she cried harder “I'm sorry…” Namjoon apologize. “you bastard! You fucking disgust me!” hye-su barked as she ran out the door. Namjoon gripped onto his t-shirt and let out a heavy sigh. Namjoon felt both relief and guilt all at the the same time. he was glad he finally confess his true feeling but he felt awful for making hye-su cry. But he couldn't help it he wasn't in love with hye-su anymore in fact he stop loving her after finding out his true feeling for Jimin. “aish…” he sighed “hyung?” Jimin voice startled Namjoon. “oh sh- you scared me” said Namjoon as he Placed his hand on the right side of his chest. “You okay?” Namjoon asked worryingly as he notice Jimin eyes were swollen from all the crying he did. “Hyung…” Jimin uttered “you heard everything didn't you?” “did you mean it?” “which part jimin?” “all of it, the way you feel about me... did you mean it?” asked Jimin as he walked over to Namjoon Namjoon avoid Jimin eyes as he look away from his side. “Jimin I-” But before he could speak “forget it, I knew you didn't. You just said all those things to make hye-su mad” “ Jimin I-” “I know, I know... you were just upset because of all the stupid mean thing hye-su was saying I get it” “Jimin L- “ “I GET IT YOU DON'T HAVE TO EXPLAIN ANYMORE!” Jimin shouted But in that moment Namjoon place his hand behind Jimin neck and pulled him for kiss. Jimin eyes widen as tears slowly fell. “I meant every single word that I said” said Namjoon with a smirk Jimin smiled grow but the tears continued “YaH! Why are you said till crying?” asked Namjoon. “be-Because….” he hic “I Love you Kim Namjoon” Jimin cooed And with that Namjoon embrace Jimin in his arm as their lips met, it felt as it time had stop as if everything had went silent like there was no one else in the world but them two only. As if they were floating like they breathe was taken from their lungs. 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VIXX LR preview
WARNING some kinky stuff S&M Rate M smut if you don't like BDSM don't enter Proceeds at your own pleasure ;) Descriptions It's my first fanfic ever I hope I do well an you guys enjoy it it's about Leo an Ravi ^_^ I got inspired by chained up so it gonna be pretty smutty comment If you wish to be tagged The sound of heavy breathing and rough groans, the Squeaking of a bed and chains rattling and the smell of sweat filled the room The fog on the window almost made it seem like you where inside a boiling hot steam room and by the sweat dripping from their body made it even more hotter and steamy. Leo grab a fist full of Ravi hair pulling his head back forcefully causing him to lean back a bit Leo whisper into Ravi ear "How about we play a little game...just you an me this time" Leo voice was smooth Seducing his alluring eyes full of desire and lust that made Ravi body shiver this made Leo smile Leo pulls Ravi hair an leading him towards a chair with hand cuffs attached to each side of the chair and forcefully sit Ravi cuffing both hands and legs Ravi didn't fights against it either instead he play along Leo's game and watches as Leo rips off his own shirt and slowly claims on top of his lap the way Leo look made Ravi want him more but just couldn't get the courage to tackle him down his soft pale skin that look so bite able and those moist pink lips that Ravi wish to kiss until they were swollen Ravi licks an bite his bottom lip just thinking about Leo lips around his dick Leo notice an smirks a little grin an slowly lean in close to Ravi "What you say huh wanna be the master while I can be your slave...."
VIXX LR (short smut)
Note I edited and add more to the story WARNING!! smutty stuff Rate M dirty talk enter at your own pleasure ;P Description okay guys here it is the full short fanfic I don't know if i should keep it going tell me what you guys think and if i should its my first fanfic go easy on me please enjoy i got inspired by their MV Chained Up comment if you wish to get tagged IF i make a continuation or if i make more fanfic just tell me ^.^ Vixx LR preview @AbbyRamey @KAddict @DestinaByrd @Jinislife @KaisPrincess @AmberRelynn @EniorehFrancois @tinafalcon22 @merryjayne13 @LysetteMartinez @OliviaEdwards @KaeliShearer Leo teasingly start to unzip Ravi pants giving him such a seducing look that drive Ravi crazy and Leo enjoyed the way ravi would try to escape cuff even more when he beg Leo to remove the cuff the look in Ravi eye burned with a lusting desire Leo body heated up with just the thought of Ravi Dominating him an fucking him these exotic thought caused Leo to get even harder than before "Like what you see" Ravi smirk an said in a teasing tone a grin grow upon Leo face as he use to finger to claim up Ravi chest than sliding them back down to the tip of Ravi dick twirling them this made Ravi body tremble "aren't we sensitive hmm let see what happens if I.." leo said as he lick the tip repeated he could taste Revi juices Ravi let out a small groan which made leo stop an look at him damn he look so hot with all that sweat that expression he makes just make me want Ugh fuck said leo in his thought He start to stroke and lick Ravi dick still teasing the hell out of him even though ravi was so hard already it hurt but Leo enjoy the way his dick throbs "stop fucking being a tease you ass" ravi said with a rough tone of voice Leo raps hand around Ravi dick and start to suck and lick it starting off slow and speeds up Ravi moans from how fucking good Leo was at this his body tremble uncontrollably from the sensation Ravi look at Leo making eye contact Leo eyes full of hunger Leo stuck it in his mouth deeper an deeper causing him to almost gag ravi smirk "Couldn't take it all the way in" he said with a cocky voice Leo squints his eyes at ravi in a irritated way an said smirk rolling his eyes "don't flatter yourself" shoving it back into his mouth and deep throat the way it ravi dick throb made leo get harder causing it to hurt he could take it anymore an pulled away claiming top of Ravi lap an positioning himself and shoving ravi inside of him making them both give out a loud moan Ravi bit his bottom lip as Leo was shoving it in it cause him to make his lip bleed Leo notice and lick the blood off of ravi bottom lips and kiss his neck as he sat on top of ravi feeling his throbbing dick inside of him Leo start to slowly ride Ravi slamming him self against him lap harder an faster over time they begin to sweat from the heat created from their heavy breathing an the warmth of their body give Ravi the Opportunity to break loose of both his hand and feet Ravi grab a hold of Leo and pins him down against the floor in the missionary position Ravi grab both of leo arms and raps them his legs so that he couldn't fight back an rams into leo an let out moans louder and louder as ravi pond him harder and faster their breathing get faster an heavier harder! Leo shouted More! He beg desperately ravi turn leo placing him on all fours and grabbing a hold of leo collar as he begans to thrust over an over harder faster until they both reach orgasm. the end Hope you enjoy kinda rush it and yeah i kinda wanna write a little story of them but with more of a plot lol tell me what you think an sorry for the misspelled word or if some word dont make sense ill fix it later if there is ^.^ how did i do for an newbi?
Love Toxic A markson story (oneshot)
☡WARNING☡ ☆ SMUT ☆ RATED M ☆ BOYXBOY ☆ ANGST Enter with caution ☞Detail☜ A Got7 Jackson and Mark ship fanfic I know it took me long to complete but I finally got to finish @luna1171 fanfic request how you like it. Jackson grabs a fist full of mark thin silky hair as he pulled mark head back a bit and brushed his lips gently against mark slim neck. Their eyes meet as their lips an inch away. The smell of alcohol that linger in their breath as their lips barely touch but enough for them to feel the chill that runs down their spin and back up.  Mark’s eyes filled with such a sinful and devilish look as Jackson eyes express the desire and hungry his body carved. The feeling of their wet lips as they touched and press against each other as each hot breath that escaped from the edge of their mouths.  Mark gasped for air as Jackson took the chance to slip his tongue into marks sweet mouth, mark gasped as he jolted from the surprise attack. The sounds of small moans and hot groans escape as Jackson slammed mark against the hard cold steel locker and pinned his arms above his head. Jackson scanned mark whole body, the way he looked made mark look even more irresistible, the way the sweat on his brow drip down his cheek and sweat that slide down mark whole body, nearly drenched in sweat from the heat that was being created from their body heat.  Mark knees buckled as Jackson kissed and nibbled on his chest and collarbone and up his neck, the way Jackson tongue traced the shape of mark lips cause mark to let out a small yelp. Jackson grab mark ass and lifted him up and mark wrapped his legs around Jackson waist as he rolled his hips in such a smooth motion that caused Jackson to shudder and shiver. Jackson lets mark down as he removed his sweats and boxers, mark shoved Jackson against the lockers as he drop to his knees and gripped onto Jackson rock hard members. Jackson gently raked his fingers through marks hair as their eyes made contact while Mark stroked the foreskin back exposing the head as he dipped the tip of his tongue in the slit. Jackson throws his head back onto the locker as he bites back a moan as he tighten his grip on mark hair causing Mark let out a small purr.  Mark become more aroused from Jackson sudden dominance and the way Jackson grab his head and shoved his member into marks redden lips just made it even more exciting.  Marks lips became darken and wet with saliva as he slurp Jackson pre-cum while Jackson gently and hesitant thrust his hips as he pressed mark downer causing him to take in Jackson member deep into his mouth nearly hitting the back of his throat until mark pulled away as he cough nearly gagging.  Jackson pulled mark back, shoving it back into mark swollen lips as he begin to fuck his mouth, mark use both his lips and hands to rubbed Jackson members as he stroked the skin back while he swirled his tongue around it and bobbed his head continuously. Jackson body jerked the moment he felt mark gently scrap his teeth against his member, engulfed in wet heat Jackson pulls mark away from his member as he pushed him down onto his back, mark back arched as the cold floor touch his skin. Jackson kiss mark inner thigh and flick the tip of mark member with his tongue then begin to lick around it in a sloppy and mess way almost like he was eating a popsicle, mark body trembled as Jackson suck his member and played with his nipples. Jackson gentle bites onto mark stomach as he made his way up leaving small purplish spots onto marks body until he reaches marks lips. They lips make contact in such a sweet passionate way then quickly turns sloppy and wet as the pull way a string of saliva hangs from their lips. Mark caressed Jackson cheek as he lean in close to ear and whispers, “If you like this it’s yours” Jackson slowly pulls away as watches as mark bites down onto his bottom lip, his eyes giving off such a seducing vibe as Jackson stared deeply into them. Jackson hands traced Mark’s slim body as his large hands gripped onto his small waist. Jackson twirled his finger onto Mark’s hip bone causing Mark to inhale sharply as he jerked and lick his lips in reaction.  Jackson moved in closer as he sucked onto marks bottom lip as his hand slide down mark body and rubbed his member mark eyes rolled behind his head as he groan a pleasuring moan. Jackson enjoyed the way mark body trembled and the way his small hips carefully and slowly rolled, Jackson pressed their member against each other as he stroked them mark moan as he tried so hard to hold back his moans. “Does it feel good baby?” Jackson coos with a devilish smile “Mhmm” mark bite Jackson lower lip as he hitch as the tip of their member touch Jackson grab the back of mark knees as he left mark legs placing them over his shoulder as he position himself near marks ass entranced. Jackson glace at mark as he waited for mark to give him the permission to fuck him. Jackson adjusted himself as mark huffed in excitement Jackson eyes widen as mark closed his. Jackson gently caresses mark cheek as he gave him a warm smile. “Can I?” Jackson asked “Do what you wish, it’s yours” Mark smirk as Jackson lean in for a kiss. Without second thinking it Jackson grips marks slim waist and rams his member into him, mark hips arched as he let out a loud grunt. Jackson stayed inside of mark as he let mark body adjust itself with to Jackson large thick members as Jackson brushed his lips again mark while mark wrap his arms around Jackson neck as he hook his legs behind Jackson thighs. Mark begin to grind his hips as Jackson stand on his knees and over mark, Jackson forearms supporting his mark as he continued to lock lips with mark’s. their hot breath and musk that surround the locker room as the sound of wet moist rubbing was being made and skin smacking with loud huff and puff. Jackson grab marks legs as he slammed himself into marks ass causing Mark to growl and howl as he touched himself just as Jackson order him to do. “Ah fuck! That hurts Jackson!” Mark growled as Jackson bit onto his thigh. Jackson smirk as he press into mark deeper as mark give out such a disparate moan. Jackson begins to rock his hips in a back and forth motion then in circles as he randomly slammed himself into mark even harder every time. Mark hands searched for something to grip onto as he tried to hold back him moans but failed as he begin to cry out in satisfaction. “Oh god Jackson!! Fuck!!” mark blurted “Does it feel good having me inside of you Markipoo?” Jackson teased as he slowly down his pace “Mmm, please don’t stop keep going hard” Mark begged pathetically. Jackson burned mark in such a sizzling passion, their body connect together so perfectly and the way their moans fit in such a hungry unison as Jackson sat down and slammed mark down onto his member. Mark moaned as he cried out Jackson name. Mark grinds his hips and bounce onto Jackson dick as Jackson pulled onto his hair, pulling him closer to him as he fucked mark mouth with his tongue. Mark became drunk in Jackson intoxicating aroma such a sweet and lusting scent that drove them into a fuzzy hazy their body moved in such a rhythm and motion. Jackson gripping mark ass as he slammed him onto his member as mark body began to weaken as he lean onto Jackson his hot breath that was felt against Jackson sexy neck. Mark crawled his nails across Jackson back as he felt Jackson full inside of him. Mark rolled his hip at a fast pace causing Jackson to moan and beg him to slow down.   “Mark s-stop you’re going to m-ma-make me w-w-want to-to c-cum mm” Jackson stuttered “MARK!! STOP! Uh SHIT I CAN’T ANYMORE!” Jackson growled as he lifted mark up and slammed his back against the lockers as he pounded. “Uh shit, god this feel so good Jackson” Mark groaned as he wrapped his legs around Jackson waist. Jackson fuck mark against the wall as mark raked his finger through Jackson hair as he nibble on his ear. Letting out hums and moans into Jackson ear made it harder for Jackson to keep himself from fucking the living hell out mark. “Don’t hold back Jackson…” mark whisper seductively “Destroy my body… show the beast you truly are” mark teased. Jackson put mark down as he flip him around and bent him over, Mark placed his hand onto the locker as he turn his head to look at the way Jackson eyes become the eyes of a beast. Jackson pulled Mark from his hips and slammed his member into him, the way the slip right in made them both to shudder and groan. Mark as giggled as it slammed against Jackson pelvic and the red marks of finger prints that were being made on Mark’s hips by Jackson tight grip. Suddenly a weird tingling like a static and sizzling feeling began to form. Mark begin to moan louder as he could feel his body reaching his climax while Jackson continued to fuck him as he paces began to change all sloppy and messy. “Uh right there fuck” Mark cum spread all over the locker Jackson stayed inside of mark as he rolled his hips as he slowly released his cum inside of mark as he kissed mark back. Finally pulling out mark drops to the floor as he legs became weak Jackson sat down right beside him as he smirked and hiss the exhausted and out of breathe Mark. Mark smiled as he tried to stand back up but his legs tremble as his knees buckled he leaned against the lockers as Jackson quickly helped him support himself. “Its okay I got it let me go” Mark pulled away as he fell forward. “Let me help you please” Jackson plead But mark pushed him away as he got dress and begin to limp away and out of the locker rooms. Jackson watched as mark walked away and got dress himself as while then looks around as he ruffled his hair, Jackson looked into him backpack and pulled out another beer and chugged it down. Meanwhile Mark waited inside of the elevator to reach the floor where their dorm was at, mark shiver in indisgust as he could feel the liquid slide down his thigh. “Ugh why did I let him cum inside of me again…” mark remarked “Why do I always give into him whenever I feel his touch?” Mark let out a heavy sigh Mark walked into the empty dorm and into bathroom as he turn on the shower, letting the water hit his body mark wrapped his arm around himself as he could still feel Jackson warmth against him. “I told myself not again don’t let him do this to you gain, damnit mark why are you so weak when your around him… why is it only when he drunk that he wants me?” a tear stream down marks cheek. Meanwhile Jackson walked outside of the building as he raked his hair back as he looked up at the dark night sky, he smiled as he touch his lips Jackson could still feel the mark lips against his and the fire work inside of his stomach. Jackson smile quickly disappears as he remembers how he has to pretend to forget in order to not ruin his friendship with mark. Jackson hated the fact that he had to be a bit tipsy in order to make love to mark when he truly wants to express his feeling for mark but Jackson knew that if he did so mark wouldn’t accept him or so he thought. “Why is someone like him capable of doing this to me” Jackson said under his breath “Why does his in toxic my heart with his poison like this” mark mutters “Why am I stuck in this in love toxic” the both said in unison. “Jackson….” Mark called out silently as he look out the bathroom window and into the night sky “Mark….” Jackson cooed as he looks up at the sky “I love... ...You so… ...Much” They confess their love to the full born moon with such sincere and honest just like before, on the day they first made love to each other. their heart forever fated to be in love toxic chemicals that is destined to follow them forever down their path... a love toxic romance born underneath the fresh bloom born..... THE END TAGLIST TIME CALLING ALL THE SQUADS WHERE MY HOMIES AT!!! 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