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once || m. yoongi fanfic
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and there was us {Preview} || k.taehyung fanfic
Walking along the busy road you watched as your daughter skipped a few steps ahead. Your daughter had been looking up admiring the cherry blossoms which had been in full bloom this time of year. "Be careful. Watch your step baby." She smiled continuing to skip as she looked back,"I'll be fine momm--" Before she can even finish her sentence you watched as a man with bicycle had been rushing towards her who seemed unaware she had been in his path. You stood on the street mortified but before you can even process the course of actions a man you knew all to well had swooped in and saved your daughter pulling her in to his arms as the man in the bicycle screamed telling your daughter to stay out of the way. And with a deep husky voice he asked your daughter with what seemed like genuine concern,"Are you okay?" Shocked and scared at the flash of events your daughter had began to bellow out cries that filled the streets. Curious looks coming from those who'd been around the three of you. This fanfic is in the making and I am currently writing chapter three. ⚜ House Of Disquietude Taglist ⚜ Queens/Kings; @geekywriterabby @Bangtanss @AimeeH @Lexxcisco @SkyBlast @Jaerinn @hskswife @MelissaGarza @SaraDarWish Royalty Family; @AbbyRoscoe @SugaKookieV @LemonLassie @SimplyAwkward @KenyaMendoza @SarahHibbs @EmilyCayetano @twistedPuppy @sarahdarwish If you want to be tagged/untagged please go ahead and ask in the comments below. A @AbbyRoscoe @AdriannaFletc @AlexisRiver @amandamuska @AmberFranco @AmberRelynn @AnnieGoodman @AraceliJimenez @ArtCrazy @Ashcherue @athomas3339 @awkwardjazzy @AyleenChavez B @BabyBaekiee @babymarkson @Baekyeol27 @BekiKuntsman @Bizzycx @BreHolmes @BTSlover7 C @CallMeMsDragon @CarolSilva @Cheti96 @chisom756 @cns1391 @CrystalBlunt @CrystalGuerra @CrystalV D @DeeNice @Destiny98 @dreemer13 @drummergirl691 @Dyrinda E @Eli20 @elizabeth1234 @EmilyGardner @ESwee @EvodiaEbraheem H @Hongbinhyung @hopesforsuga711 I @ibMIMI @IkutoZero @Insfired @IsoldaPazo J @jademarie4567 @JadeOwens @JasminMartinez @JaxomB @JessicaEvaristo @JordanShuler @Josyy7 K @KingTaeTae @KarenGuerra93 @karinamiranda81 @kee1999kee @KeraDelatorre @Kpopanime45 @krystalrikpop L @Lelulgc @LinnyOk @loljan17 @lopleaf19 @LunaFergus @luvella18 M @MaelstromVIP @makidabebe @maricela17mrn @MaricelvaRomero @MaritessSison @matty0203 @Mavis2478 @may99 @MelissaGarza @merryjayne13 @Mogu @MorleeCorielus @MsLoyalHeart N @namjoonxme @nikkynoel @NykeaKing O @otakukpoper P @ParkHwaYoung Q @QueenLele S @sabriWOLF619 @selfishmachines @Shadyllamas @ShailaZaman @ShannonSaysHey @sierrakuper @SimplyAwkward @SindyHernandez @StarlightV @stevieq @strawberrylover @soulofsouls @Spark2015 @sugakookies95 @Sulgie T @thekpoprealm @tiffany1922 @tinytreeleaf @TKOtaku @TracyLynnn @turntuptae V @VeronicaArtino W @warning Y @YessicaCardenas @yoongiinfiresme @YviLole15
once final || m.yoongi
find the rest of the story here "I hate you. You know that?" You choked on the water you had been drinking surprised by the sudden confession. "Okay...great start." She looked down at her drink,"I hate you because I know Chanyeol can't truly be mine because he has lingering feelings for you. I hate you because I know Nana will never treat me as her bestfriend because whenever we talk anything that comes out of her mouth is when Y/N and I. This one time Y/N and I. It's irritating." There was a long silent pause,"But I know I was the one who squeezed myself into their lives so I learned that I hate myself not you. I hate how I ended up being the villain in your life." She looked up at you,"I'm sorry I never meant to take Chanyeol from you or steal your bestfriend from you." You shook your head,"I never really blamed you. Just hurt that I was so easily replaced in their lives. But without all this would've never realized that I was just hurting Chanyeol. I would never have realized that I still love Yoongi. So in a way you helped me." Tears fell from her eyes so suddenly you were flustered,"Uh I...um." "Why're you making my girlfriend cry Y/N." You turned you head to find Chanyeol and Yoongi,"No I.She..." He then interrupted you in your flustered state with a sudden laugh. "I'm just kidding. Irene already told me that she was going to tell you beforehand."He then looked at Yoongi,"And we had a talk too." You tilted your head,"About what?" Yoongi and Chanyeol gave each other a look and laughed shrugging their shoulders as Yoongi replied,"Who knows." "What you two are bestfriends now?" They gave you another shrug as Irene held your hand as she looked into your eyes. Rather than being awkward it was mostly comforting,"Hopefully we can be friends too." You nodded,"Of course. The least I can do after you took care of my bestfriend after all these months. ------------------ After hours of being in the operating room their baby had finally been born. Jongdae was the only one allowed to be inside the nursery with the baby so the rest of you were just outside behind a glass window watching the baby. Before you knew it tears made there way out of your eyes. "Y/N are you okay?" You nodded,"It's just he is so beautiful. I'm glad they decided to keep him." Yoongi then hugged you from behind placing a gentle kiss on your cheek."Make sure you come to the show tonight." You nodded,"Of course." "Yoongi!" You both turned to see Namjoon,"Just use my car to get home I'm too tired to even drive myself back to the dorms so I called Namjoon." He said letting out a tired but gentle laugh. "I'll see you tonight okay?" You nodded,"Goodnight and thank you." He smiled waving good bye walking towards Namjoon,"Thanks Joon drive safely," --------------- Thirty minutes or so passed when we were finally allowed to see Nana. When you walked in she had her baby in her arms. "Hey Nana." She looked up at you than her baby and through some tears she managed to say," He's healthy and very beautiful." You nodded. "A very beautiful baby boy." She cried harder placing a kiss on his little forehead. She then motioned for you to come closer,"I want you to hold him." You nodded as you carried him. You were so careful scared to accidentally hurt the fragile child in your hands. You treated him like he was made of glass. "Look Jin Soo thats Aunt Y/N. She's always been my conscience so hopefully she'll be yours too." You laughed and cried as you placed a finger in between his chubby tiny fingers. For so long you finally thought that maybe there are people who need you after all. That people are not better off without you. You determined to fix yourself first so you can help these people. Because to some people you are irreplaceable. "Thank you Y/N. For talking her into talking to me." You shook your head,"I know Nana. She would've regretted her choice so I wanted her to be sure. I wanted her to know what she wanted. Not what she thought she was supposed to do." You smiled down at the baby who's loud cry suddenly drowned the whole hospital room. "Well he has Jongdae's unnecessarily loud voice." Everybody laughed at Irene's remark as you bounced softly trying to calm the baby. "So what now? What happens to EXO?" Jongdae and Chanyeol gave each other a look before answering your question. "I want to keep it a secret until Nana gets better and until Jin Soo is a little older." You slowly nodded,"That's a great plan and all but what if it doesn't work because if I learned anything and that's nothing ever works just as you plan it." Jongdae shrugged as he squeezed Nana's hands,"Then we'll go from there if anything does happen." A slight knocking was heard before a nurse had walked in,"I'm sorry but Mrs. Kim and the baby will need to rest so if you guys can comeback later today during normal visiting hours? Oh but the father can stay." You slightly nodded as you placed the baby in Jongdae's arms. "Alright that's our cue. Take care of my bestfriend okay?" You bowed to the nurse and just before you were about to walk out the door you hear Nana say,"Thank you YN." You turned your head to smile as you walked out closing the door behind you. "Need us to take you home?" You shook your head holding up the keys to the car Yoongi left behind,"Yoongi gave me his keys. But I'll see you guys later." They both nodded as they turned around Chanyeol snaking his arm around Irene as they walked the opposite direction of the parking lot. You looked up at the sky in awe as you watched the orange hues rise from the horizon carefully providing light for the dark sky. It was beautiful. Its been so long since you can last remember when you just looked up at the sky in admiration. --------------------- You groaned as your sleep was cut short by the sound of your phone."Hello?" With a panicked voice Baekhyung practically screamed in your ear,"Oh thank god you answered. Since Nana is out our styling department is a mess. They can't find anyone who is a available. Please save EXO?" You sighed as you got up from your bed,"You're lucky I was going to the music show anyways. I'll be there in an hour." Baekhyun let out shriek of excitement as you rolled your eyes,"I'll see you. Bye." Luckily for them you had called the day off since you figured it would be unprofessional to show up at work distracted and tired. You groaned as you took out your suitcase full of makeup, hairproducts, and pins for adjusting their stage wear. "We'll this seems like it has everything." You then looked at yourself in the mirror. You looked different. You looked refreshed almost like something inside you changed. After an hour or so you found yourself standing inside of the broadasting station again. "Y/N you're here!" You nodded as Baekhyun dragged you into the room where the boys were,'Okay they're all in costume just some minor changes in size and the makeup and hair are still not done." You nodded as you opened your black suitcase,"Okay who's first?" Chanyeol smiled as he raised his hands,"I'll go first." -------------------------- After an hour so you had finally finished EXO's make up. After putting your things together your phone had rung,"Hello?" "I'm performing in a little bit can you come watch." You smiled as you mouth the words 'I'm leaving' to your brother as you slowly made your way out of the dressing room heading to the recording studio. When you walked in you were shocked at the number of people there holding up banners that read Bangtan Sonyeondan. All their fans holding up their lightsticks screaming at the top of their lungs as the boys made their way on stage. After performing Not Today you watched as the boys all scrambled in a straight line and bowed. "Thank you for coming here today." Namjoon said as he waved and smiled at the ARMYs. They all screamed,"Today..." More screaming filled the studio as Yoongi spoke causing him to pause a little before finally continuing. "My girlfriend is here. Y/N come up here." Stunned by the casual announcement you laughed as you made your way up the stage. Your anxiousness made the stairs seem longer than they actually were. Some of the ARMYs screamed as the others stayed silent. "I wanted ARMYs to be here for this moment becuase you are all just as important. Y/N and I have been through alot. I hurt her many times." You looked at Yoongi adoringly as you noticed the members of EXO casually walking in. "But learning from my past mistakes within these last three years I knew that I can't live my life without you but I also can't live my life without music. So that's why today I ask ARMY's permission." The ARMYs screamed in approval especially as Yoongi got down on one knee Hoseok coming from behind him handing him a black velvety box that their manager had handed them. You started to cry as you realized what was to come next. As he opened the box you felt that it was just the two of you in the room. Just like magic it was just now the two of you,"Y/N. When we broke up three years ago I have never regretted anything more in my life. I realized that the reason I loved doing music was because I always loved your reactions when listening to my music. But now that we're finally back together. I want you to be mine forever. Y/N will you marry me?" You vigorously nodded,"Yes. But once you're in you can't get out just know that." He gave you the biggest smile as he got up and put the ring on you. "And there is nothing more than I can ask for." He smiled as he pulled you into the softest and most passionate kiss of your life. Along with that kiss everything started flooding  back in your mind. The first time you met Yoongi, to the day you asked him out, to the day you found out he cheated, to the day you both met again all leading up to now. You cried because in such a long time you finally felt that you belonged. You knew you belonged in Yoongi's arms and no where else. You had your demons and he knew that. You looked around the room to find Baekhyun, Chanyeol, and Jongdae. They all knew. You knew. But you also knew that they will help you get better. That this time they will never make you feel alone ever again. You looked out at the ARMYs who were happy for the both of you. You realized that no matter how many people are against the two of you there is always a lot more people there for support. A/N: And that end this series! Thank you for reading and tuning in! ⚜ House Of Disquietude Taglist ⚜ Queens/Kings; @geekywriterabby @Bangtanss @AimeeH @Lexxcisco @SkyBlast @Jaerinn @hskswife @MelissaGarza @SaraDarWish Royalty Family; @AbbyRoscoe @SugaKookieV @LemonLassie @SimplyAwkward @KenyaMendoza @SarahHibbs @EmilyCayetano @twistedPuppy @sarahdarwish If you want to be tagged/untagged please go ahead and ask in the comments below. 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once 17 || m.yoongi fanfic
find the rest of the story here "Oh Y/N you're here today!" You nodded at Namjoon as you sat down on the chair, "So where is Yoongi anyways?" He then pointed to a tv. You squinted your eyes to find a small figure situated in the recording room next door. "You're right on time actually he's about to go and record his part in the song. You smiled as you looked around bowing at the boys who made their way into he studio and straight to the food you brought. "Hey don't forget to leave some for Yoongi!" The boys nodded laughing while stuffing their cheeks like a bunch of kids with your homemade kimbap. Shaking your head you turned to the small screen once again. "What a visual." You smiled unknowingly as you looked away from the screen and onto Namjoon. "What is?" You then took your index finger and flailed it around aimlessly. "All of this." You then looked at the rest of the boys,"I remember when these three all recorded their music in our apartment. Now they have all these fancy equipment." Namjoon laughed a little as he pushed a button,"Yoongi you ready?" You looked at the screen as he gave a thumbs up with a cute combination of a nod and a smile. "Cute." You whispered as you took a seat next to Hoseok. "So I heard from ARMYs that you and Yoongi have a relationship going on. Sorry but I won't back down." Hoseok burst out laughing, "Why're so cute! Yoongi and I aren't actually dating." You laughed,"Of course I know that. Just making sure." After a long while Yoongi had finally finished all his parts. "Hey Hoseok why're you so loud when I was recording. I already told you not to be lou--" He froze in his spot as he finally realized that you were sitting with the boys as they stuffed their cheeks with food,"Hey babe you should eat before the boys finish it all." He then gave you the softest gummy smile you had ever seen as he walked up to you. Holding out his hand as he helped you up from your seat pulling you into a hug as he kisses your forehead. "Why didn't you call before coming here?" You looked down,"Because you surprised me at work it's my turn now." He laughed as he gave you a light peck on the lips. "Alright Hoseok it's your turn so we can finish with rapline and get vocal line going." Hoseok nodded as he went into the recording room and Yoongi sat down on the chair next to Namjoon's. You quietly took your spot next to Jimin,"Okay Hoseok ready when you are." Hoseok then started rapping but was suddenly interrupted by Yoongi,"Let's try that verse again but a little more brighter." Hoseok nodded as he started to rap again. Your eyes were glued to Yoongi. Watching his every move. From the way he scrunches his nose when not satisfied or the way he nods with a small smirk when he is satisfied. It had reminded you of the days when they did music at your living room. But instead of standing in th kitchen you were now sitting at a recording studio. You then stood up and placed your chin on Yoongi's head as you placed your arms around his neck. Without looking up he held your hands while pressing the button with the other. "Okay Hoseok that was good." ------------- You woke up to Yoongi shaking you,"Y/N...wake up. Recording is done." You hazily stood up as you rubbed your eyes blinded by the studio light. "Oh sorry I fell asleep." He smiled as he placed his hands on your face as he used his thumb to rub your cheeks. "It's fine baby girl but it's kind of late. Why don't I drive you home?" You smiled and nodded,"Alright sounds like a plan." When you had finally arrived home before getting off Yoongi grabbed your hand. You stopped as you turned to him and smiled,"What?" He shook his head"Nothing just I've always imagined dropping you off after a long day at the studio." You laughed,"Shut up no you didn't." "I did. I imagined you bringing food and playing with the boys. And this," He smiled as he placed a gentle kiss on you knuckles."I was thinking. Let's tell the ARMYs already." You smiled rolling your eyes,"I think after what you pulled they already know. But okay we'll make an official statement." He smiled as he finally let you go. Before walking into your empty apartment you hear him scream from his car,"Tomorrow Y/N! Come to the music show after work!" You smiled nodding as you waved him goodbye,"Be careful okay." When you had walked into your apartment you had suddenly got a call,"Hello?" "Hey Y/N! Help me! It's Nana! She said she's in pain but the baby isn't due for another 5 weeks! I-I..."You immediately put your shoes on,"You guys have your hospital bag ready right?" You can hear Jongdae's shuffling through the phone as he abruptly stops,"Yes I found it." "Okay go take her to the hospital and for the love of god calm down okay? This could just be fake contractions." You heard him sharply inhale and exhale. "Okay good. I'll meet you there." "Okay I'll send you the address bye." Before leaving your apartment you grabbed a bag and dialed Yoongi's number on your phone. With your phone in your ear waiting for Yoongi to answer you put some stuff that couple had most likely forgotten to put in their bag. "Hey Yoongi can you by any chance come back and drive me to the hospital." "No No. I'm fine it's just. I'll explain to you in the car." You then took one last look just incase you had forgotten something. After double checking you heard a honking coming from outside. You ran to his car as you threw the bag in the back seat as you put your seat belt on. "Okay take me to Seoul Hospital." "Okay but mind explaining? What's the bag for?" You looked at him with a bright smile spreading across your face," I think Nana is ready to give birth tonight." He looked at you then back at the road then back at you,"Seriously?!" You nodded excitedly,"Yes! Min Yoongi I'm going to be an aunt!" ------------ "Jongdae! Hey! How is she?" You watched a panicked Jongdae make his way to you. "They had to do an emergency cesarian. She's in the OR right now." You nodded as you motioned for Jongdae and Yoongi to take a seat. "Okay relax Jongdae she'll be fine." "Where is she?" You turned around to find Irene,"Yeol is here but he's looking for a parking space," She then bowed to you and Yoongi. You both bowed back,"Nana called us." You felt a stinging in your chest. This was the biggest moment in your lives and the first person she had called and thought of had not been you. "Wow Nana had been telling me how much she thinks the baby is in a hurry who knew this much in a hurry." Irene laughed Jongdae laughing along the tense atmosphere suddenly disappearing into thin air. You never knew how close Nana had gotten with Irene until today. Yoongi must've noticed the sudden change in your attitude as he squeezed your hands," You okay?" You nodded,"I'm fine. You can go home and rest. You had a long day." He shook his head,"I want to be here when you turn into an aunt."He said while laughing,"Shut up." "Hey Y/N I've always wanted to talk to you." You looked up at Irene,"Uh okay. We can talk right now if you want." She nodded as you got up from you seat. You looked back at Yoongi nervous of the talk to come. He looked at you with a reassuring smile as he motioned for you to continue. A/N: Hello guys i've been thinking that after I post the last of ONCE i will be deleting my Vingle. I'll be sure to put a link for my WATTPAD but please keep in mind this is NOT a final decison. 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once 16 || m.yoongi fanfic
for the rest of the story click here You placed your hair behind your ear as you looked up at Yoongi,"I've been thinking Yoongi." He nodded at you asking you to continue curious of what you had to say after all this time,"I'll give you a second chance." You watched his face as it lit up in excitement,"Y/N! Are you seri--" "BUT! No public displays like last time. I can't even show my face at work." You said covering your face to show your embarrassment. Yoongi laughed at your cute reactions. "This reminds me of when you asked me out. You were so red I swear I thought you were going to faint." You rolled your eyes,"Don't make me take back what I said Min Yoongi!" He smiled as he got up helping you stand as he pulled you in. He wrapped his arms around your waist as he looked into your eyes. For a moment everything felt right. For a moment the feeling of being suffocated and overwhelmed by everything disappeared. You felt safe in his arms. You smiled as he leaned in and trailed a kiss from your forehead to your nose and down to your lips. You broke the kiss with another smile as he kissed your forehead. "I fucked up once and I thought you would always be the one that got away. But now thay here you are in my arms again I'll treat you right." You smiled as you kissed him. "Promise?" He nodded as he gave your lips a quick peck,"Promise." ------------ "Y/N what's this?" Baekhyun stood infront of you one hand on his waist the other holding a bottle of pills. You knew exactly what was in that bottle. Each time Baekhyun got you a refill of those pills they went straight in the trash. You didn't care. Those pills never helped you just a way for Baekhyun to believe he can 'fix' you because you were 'sick.' "What your going through the trash now?" He groaned,"Y/N this is for you. This what would be best for--" "For who? Me? You? Come on Baek just say it. You think everyone finding that Byun Baekhyun has a suicidal little sister is the worst thing that can happen right? Or if they did find out you want to be the hero right? The hero who helped his sister overcome her crippling depression and anxiety?" When you had stopped to let him talk you noticed your breath had picked up. "You're scared that people will find out that the reason this happened to me was because of Chanyeol right? Because it will make EXO look bad?" He sighed heavily as he sat down infront of you. "I'm going to be honest. I want you to take the pills and get better but not just for yourself but for me too." He choked back on his tears as he looked at the pills,"I just didn't want to believe that I let something so serious pass by me. I'm your brother for god sakes. All this time it's just been us two. But it--." You noticed as tears ran down his face,"But it took a doctor for me to notice you've been hurting yourself and that we've been hurting you. I was being so fucking selfish. The entire time I was thinking this whole Chanyeol thing will pass by. Because you've always been strong Y/N." He deeply inhaled and sharply exhaled as he sniffled,"But sometimes strong people have their limits and I didn't even notice you'd reached yours. And I thought if I fixed you. You'd forgive me for ignoring your needs. I just--" He cried harder as he choked on his tears,"I just want my little sister back. The happy Y/N. Way before Chanyeol. Way before Yoongi. Just the Y/N who looked up and loved only her older brother." You cried silently as you stood up and say down next to Baekhyun. You placed your head on his shoulder. "I'll try. To get better Baekhyun. Not for you but for me. It'll be hard and it'll take more than just those pills. I want you to know that." He nodded as he wrapped his arms around your figure as he placed a gentle kiss on your forehead. 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