The hardest thing in life is trying to smiling in your darkest hour. So don't try to smile, just be, feel, you don't need to be tough right now. Its ok. We're here for you.
The second hardest thing, is telling people your fine a million times with a soft look on your face, even if your not fine.
The third hardest thing, is getting back to being yourself. Cause the bad side of your mind wants to accept that the bad in life has won, and doubt the good.
It's never easy to get over something life changing. You don't have to get over it. Accept reality, live with the bad, hope for a better next day cause that's your future. Don't count the days you live and have left, count the moments in your life and your future moments.
So go ahead and cry till you can't anymore. Cause when your done, your ready to keep fighting, smiling, and hoping.