I'm always longing for a love that is not there, I can see him and touch him. but then when I'm aware he is not there, I have a break down. Makes me want to live in that dream where I can stay with him all day and all night. I know this is bad to want to be with someone who is not there. But deep inside I hope I could meet this person in real life if I could travel. I feel like I would finally reach him and this dream I have for years will finally come true.