This move upstate has been hard enough on me let alone the holidays without my family and friends. I feel another move (back home) coming soon. I moved to stay close with my parents but I have to admit..This is the lonliest holiday i've ever spent... this country life in the middle of nowhere is just not for me...I'm tired of being their third wheel... I miss philadelphia and All of the wonderful people i left back there.. It sucks to be "homesick" when im technically home. . .