My friend, Matilde, talked to me this morning. She's my adviser, the head of the ministry that I'm joining. She's a cool mom. I really admire her. She told me to trust that in God's time, all of these shall pass.
A week ago, doctor told me in ten years I'll expect Hea to have colon cancer. That haunts me every day, every night... every time.
This afternoon at lunch time I went to the new building to be alone and just breathing in there.... well, crying too.
Then I imagined what kind of "Tomorrow" I want.
Tomorrow ... hmmm.. I might be in America with my dad and daughter. Probably, they'll discover a cure that will heal her totally. Then, I can work and work hard to earn more. Then my baby will go to a good school. She'll have high grades and be her old self... dancing, playing, running around.. ☺☺☺ It will be one happy small family.
Probably, as the years pass, I'm sure I'll be over my ex. I mean I can't love him forever. I EXTREMELY HOPE SO.