Looking beautiful and happy is not the most important thing in the world. People are so shallow in their thinking that it makes me sick to think about it. Sometimes, what lives in the dark, your ugliness and your brokenness and your scars need to be seen so you will know who your friends are. If someone really loves you, they will love you whatever your condition. If they cant love you at your worst, they dont deserve you at your best. Im so tired of fake people who wear their masks to make sure that everyone likes them and then reject others because they dont hide their pain. They do this because in reality, they have rejected their true selves as unlovable and so when they see pieces of their true selves in others, they reject them too. The truth is, no one is unlovable who feels the need to be loved. And you shouldnt have to be fake and hide your true self to be accepted.
This is a photo of me that i edited with the prisma app to give it an artistic feel. I have gotten some negative comments about this photo from people who cant appreciate other peoples willingness to be who they are and let that mask come off. But I don't care about their opinions and their shallow way of seeing people.
Here is another. I'm not feeling this way now. But when i do, i expect to be loved just the same. It isnt attractive but im not asking for kisses. All I want is friendship with people who know how to be a good friend.