i keep making these weird posts. thing is. i really want something. to find someone. cold and heartless as i may be. i had been alone my whole life. abandoned by my mother and father, the only people i had where my grandfather, grandmother, aunt, and uncle. but as a child i always hurt. i got to know what it was like being alone because for a period of time.... they even turned their backs to me. but the thing is... i never gave up. i was diagnosed as a clinical depressant at 8. i am almost 20 now. the thing is... i am looking for a partner. i know i sound desperate. but hey you don't know until you put yourself out there. and i need someone who will actually try... not give up at the first problem that comes up. peace out homies.