I honestly never thought that it would be this hard to say Goodbye for now, or "I'll see ya later " . I never thought that letting you go would be this difficult . I don't want to be selfish and ask and beg for you to stay, I don't like seeing you suffer like this . So I am going to gather up all the courage I have left and let you go because I know that I WILL see you again just not right now ... I LOVE YOU ALWAYS !!!!!!