Non-kpop related rant with some foul language. I just needed to release some emotions. You guys don't have to read this card Why do I have the worst luck ever? Well I signed up to retake the SAT next month but apparently my registration never went through or something so when I checked the website today I found that I was never registered for the test. So I went to register again only to find out that all testing locations within a fifty mile radius of where I live are full. Every. Single. F-ing. One of them. I'm a senior in high school, I'm practically done with my college applications and I just needed to touch up my personal statements and take the damn sat again but then this shit happens. so now I have to take the test in November since my previous test score wasn't all that fabulous (it wasn't horrible, but I can do better) but applications are due on November 30th for UCs (I live in California). The test is on November 7th and it takes 2-2.5 weeks for the sat results to be released. That's cutting it way too close for comfort. I just don't know what to do right now. I'm having a total break down and I just want to hit something or cry.
OK, yeah. I'm crying. It probably seems like I'm making too big of a deal about this but I just. I need to get into one of the top 3 ucs otherwise I'll never hear the end of it from my family. They call me the family disappointment and I really wanted to prove to them that while I'm not a fucking genius like my stupid cousins, I'm not a total idiot either. Ughhhhhh. Ok, I've stopped crying now. sorry this card turned out so long. I just needed a place to rant where the people who see me break down (probably) don't know me in person.