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(Mature scene at the end)
Three years....Three years of nothing but sweet nothings from your amazing boyfriend. He is the kind of boyfriend that can make you fall in love every time. But now you're second-guessing yourself to believe on who you wanted to be with. Ever since you started dating Kihyun you became close to all the members but there was one member that was like a best friend to you until these recent months when you started to develop feeling towards him. It was hard to keep your eyes off of him. You found yourself wanting his touch more than Kihyun. It made you guilty because you loved Kihyun but you couldn't keep him off your mind. Always brushing Kihyun off every time he asks you if you're okay.
Deep down you knew you would be never okay with this guilt that was piling up never knowing when it would become too much to handle. Feeling the distance you put between you and Kihyun was too agonizing to bear, even when he was laying in your arms when they had nights off and you are able to stay the night. Even now, the group was off for the night, they had finished their schedule early and Kihyun asked if you could come to the dorm once they got there. The members decided to have a movie marathon, which you didn't mind at all. It was their dorm anyways. You were between him and your boyfriend who was laying on your lap while you played with his hair even though you couldn't focus on the movie. You were just glad that the lights were off and only the lighting from the tv lit up the living room. It was easy to steal glances in the corner of your eye from the position you were in.
Suddenly the lights were turned on making you jump out of your thoughts. Everyone got up to stretch their stiff muscles. Some went to their room to change into comfortable clothes, him and your boyfriend being one of them. You had already came prepared when you left your house in baggy sweatpants and an over sized t-shirt. Unlocking your phone to look through the social media while you waited for them to come back one by one. Unsatisfied with nothing good on social media, you locked your phone up to see him come back out with gym shorts and him trying to put his shirt on to cover his buff biceps and abs.
Your mouth felt parched as you swallowed on your own saliva as millions of thoughts ran through your mind as you couldn't keep your eyes off of him until Kihyun came following behind rolling down his white shirt also covering his abs. They both settled down back on the couch. You felt the electricity jolt through you when you felt his skin brush on yours. It made you feel aroused. There were still two members who haven't come back and you couldn't take the tension of being in the same room. Getting up from the couch, Kihyun gave you questioning eyes but you brushed it off heading straight to the kitchen. Reaching for a glass cup from the cupboard and filling up with water. Taking sips, you tried to get rid of the feeling of wanting him.
"Y/N?" you jumped by the sound of a voice behind you. It wasn't long before you felt your boyfriends arms wrapped around your waist and him resting his chin on your shoulder. "Are you okay?" He asked again for the billionth time this week.
"I'm fine Kihyun." You told him, setting the glass on the counter and pressing your lips together. You couldn't bring yourself to face him knowing he's been nothing but good to you as you had sexual thoughts of one of his members.
"If I did something you can talk to me, so we can work it out. I want to make things better between us, Y/N." he whispered while kissing your shoulder. You couldn't help but bundle your hands into a fist on the kitchen counter.
"You did nothing wrong Kihyun." You told him feeling the guilt boiling in your chest as you brush him off again. You wanted to void the topic forever but knew that it was going to happen soon if you kept pushing Kihyun away like this. The warm appearance you felt a second ago was gone. You were afraid to turn around to face your boyfriend, the fear of him hating you was overwhelming you with heartbreak.
"Dammit Y/N, I'm just trying to figure out why you keep pushing me away. I want to know whats going on with my girlfriend. I tried to be patient with you thinking you would talk to me when you were ready but for four months you haven't said anything on what's bothering you." He had grabbed you by the shoulders making you face him but again you couldn't even look him in the face. You could sense that he was getting irritated with your silence.
"Would you please look at me Y/N." Once again you couldn't because there were tears threatening to spill from your eyes to roll down your cheeks. You looked up enough to see that Kihyun was running his fingers through his hair with a sigh to try and calm himself down. When you caught his eyes you once again looked down at your feet.
"Is it Wonho?" Your head shot up to look at him in the eyes. You felt your heart thumping loud in your chest, swallowing your own saliva.
"Why would you think its Wonho, Kihyun?" You asked, not feeling that you could trust your voice. Your body was shaking with several emotions you were trying to hide.
"Because I see the way you look at him Y/N! I'm not stupid, now tell me is it him?" he asked again with his jaw clenched, looking at you dead in the eyes. You weighed the options of either lying to him or telling him the truth. Both of them could hurt him but you didn't have the heart to tell him the truth that it was Wonho that you keep thinking about when you were with Kihyun.
"It isn't about Wonho, Kihyun." you said it. A lie that tasted bittersweet in your mouth, that made your heart pound even faster in your chest. The look on his face told you that he knew better than to believe you.
"Bullshit Y/N!!" he yelled throwing the glass that was once on the counter but now was thrown at the wall and landed on the ground in pieces. "You can't tell me that it isn't him when I watch you have eyes on him or stealing glances at him when he's in the same room as you. When you think about him when you are with me. You can't tell me that you have some attraction towards him Y/N!!"
The sound of him yelling on the top of his lungs made the tears come rolling down your cheeks and you honestly didn't care for them. You wanted to say something but the words couldn't make their way out. "Kihyun..."
"No Y/N, if the next words that come out are a lie than you can forget it." He told you, but again you closed your mouth because you were going to tell him it wasn't Wonho again knowing that it was a lie. He watched your actions. "I see." He turned around to leave the kitchen. You grabbed the back of his shirt making him stop.
"Kihyun please don't leave." You begged him not to go. He stood there for a second until the clothing of his shirt slipped out of your fingers. His figure disappeared to the back of the dorm then coming back out. He had changed back into jeans, had a cap and face mask in his hand. You couldn't stand still with him walking away from you. Following him to the front door you plead again for him to not to go.
"Kihyun!!" You yelled at him, making him pause. "Please..." making yourself desperate for him to stay with you.
"I need some air. I'll be back but in the mean time it's either him or me." Kihyun said before walking out the front door.
You stood there deadpan by your boyfriend's words. In the right mind of yours, you knew he was right but you weren't in the right mind. Your heart wanted one but your body wanted the other. Was it just lust or was it really love you have for Wonho.
"Y/N?" a voice said behind you, it had sent chills down your body knowing who it was. "Where's Kihyun?" He had grabbed your hand. There was words that you wanted to say but you couldn't get them out. You wanted to tell him how you felt, how you feel when he slightly touches you. You wanted him to take the pressure away that was building inside you. You were to embarrassed to face him.
You let out a sigh. "I don't know, I have to go." You told him pulling your hand out of his. Rushing to put on shoes that wasn't on right and grabbing your purse that was sitting on the floor next to the door. You felt like you couldn't breathe as a sob escaped from your mouth. It was like this all the way to your apartment.
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Two weeks....Two weeks of your phone continuously ringing. It got to the point that you shut it off for a few days, so you could think. Kihyun words replayed in your thoughts every moment of the day. It made you weigh the pros and cons on who did you really love. At the end of the list you still couldn't decide between them. It was both of them that you love and wanted the most. But would they expect you to pick even though you couldn't. Was this going to be the big break that ends yours and Kihyun relationship. And what about your relationship with Wonho and the guys. Swallowing yourself in pity thoughts that seemed never ending. It wasn't until your phone rang that pulled you together. Picking up the phone to see a text from Kihyun saying to meet him at the cafe at 4 pm. There was a little time for you to take a shower before going.
The make up wasn't needed but you haven't seen your boyfriend in two weeks after the words he told you to pick him or Wonho. So being dolled up wouldn't hurt. At least you would be looking better than a slob you have been the past week if he did break up with you. One last look at yourself and you felt ready as you ever would be.
The cafe wasn't far from your place. And actually the cafe held a special meaning to you. It was where you first meet Kihyun three years ago. You had accidentally spilled your slightly hot drink on his shirt. You promised to go get him a new shirt at a shop across the street but he said it was okay. And that was when you both decided that the next time you wanted to see each other would be on a date. The cafe also was the first part of your first date with Kihyun and the time he asked you to be his girlfriend after three months of seeing each other.
In the cafe window you could see Kihyun sitting at the regular table you two always sit at. You notice that he wasn't alone, in fact Wonho sat next to him laughing at what Kihyun said. It looked like over the two weeks they found no reason to hate each other and talk about the situation that all of us were in all because of your stupid heart.
The nervous feeling finally settled in, not knowing what you were going to face. Slowly opening the door, you pretend to look around the room before catching eyes with both men and making your way to them.
They both stood up at your arrival, Wonho stepping around to pull your chair out and Kihyun leaning over the table to kiss your cheek. This wasn't what you were expecting from their actions. Your cheek tingled at the spot Kihyun kissed.
"I got you your favorite." Kihyun pointed to the steaming mug. You thanked him as picking up the mug and taking a light sip of the drink. No one said a word, letting the noise of the cafe be the background noise for the three of you.
"So you wanted to talk?" You asked, looking at both of them. Kihyun looked at both you and Wonho before clearing his throat. "Y/N I wanted to apologize for my actions and I want to tell you that you don't have to pick between us. Wonho and I talked about it and..." They both took each one of your hands. "And we came to the idea of you dating Kihyun and I at the sametime. The truth is that, I wanted you too but you being Kihyun girl. I didn't want to pass a line that would jepordize our relationships to one another."
Hearing these words made your heart soar. It made the adrenaline rush through you, making you parched in the mouth, not because you were thirsty for a drink but because you wanted both of them hovering over you, feeling each other up.
"Can we please go somewhere private? A hotel room or back to my place?" you asked them, making them look at each other before looking at you and nodding their heads. Walking out of the cafe each of them was holding a part of you. Wonho with his arm resting up against your back and his hand resting on your hip and Kihyun innocently holding your hand.
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While Kihyun was getting a hotel room with single king size bed. You and Wonho waited off to the side. "Y/N?" Wonho whispered your name. He made sure that his lips were pressed up against your ear. It sent shivers down your spin, making the hair on your body stand up.
"Yes Wonho?" you could barely get his name out without a moan escaping your lips.
"Kihyun and I are going to wait down here while you go to the room. Once you are in the room you are to strip down to your panties, no bra and I want you on your knees sitting that cute little booty on your feet. And make sure you braid your hair. You have ten minutes. If you are not in position by the time Kihyun and I get to the room you will be punish. You understand me Y/N?"
You could hear your heart ponding in your ears as you feel the arouse feeling you were getting from dominant Wonho. Looking in his eyes, you could see the burning hunger and excitment in his eyes. He was like a predator watching his prey.
"Here we are two room keys for a room with a single king size bed." Kihyun said handing Wonho the extra room key but only for him to give it to you and nudging his head. Taking the card, you pressed the up arrow for the elevator. When the doors opened you stepped in, turning to press the floor number and watching your two men watching the doors close in front of you.
Tapping your foot watching the numbers count up to the floor you pressed you muttered "come on" under your breath. When the doors flew open you rushed out of the elevator looking at the minutes you had left. You counted the number on the door until you reached the room that was assigned to you and your men who were waiting downstairs.
Four minutes... Four minutes to get undressed. Throwing your purse on the desk, you quickly stepped out of your shoes. To unbutton your skirt, having it slide down your legs. Not caring where you threw it, you did the same with your shirt and bra, getting down on your knees near the door. You had two minutes to do your hair real quick or so you thought. The door opened when you were in mid braid.
Fear was the emotion that replaced the other emotions. The eyes that you meet were a full mix of amusement and a little of disappointment.
"I had high hopes for you Y/N. But since you did some of what I ask, maybe I'll let it slide. What do you think Kihyun?"
"I think our princess should deserves a little punishment." Kihyun gave a little smirk at you and Wonho. This was a new side of Kihyun that you never saw before and it was exciting to you. You didn't move a muscle when Wonho took your hair and started braiding it himself. Kihyun had took his jacket off and sat at the desk chair never taking his eyes off of you and Wonho.
Wonho places his hand on your hips, guiding you up as he buried his face in between your neck and shoulder giving light kisses on your skin. You felt his fingertips barely touching as he trace them across your skin to him lacing his fingers in your hair. At the edge of the bed you had thought he would turn you around so you were laying on your back but Wonho had a different idea, instead you were face down bent with your pretty covered ass up in the air. Visible for both men to see, you felt Wonho fingers leave your hair and felt them glide down your spine making you shiver under his touch.
It was Kihyun idea for Wonho to have you first because he was the oldest but it was Wonho idea for Kihyun to go first since he dated you the longest so to end the argument between them, they had done best two out of three of Rock Paper Scissors to see who would be the first to have you and it was Wonho. He was finally giving out to his fantasy of having you. He licked his lips looking at Kihyun who nod for him to continue. Wonho slide down your panties making you moan at the cold air against your womanhood. One finger motion on your clit made your legs quiver. He was satisfied with how wet you were for the both of them. You jumped when you felt a tongue licks your clit and a finger pumping in and out of your hole.
It was a pure bliss of feeling them on you. You couldn't comprehend on what happened when you were picked up placed doggy style on the bed. Kihyun had tucked his index finger under your chin to make you look at him. You glanced over his sexy body before looking at his eyes that show excitement and love. He kissed you, deepening it to a sloppy tongue work out fighting for dominance but only losing when you gasped at the pleasure of Wonho slowly thrusting himself inside. Kihyun took this moment to move a the fly aways from your face to gain your attention back on him.
Reaching the areas you could on Kihyun you left a trail of kisses down his body before taking him in your mouth. When Wonho thrust into you the farther you deep throat Kihyun making him fist some of your hair. You liked watching his pleasure face expression even when you let a moan vibrate on him against your throat. This was all three of you personal heaven.
Tasting Kihyun pre-cum and feeling your walls tightening around Wonho shaft. You carefully played with Kihyun testicle making him groan in pleasure. Hearing them both groan was music to your ears. It made you feel warm to the heart and feeling like this was meant to be. A home where they were in the picture. A safe haven that you want to keep forever.
It was the climax of all three of you cummed. Swallowing Kihyun juices down your throat and feeling your and Wonho mixing inside you. Kihyun was the first to lay down, opening his arms for you to crawl in. Next was Wonho wrapping his arms around your stomach and tangling his legs with yours and Kihyun.
Heavy breathing filled the room as each and one of you were trying to calm down from your high. Both men pampered you with after care and sweet nothings.
"Y/N?" You heard Wonho say your name. Looking at him you placed a hand on his cheek giving him a smile. "Will you be my girlfriend too?"
You laughed lightly before giving him an answer. "I thought I already was." You teased him, making kiss you and pulling back with a devil smirk.
"Round two and this time you will get your punishment."
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