Yesterday night, I went to the bar which is well-known for Mexican snack with my frined.
Though we met for a longtime, the conversation was overly philosophical. Mia is one of my old friend from middle school. In those days, we didn't know much the world but young and innocent.
However, in present, She has last interview for the diplomatic and consular services and I am a senior without any specificity. Mia and me, we are quite diffrent person. but we keep in touch and It will be forever (I hope)
In any event, we tossed down several glasses of beer.
Smoke and Drink
Chat and Laugh
Laugh and Chat
Drink and Smoke
The main topic of that night was surely about a our shining future. Little girls were gonna early twenties. There was no palace, nor prince neither. We are floundering in the deep reality.
Who am I?
and What is right position for me.
What I did for the last 24 years?
What should I do for next step?
Everythings were full of fucking hell!!!!!
Just looking around, every single person seemed to be getting well very well except me.
I was perfectly lost on unfamiliar adult life. What was worse was that I was back to single. We already knew do not lean against somone and look to other for help. But, we still didn't know what is life. What is real.
I didn't want to blame on others on some pretext. Just wanna stay normal and wait exact times for me.
I was sure that this kinds of confutions are not simply fixed even I was totally drunk.
We came back my house in drink and slurring our words and then, we watched Bridget Jones's Diary untill 4 A.M. With the mask, the girls giggled at every stupid events in that movie. It was just a moment but, we could forget somethings.
What I can say confidently is we are still wating fo Mr. Darcy in complicated 21C.
Hey come on Colin! come Hugh Grant you toooo!