You know when you see your ex that you haven't in a while, and even though you'd never let them back into your life, late at night, when you're alone, you start thinking about them and everything that you two ever did and felt? Well, that's tonight. I saw her today.... She looked good. As always. I walked right past her without saying anything, without even looking at her, even though I wanted to ask, "Why?" and I wanted to tell her that I'm now Silver 4. I wanted to talk to her about every anime that I've watched. I wanted to tell her that Nanatsu No Taizai is getting a second season! I wanted to ask how her little cousins were. I wanted to see if her parents are doing well. I wanted to tell her that I missed her for months. I wanted to let her know that I hated her everyday for two months. I wanted to tell her every song that she ruined. I wanted to tell her how much she ruined me for Months and that I only recently put myself back out there.... I wanted to thank her for everything.... But I didn't. I couldn't. There's no reason for me to. So, I suppose I'll take one night after being okay for months after our break up to reminisce. One last hurrah haha @ButterflyBlu I think you'll enjoy this one ^.^ Maybe, @allischaaff, you would too ^.^ If not the style, definitely the lyrics.
Waking up without you It doesn't feel right To sleep with only memories It's harder every night Sometimes I think I can feel you breathing on my neck Tonight I'm reaching out to the stars I think that he owes me a favor It doesn't matter where you are I'll hold you again I wish I could hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed I wish I could touch you once more And don't leave me alone in this bed Not tonight, not tomorrow I've got the feeling that this will never cease Living in these pictures It never comes with ease I swear that if I could make this right You'd be back by now Tonight I'm screaming out to the stars He knows he owes me a favor It doesn't matter where you are You'll be mine again I wish I can hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed I wish I could touch you once more And don't leave me alone in this bed What about the plans that we had We'd been crazy not to go Meet me in capeside I wish I can hear your voice And don't leave me alone in this bed I wish I could touch you once more And don't leave me alone in this bed Don't leave me alone, don't leave me alone