People think life as a Kpop fan is all colorful pants and up-temp beats.
IT IS PAINFUL - see below:
For me this only applies to biases like Suga. For Hakyeon it is pure, pure love.
What stage are you at?
You find a new group and there is that one person that catches your eye.
Honeymoon period is over, you realize how much this member is hurting you - you've found your bias.
You fall in love with everything they do and it's EXHAUSTING.
Then they do "the thing" whatever it is - it is WAY too much for your heart to handle and you start to loathe them for it.
HOW DARE THEY BE THIS PERFECT BUT BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE PLANET FROM YOU.
THEY KEEP DOING THE THING. THE THIIIIIIING.
but for some reason your "i hate you" sounds weaker and weaker...
and then you just break down...and the love flood gates open.
You become total trash and your bias is your everything - you cant even deny it any more.
You slowly slip into insanity as the love of your bias takes over.
You give in to the fangirl life and accept that your bias has won.
Come to Vingle to cry with other hopeless fan boys and girls.