So I decided to watch the Airnb video of GD being the most amazing, sweetest and most beautiful host ever! And I was hesitant at first because yes I was semi jealous that people in the US couldnt enter, but I of course was curious so I watched it....bad idea
it was soo sweet and he was probably the best host ever! I was extremely happy for them and you can tell they had an amazing time but while watching this video I realized something. ......
GD has seriously ruined my life!
I kid you not when I first started watching the video I had to stop it halfway because I was shedding some serious thug tears and I have no clue why..maybe its the mear sight of him that just gets me or the fact that I was semi jealous that I may never meet Jiyongi idk but i feel like before he ruined my life but I could still function and be a normal human bean...now especially after I saw him last week ive been a wreck and its horrible ....Idk how to even describe it...like I hate him for making like this but at the same time im happy its weird and at this point I seriously dont think this is normal haha im GD trash and its a serious life struggle