Feel so lost in these times. Struggles to find answers while others seem sublime. Is this what they mean when ignorance is bliss. Some1 paint me the picture what did I miss? Was it in grade school or something down the road. Some of the thoughts that keep me up when I'm alone. I need distractions constantly, cuz If I don't have that,my mind is one catastrophe. How can I get the answers when I don't even know the question. Everyone moving forward around me while all I see is regression. Retracing steps constantly. I put the mask on so people won't see the real me. The person that's stuck in limbo. I'll talk about the fake shit while I drink the brew. Come home and knock out quick real soon . Only to face the monsoon, am I forever doomed?