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Okay, fine, I'll admit it: I love this song.

The song that's playing pretty much everywhere right now, "Can't Feel My Face" by The Weeknd – I just can't it out of my head. And not in a bad way (Not yet, at least. Let me hear a few dozen more times and see what happens).
Maybe it's the catchy songwriting, or this killer video (those dance moves!), or maybe it's the face that it's a "love song" that's a bit different from what the kids are used to.

I can't feel my face when I'm with you

But I love it, but I love it

This song is not about love, kids. It's about drugs.
I'm going to step out and say this song is about being in love with cocaine – and all the highs and lows that come with addiction.

She told me, "Don't worry about it,"

She told me, "Don't worry no more,"

We both know we can't go without it,

She told me you'll never be alone, oh oh ooh

It's all about how drugs can fill that hole in your chest, if only for a little while.
I guess drugs are kind of on my mind lately as I prepare to quit smoking. (Cigarettes, that is. I don't mess with anything other than nicotine and coffee. Don't do drugs and stay in school, kids!!)
Quitting has been on the calendar for some time now – I chose a big moment in my life, a concrete transition to mark the "this is my last cigarette" moment. November 24th. After that, no more cigarettes for me.
I'm really nervous, though. I know I can do it – but at the same time, I know it's going to suck. I love my drug; the attachment is almost romantic. And that's why, I guess, I can't help but think when I hear this song – when I quit, how badly am I going to miss it?
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Something that really helped me was buying things to keep in my mouth. Like for example I bought a TON of flavored tooth picks. Those were HUGE lifesavers for times when I was driving, or after I ate and I wanted that after meal smoke. Having that flavoring was great. I even flavored my own with things like chocolate, mint, bubblegum, cherry. They're super easy to make. Though you can just go online and order boxes of them for pretty cheap. @Allischaaff
These are all great tips @Danse, thank you <3 :) the toothpicks are an excellent idea, because I know I'm going to crave that after-meal smoke so badly... I guess I'll chew a lot of gum lol. I've heard that's a good way to avoid weight gain too. I'm mostly worried about the anxiety and irritability... like I'm the kind of person who gets really "hangry" when I haven't eaten recently. And I've already experienced a bit of the anxiety and panic that accompanies the feeling of wanting a cigarette so badly but not being able to have one for whatever reason (like during air travel, things like that). Ugh. It's going to be a hard couple of weeks. But I want to try using some deep breathing techniques for stress - just leaving the room, finding a quiet place or going outside, and taking some deep breaths (using the 4-7-8 pattern, if you've heard of that?) to clear my head. And toothpicks sound like a great idea because unlike gum they give you that feeling of something between your lips. Again, I'm just happy to hear from somebody that it's possible :) thanks so much for the support <3
You rock, @Danse :)
You're very welcome! I have no doubt you can do this! <3 @Allischaaff
:DDDD Thank you!!! <3 @Danse