So my enlistment symptoms are geared towards my ultimate bias T.O.P. It finally hit me that he was about to enlist after his birthday and other VIPS brought it up and their comments at the concerts (like LA which I went to) and the recent MAMA awards where you could see it in all of them (especially GD) and him posting on Instagram about putting his art in storage, it got me thinking. I from experience and conversations with other fans in different fandoms have concluded the same symptoms for when we find out our oppas are enlisting are the same with grief. I took psychology and I just realized what I was going through when I started panicking because I was typing Choi into Instagram to check T.O.P's page but nothing came up so I started worrying and clicked his latest post (it was a false alarm his account is still there).
So this is my favorite video about it on Adult Swim. So I was wondering if I'm the only VIP, Charmer, or kpop/kdrama fan to go through some varying degree of these symptoms because 2 years is long and I'm not ready. ... ㅜㅜ