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What should I do?
Okay so on Instagram I posted the photo above with a caption. But I don't know if GD and T.O.P would read it. My guess is that they won't, but what if they do? I don't know if I should have done this, I could have just asked you guess. yet I still posted it and tagged T.O.P in it to have a greater chance for him to read it. Then I realized that two o maybe more people from my school are following me on Instagram. So I'm freaking out right now cause I'm hopping they won't read it. πŸ˜–
This is what I wrote μ•ˆλ…•ν•˜μ„Έμš” λ‚΄ 이름은 λ§ˆλ¦¬λ‚˜μž…λ‹ˆλ‹€ T.O.P. λ‚˜λŠ” 지 λ“œλž˜κ³€μ΄λ₯Ό μ“°κ³  μ‹Άλ‹€,ν•˜μ§€λ§Œ κ·ΈλŠ”μ΄ 글을 읽을 것인지 λͺ¨λ₯΄κ² μ–΄μš”. ν•˜μ§€λ§Œ μ–΄μ¨Œλ“  λ‚˜λŠ” 아직도이 읽어 두 쀑 ν•˜λ‚˜ 이상을 μ›ν–ˆλ‹€. λ‹Ήμ‹  μ£Όμ‹œκΈ° λ°”λžλ‹ˆλ‹€ 수 μžˆλ‹€λ©΄ κ·Έ μ—­μ‹œμ΄ 읽기. 그것은 λ―Έκ΅­ λ‚΄ 10 λ…„ λ‚΄ 합계 약이기 λ•Œλ¬Έμ— κ·Έλž˜λ„ μ§€λ£¨ν•œ 수 μžˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€. λ‚˜λŠ” λ‚΄ μ„Έ μžλ§€μ™€ ν•¨κ»˜ μ•½ 10 λ…„ μ „ μš°ν¬λΌμ΄λ‚˜μ—μ„œ μ±„νƒλ˜μ—ˆλ‹€. 맀일 λ‚΄κ°€ ν•œ λ‚΄ μžλ§€μ™€ ν•¨κ»˜ μžˆλ‹€λŠ” 사싀 λ‚΄ μ£Όμœ„μ— 무슨 일이 λ²Œμ–΄μ§€κ³  μžˆλŠ”μ§€ 관심이 μ—†μ—ˆμ–΄μš”, κ·Έλ‚ λΆ€ν„° 정말 재미 μžˆμ—ˆλ‹€. κ·ΈλŸ¬λ‚˜ μ–Όλ§ˆ μ „ μš°λ¦¬λŠ” 우리 쀑 μΌλΆ€λŠ” 반 ν˜•μ œ 자맀 λ˜λŠ” κ·Έ λŒ€μ‹  μ•„λ§ˆ μ‚¬μ΄Œ κ°€λŠ₯성이 μžˆμŒμ„ μ•Œμ•„ λƒˆλ‹€. 우리 쀑 아무도 κ·Έ 아이디어λ₯Ό μ’‹μ•„ ν•œ 적이 μžˆμ§€λ§Œ, μ „ν˜€ λ‚΄ μ„Έ μžλ§€λŠ” 달리 μ‹ κ²½ 쓰지 μ•Šμ•˜λ‹€. λ‚œ 항상 λ‚΄ 동생과 λ‹€λ₯Έ 것을 μ•Œκ³ μžˆλ‹€. λ‚˜λŠ” λ‚΄ μ§„μ§œ λΆ€λͺ¨κ°€ λ‚΄ 금발 머리와 ν‘Έλ₯Έ 눈 외에이 치료의 ν•„μš”κ°€ μ—†μŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€. κ·ΈλŸ¬λ‚˜ 심지어 μΉ˜λ£ŒλŠ” λ™μΌν•˜μ§€ μ•ŠμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€ λ‚΄ 머리 λ‚΄ 생물학적 κ°€μ‘±κ³ΌλŠ” 달리 λ‚΄ 인생 전체에 κ°ˆμƒ‰μ„ μ„ νšŒν•˜κ³ μžˆλ‹€. λ‚˜λŠ” μ•„λ¬΄λ„μ—†λŠ” μ–Όκ΅΄ ꡬ쑰λ₯Ό 가지고, 단지 λ‚΄κ°€ ν• . λ‚΄ 동생이 μ €λ₯Ό μΆ”λ°©ν•˜κΈ° μ‹œμž‘ λ•ŒκΉŒμ§€μ΄ 같은 생각을 μ‹œμž‘ν•˜μ§€ μ•Šμ•˜λ‹€. 그것은 ν•˜λ‚˜μ˜ μ‹œμž‘κ³Ό 라이더가 ν•˜λ‚˜μ”© ν•˜κ°• 같이 λ‹€μŒ λ‚˜λ¨Έμ§€ ν•˜μ˜€λ‹€. λ‚΄κ°€ 쀑학ꡐ (μ§€κΈˆ 고등학ꡐ 3 ν•™λ…„μ—μžˆμ–΄) μ‹œμž‘ 이후이 λ°©λ²•μ΄μ—ˆλ‹€. 이것은 λ‚΄κ°€ 그것을 ahaha κ·Έκ²ƒμ„ν•˜μ§€ μ•ŠμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€ μ•ŠλŠ” λ‚΄κΈ°, μ΄μƒν•œ κ²ƒμ²˜λŸΌ 보일 수 μžˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€. λ‚œ κ·Έλƒ₯ 당신이 λ‚΄ μ§ˆλ¬Έμ— λŒ€λ‹΅ν•˜κΈ° 전에이 κ·Έλ ‡κ²Œ λ‚˜μ— λŒ€ν•΄ 쑰금 μ•Œ 수 μΌμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€. μ–΄λŠ, μ–΄λ–»κ²Œ λ‚΄ 동생이 더 이상 κ·Έλ“€λ‘œλΆ€ν„° μ €λ₯Ό μΆ”λ°©ν•˜μ§€λ°›μ„ 수 μžˆλ‚˜μš”? λ‚˜λŠ” μ—¬λŸ¬ 가지 방법을 μ‹œλ„ν–ˆλ‹€ν•˜μ§€λ§Œ μžμ‹ μ˜ 행동에 λŒ€ν•œ 이유λ₯Ό 찾을 λ•Œ μ–΄λ–€ 이유둜 그듀은 λ‚˜λ₯Ό 듀리지 μ•ŠμŠ΅λ‹ˆλ‹€. 당신은 λ‚΄ 동생이 꽉 ν•€μΉ˜μ— λ‚΄ 도움이 될 μˆ˜μžˆλŠ” 아이디어가 μžˆμŠ΅λ‹ˆκΉŒ?
It's not a direct translation, the only part that is different is the first section of it. All it was saying was that I was writing it to T.O.P because I don't think GD would read it. But if he could to please let him read it when he can. Hello my name is Marina. It might be boring though because it's about my sum up of my ten years in America. I was adopted from Ukraine about ten years ago with my three sisters. Everyday was really fun from that day on, I didn't care what was happening around me as long as I was with my sisters. But not long ago we figured out that there is a probability that some of us are half sibling or maybe cousins instead. None of us liked that idea, but didn't mind at all unlike my three sisters. I have always known that I was different from my sisters. I don't have any of the treats that my real parents have besides my blonde hair and blue eyes. But even those treats are not the same, my hair has been turning brownish throughout my life unlike my biological family. The facial structure that I have no one has it, only I do. I didn't start thinking like this till my sisters started to ostracize me. It started with one and then the rest followed like dominos falling one after the other. It's been this way since I started middle school (I'm in my third year in high school now). This may seem weird, I bet it does doesn't it ahaha. I just wrote this so you could know a little about me before you answer my question. Which is, how can I get my sisters to not ostracize me from them anymore? I've tried many ways but for some reason they don't hear me out when I try find out the reasons for their actions. Do you have any ideas that could help my in this tight pinch with my sisters?
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