a year ago
Jason41
in English · 1,126 Views
likes 21clips 4comments 3
Im just a bit crazy
I don't want to be dragging your mood down guys so I'll try to keep this as light as possible but man pain sticks to me like gum baked in the sun my last post for those that haven't seen it is about trying to leave the pain and just enjoy life but even I can't do it least not yet I hold all of that pain inside and it twists and contorts inside of me til I'm a person I don't even recognize right now I'm trying desperately to break free of it but like I said its holding me tight or maybe I'm holding on to it hard to tell these days I dunno about you but I love manga for the epic fights but also all that idealism that hope to find a better day to stand against all the unjust to see a character truly realize their potential after having the realization of a lifetime I envy that unfortunately it's not so simple for us but that's what makes it worthwhile because it isn't easy in this age where everything can be beautiful or terrifying depends on your perspective to put it simply I'm trying hard to let go of all the regret I've burdened myself with for a lifetime i post this here because I'm a very open person atleast now I am a couple years ago I wouldn't have dreamed of doing such a thing that just shows how far I've come but now I've hit a wall and I don't know where to turn I'm still standing there screaming in defiance because I refuse for this to be the end thank you for your time and I hope you all can take something away from this and have a good day my friends
Jason41 clipped in 1 collections