How many times I have gone through the those? Can't count. Pain and torment and sorrow to an extreme level. I've lost one of my own. The struggle of the feels for time after that is something out of a movie scene where the will to do normal day activities are almost impossible and my depression is immeasurable. To all the fallen NAKAMA out there, you will never be forgotten, you will always love on inside of me!! NAKAMA 4 life!!