YurushiNoYami
2 years ago1,000+ Views
holidays are hard for me.... (╥_╥)
I grew up with a family that hated me a a couple even told me that I shouldn't have been born at the earliest as age 7. all my friends either stabbed me in the back or used me till they didn't need me any longer. growing up on holidays I would be ignored and tolerated. the past 4 years my holidays christmas, thanksgiving, even my birthday I've been alone in silence looking at posts of the happiness of others. all the women I dated either used me to pass time, lied to me, or tried to have me killed. my mother never wanted me and left me with my grandparents while she traveled and partied. my father I never met. my mother disowned me for defending myself from my uncle who spent a whole day telling me how worthless I am and how the world would be better without me. all this and more has happened to me and I want to thank anyone who's reading this because holidays are very hard for me and it's nice to know I still exist even if I don't feel like I do.
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( -̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷄◞ω◟-̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷅ ) don't give up. Someday if you stick to it I'm sure you'll be surrounded by a lot of ppl who truly love you unconditionally that will make every holiday worthwhile. I'm happy you were born although I don't know you but I'm sure that you have the power to touch the heart of others cuz you sure as hell touched mine. Happy thanksgiving!
2 years ago·Reply
turn that frown upside down every one here are nakama :D:D:D
2 years ago·Reply
thank you everyone I appreciate it and I'm happy to know I'm not as worthless as I feel O(≧∇≦)O @Retalissa I know and its not that I care what they think its just the holidays open tons of old wounds.
2 years ago·Reply
💔 I have had family members treat me as DISPOSABLE. they only wanted anything to do with me if I was doing exactly what they wished. live life to the fullest extent possible and to do that you sometimes have to drop the old luggage and it's contents off at a charity drop box and go get new from top to bottom. If you need someone to talk to I am up nights and glad to help.
2 years ago·Reply
your not alone
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