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Jin- I Need You.
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SEOKJIN'S POV: "Why can't I sleep?" I lay in my bed at 3 in the morning, still trying to go to sleep. I lay my arm out next to me to feel the cool blankets next to me. I lay on my side, gazing at the empty space. I sighed. I miss her so much. Why did it have to end the way it did? I felt a tear slip from my eye and soak into my pillow. My heart hurts.......it hurts so bad. It has been two years since (Y/N) and I broke up and it still hurts. Why did I have to say those things? I drifted into restless sleep, thinking about how I screwed up. I had to put my career ahead of her. I'm such an idiot. A couple hours later, I wake up and look around the room. I feel the empty space again. I close my eyes and let a lone tear slip. I hear my phone chirp and I look over to see that Jimin has sent me a text. -Hey Jin. The guys and I are going out for coffee. Would you like to join?- I sigh and sit up, holding the phone in my hand. I blink sadly, considering. Maybe I should. I haven't been out in a while, other than for shows, meet-and-greets, and fan signings. Nothing just social. I should. -Yeah. I will meet you guys there. What time?- I reply and swing my legs over the edge of my bed. My phone beeped again. -Great! We will be meeting at Caffeine High at 12:30. See you there. I couldn't help but smile at Jimin's enthusiasm. I haven't seen them in two weeks because of vacation we were given after we released our comeback. It would be nice to see them. I stood up and made my way to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and grimaced at the bags under my eyes. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. Running a hand through my hair, I switch on the shower and strip out of my clothing. (*wink wink*) I step under the shower and feel the warm water run down my chest. I sigh and start to bathe. I rinse off the soapy suds and switch the water off. I step out and wrap a towel around me. I walk out of the bathroom and over to my closet. I pass by my dresser and stop, looking at a picture of me and (Y/N) with cotton candy. She is taking a chunk of mine and I am feigning a hurt expression. I laugh to myself, remembering that day. I continue walking to the closet and open it. Choosing a simple outfit, I get dressed and start to head out. I check the time to see its 12:20. I start to walk out of my apartment and head down the stairs. I call a taxi and give him the address for the cafe. After the ride, I pay him and he drives off. I stand in front of the tall building. I walk inside and see the guys sitting in a booth close to the back of the he cafe. Taehyung sees me and waves over. I walk over and smile at the guys. "Hey guys." I smile. "Hey Jin." Namjoon replies. "Long time, no see my friend." Taehyung says, trying to sound like Yoda. "Hey Jin-eomma." Jungkook jokes. "Hey, dude." Yoongi sips his coffee. I sit next to Yoongi and we all start to talk. About our week, about random things that mean nothing. I love these guys. They know I still hurt from breaking up with (Y/N) so they never bring her up. "(Y/N)?!?" I hear Jimin whisper, shocked as he looks in the distance. I turn to see (Y/N) walking in with her girlfriends, EunYoung and Chae-won. They look like they are trying to cheer her up. She is shaking her head at them but she can't hide her smile. I miss that smile. She looks over and sees me, her eyes go wide. I can tell her eyes filled with tears. She covers her mouth and turns to run to the bathrooms. I jump out of my chair and follow her. I catch her just before she goes into the bathroom. "Wait. Please. Let's talk." I say. "What would we talk about?" I hear her familiar voice say, sadness lining the words she spoke. "About us..." I whisper. "Us?" She turns to face me. "There is no us anymore, Seokjin. You ruined that a long time ago." She turns to go into the bathroom. I grab her wrist and stop her. She tries to pull away. I pull her toward me and press her back gently against the wall; caging her in. She looks away. "Look at me..." I mutter. She shakes her head. I take her chin in my right hand and bring her lips to mine. She squeaks a little and tries to pull away. But she soon sighs and kisses back, wrapping her arms around my neck. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her close to me; savoring this moment. I feel a familiar presence of butterflies in my stomach. I have missed her so much. We pull away and breathe heavily; she looks away. "Please....look at me." I cry, quietly. She looks up slowly and I see tears are also in her eyes. "I miss you so much. I feel like I'm going insane. I can't live without you (Y/N)......I need you." I cry, tears slipping down my face. "I miss you too...I don't want to be the thing that holds you back or hinders your career. I don't want to be held accountable for being a distraction." She looks down. "I just love you so much..." "I love you too...and" she looks up a me. "I'm willing to take that chance. you're thats important to me." I whisper, placing my forehead on hers. She blushes and another tear slips down her cheek. "Please....can we give it another try?" I ask. She nods and looks me in the eyes. "I would love too."
(That was kinda long, wasn't it?)
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@DaisyPhun I'm glad you liked it!!!
2 years ago·Reply
could you please tag me
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@LaynicornLay Sure. Will do. In My BTS imagines, My Seventeen imagines, or my GOT7 imagines (I'm starting them soon)?
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all of them
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@LaynicornLay Will do!!
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