2 years ago100+ Views
i feel so alone i never do anything to hurt any one yet i am the one who gets shitted on in the end i hate this the liers the cheaters the abusers i feel alone like no one out there can or wants to help me i hate who I'm growing up to be i hate how my life is headed my mind is messed up while my life is demanding, all these bad habits i feel like i want to die and start over but that's not an option you taunt me worry these memories i thought you loved me but now your wroth another man asking for sex from me ,fuck you , you lied to me saying that i was the only man for you, i didn't know you had said that to some one else behind my back , you abused me mentally i haven't been worry another in fucking 8 months you, you, you hurt me you .....raped me although your younger, although your a girl you raped me took something i wasn't ready to give and just when i thought it was ok you fucked me over once again so you come crawling back to me asking for forgiveness, i hope every guy your with finds out before loving you because, i did.
a piece of advice that's always stuck with me, and remains true always, is this: this too shall pass. the time where everything hurts and is awful will ultimately pass with time.
Words feel really inadequate here. I'm really sorry you went through all that. Thank you for sharing this. I hope you're in a place where you feel safer. This too shall pass