Story time: I've always been on the heavy side and throughout elementary and middle school I was bullied really bad because of it so I've lost a lot of my self esteem and throughout high school I was always scared someone would be talking behind my back and I doubted it my friends were truly my friends. I still do, I still believe they talk to me because they pity me. Anyway, I just weighed myself for the first time in years and I'm at least 70 lbs heavier than I thought I was. And I'm trying to keep myself together but the number is so embarrassing. My self loathing meter is going off the charts, but hey, I can pretend that Daehyun thinks I'm beautiful right? Sorry for dumping this on here, I'm just trying to feel better about myself..