2 years ago100+ Views
It's been a long time since I made a card but I feel the need to now. My relationship with my mother is far from good but I don't care. The issue is how she does what ever she wants and just kind of tests me hoping I snap and get myself in trouble. Like if I play my music too loud in my headphones she threatens me with punishment if she has to say turn it down again. It stresses me out a lot because I can't say a word back to her even though I will be an adult in a couple of months. But I remember how little time I have left. I think about how in a few months I will be off to college and on my own. Also how I will study Korean as hard as I can so I can study in Korea even she's against it. I remember Kpop has given me dreams and aspersions I never had before. I listen to Run by BTS a lot and honestly it just makes me cry nonstop. I honestly don't know why. Listening to Eddy Kim cheers me up but makes me cry too. I honestly can't describe it but it just does something to me. Even though I feel like a crybaby and a loser since I can't do anything about how I feel Kpop saves me in the end. When my own mother makes me cry Kpop wipes the tears away and gives me a hug. I'm not sure if it's a dumb teenage thing but at the moment I feel like Kpop is one of the little things I have that give me piece of mind when everything is falling apart in my life which is often sadly. (Honestly I'm crying my eyes out writing this but listening Eddy Kim so I stopped finally)
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<3 honey, I'm proud of you!!! It'll be okay <3 you can make it!!!! You've got this!!!! You can always message me if you want to talk <3 μ‚¬λž‘ν•΄μš”!!!! πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’› Remember that this isn't forever. πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’› ν™”μ΄νŒ…!!!! πŸ’ͺβœ¨πŸ‘πŸ˜„