I don't know what it is, but I've just noticed Jackson seems sad or out of it, just not himself. Now obviously I don't know him personally but I've just noticed differences in the way he laughs or smiles or acts he just seems like he doesn't want to be there. Like here ^ that smile just doesn't feel right, he just doesn't seem happy to me.
I first noticed it in this episode of ASC, Jackson was being his usual funny self but it was turned down. Like he wasn't really enjoying being there, but he's an idol and they have to always put on a smiley face in front of the cameras. Of course he was still being funny, I think that's just natural for him, but the feeling I got from it is like when you hear some bad news but you try to lighten the mood with some Knock Knock joke. I don't know it's just this vibe I keep on getting from Jackson
and this gif kinda says it all. You're about to perform a Christmas song, you've got a dinky little Santa hat on, a Christmas sweater, and an expression of "I don't want to be here" it just doesn't fit. I feel like there's something wrong with Jackson
and he does this not-smile-smile a lot and that's a very obvious sign to me that he's not happy. I've heard a lot of things about Jackson getting sick a lot, these idols don't get very much sleep, they work so hard day in and day out, and Jackson has said several times how much he misses his family and being home.
he does still have his moments of being loud, wild, and hilarious which is what I perceive as the true Jackson
but I just worry about the kid. Well anyway Merry Christmas everyone, enjoy your families and eat lots of food lol ^.^