ok so the two pictures after the main picture I was just screwing around w/ Sehorny and it was my first time using an editing app
*warning frickety frack* I had my headphones on and my head resting in my arms in my room, alone. I tried to forget what Jin had said earlier, was his sweet self just a front? I sighed and turned the music up louder, I like to not hear anything but the music- just to close my eyes and listen. I was beginning to nod off when all of a sudden I felt someones weight and hands sliding up my shirt, luckily I was laying on my stomach. I then felt the person grab my hair and pull me up, my headphones fell and hit my nose, I cursed under my breath, "Um, ow?!" The person loosened their grip on my hair, "Listen when I speak." All of a sudden I got irritated, "I had my headphones on dumbass, are you blind?" I then realized what I had said but it was too late. I was flipped over so fast my vision became blurry as the person grabbed my chin with one hand and pressed my hands over my head with his other hand. My eyes started to adjust again when the person said, "What did you just call me?" I furrowed my eyebrows as I noticed it was Jimin, "Oh, it's just you." His expression became hard and I could tell that hurt him. He looked down and I could feel his grip tightening on my wrists. "Do you hate me?" He couldn't even look me in the eye. I was surprised, "Where did y---" I then noticed a tear landing on my shorts, I watched as the cloth soaked up his despair. "Why do you treat me different? What did I do?" He looked me in the eye this time but it was my turn to turn away, I felt a sharp pain in my chest, I couldn't see him like this. He then grabbed my chin and made me face him, "Answer... me..." He said slowly. I didn't know what to say... I didn't treat him differently, Did I? "Answer me," this time his voice became louder and I stared into his eyes, "Jimin," I said quietly, "If I treated you differently, I'm sorry. I didn't kn---" I then felt a sharp pain across my cheek, "WHY ARE YOU LYING TO ME? EVERYONE LIES TO ME. THEY THINK I'M HELPLESS, A PABO. EVERYONE TREATS ME DIFFERENTLY, I-I thought you... would be different." He then let go of me and sat upright on the edge of my bed. I watched as tears fell then out of nowhere I hugged him from the back, he told me to let go, I felt him become stiff but I didn't listen I just held onto him like he was fragile, like he would break any second. I felt his muscles soften and then I could feel him shaking. I could feel the tears fall on my arms that were wrapped around his waist. He then turned around and placed my on his lap, hugging me like he was never going to let go. I rubbed his back as I felt my shirt being soaked with years of sadness and anger. I'm sorry I didn't know you felt this way Jimin, I promise to treat you better. After awhile, we were just sitting there in silence, eachothers presence was enough buy I decided to sing softly; Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me? Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me? Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me? And all the people say "You can't wake up, this is not a dream You're part of a machine, you are not a human being With your face all made up, living on a screen Low on self esteem, so you run on gaso---" I then heard the door slam open, I looked up to see Jin standing there, his hand balled up in a fist at his side, "What are you two doing?" Jimin grabbed the back of my shirt, "He was upset so I decided to console him?" I raised an eyebrow. "Why are you sittin on him?" His voice started to raise. Jimin slowly lifted his head up, he sniffled and wiped his face, "She did nothing wrong Jin." I then watched as Jin walked up to us and grabbed my arm, practically pulling me off the bed, I tried to stand but I missed my footing and I hit the floor but not hard enough to where it hurt. Jimin looked at me with worried eyes and he stood up, "What did you do that for?" Jin pulled me to my feet and wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me close, "She's mine." Jimin looked at me then at Jin then back at me again, I shook my head lightly in a "no" gesture. "Let go of her," Jimin said with a balled fist. "Or what? You're just child, what are you going to do? Cry again?" Jin scoffed. I didn't know what to think, I was surprised at Jins sudden demeanor but I was more taken aback my Jimin suddenly punching Jin. He let go of me as he stumbled back, Jimin then told me to run. I didn't want to leave but I wasn't going to not listen either, I turned and was about to make my way out into the hallway when Jin grabbed my wrist, hard. I winced, "Ow, you're hurting me!" I looked at Jin for a second I could tell he was surprised and I saw him look worried for a second but that quickly disappeared as Jimin came running at Jin would got shoved his my table which broke making a loud banf noise. "What was that?" I heard Rap Mon yelling from doen the hallway. "Run," Jimin said sternly as Jin got back to his feet. I then turned around and ran into the hallway almost bumping into Rap Monster who looked surprised, he called my name, but I kept running, I ran downstairs and outside. I kept running until my legs were on the point of almost giving out. I breathed heavily as tears starting flowing, I shook my head repeatedly, "This is my fault." I then fell to the ground as I noticed I was by a lake that was surrounded by trees. It was dark but I didn't care, I pulled my knees to my chest and I tried to calm myself down. I breathed in and wiped my face, I stood back up and fixed my clothing. "There you are," I heard a voice say. I turned around and saw J-Hope panting, "I got worried when you ran out all of a sudden so I decided to follow you," I couldn't help but chuckle at the fact that he hated running as he leaned against a tree for support. He began to walk towards me when all of a sudden he tripped on a branch and fell forward, landing on me. I rubbed the back of my head and then I looked at J-Hope who was face deap in my chest, he wasn't moving, was he scared to? I started laughing, he then picked up his head and his cheeks were burning red, "I-I-.." He then covered his face with his hands.