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15.12.29 BTS fancafe update Suga -
I don’t know where to start
I think I will have to talk about the continuing with the schedules
Firstly, I want to say I’m really sorry and thank you to all the ARMYs who were worried about me
Two years ago, when I was hospitalised due to appendicitis, I watched BTS’ first year-end stage at the hospital. That will be the first time and the last time I watched BTS’ performance live since debut. I pledged and vowed that there won’t be the same case ever again.
Two days ago, I said I will perform in the concert. I said I was really fine and I can do it and I will feel sorry to a lot of people. If I don’t perform, I will be disappointed with myself so I have to go up and perform.
In the end, the people around me said I shouldn’t and I can’t perform. Because of that, I think it hurt a lot of people and I’m really sad. The next day, I received a thorough examinations to make sure there’s nothing abnormal before I can continue with the schedules normally. The test results came out and there’s really nothing abnormal and I’m really fine and I will continue with schedules.
Honestly I’m sad and I’m mad at myself for making people worried about me and because I know how heartbreaking it is. The problem is I don’t know who to hate or who to blame so I just got really mad at myself more than anyone.
It’s like a habit that I will always promise to make more good music and show more good performances, so I was really upset that I couldn’t keep that promise.
I’m really sorry. In spite of being upset and angry, I can feel that I’m a blessed person.
There’s a lot of people who were worried about me and I received so much love generously and I’m really thankful for that.
Thank you for making me a blessed person
I really love you and thank you ARMY
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2 years ago·Reply
This man is seriously going to kill meh TT_TT but I'm glad nothing serious happen that he is feeling better my baby suga ❤️❤️
2 years ago·Reply
I really wish he wasn't like this but I understand how he feels.
2 years ago·Reply
aww I love how he cares deeply for all his fans and took out the time to write this. :)) Saranghe Yoongi <3
2 years ago·Reply
awww suga your making me feel bad but who care well saranghae suga ♥♥♥
2 years ago·Reply