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It's been a while since I've posted one of my feel songs. These past few months have been a huge roller coaster of emotions and expectations and let downs and more distress and pain than I've fully admitted to anybody, even my soul mate. While I did have a few people help me through it, I held back a decent amount of the full intensity and effect of things. I tend to downplay a lot in order to try to not cause people to worry about me unnecessarily. During that time, I stopped writing, I stopped listening to music, and I even stopped reading. I stopped all nonessential contact. Now, I'm starting to get back into the swing of things. I wrote a few sample haiku and three 500 word argumentative outlines as warm up, and proceeded wrote out 16 pages (front and back, college) of stuff which I promptly burned in the desert. After that, I restarted my favorite book while listening to some music to see if I could feel authentic emotions again... And I can! After this card, I will make another one about my favorite novel! And I already have the next song I want to post too! Anywho, this cards song! I'll start off by saying that I'm a Lovatic, and have been since Camp Rock. Huuuge fan. Huge. I absolutely love her and her music and her life and how she's overcome so much. I love how much raw emotion and passion she puts into her songs, lyrics, performances and even videos. This song in particular.... Don't forget. I get goosebumps every time I hear this song and I'm hard pressed to not feel my heart breaking every time I see the pain in her eyes, the distraught expressions of her face and hear the cracking in her voice and witness the vulnerability in her body language.... Oh, Demi </3
Did you forget that I was even alive? Did you forget everything we ever had? Did you forget, did you forget about me? Did you regret ever standing by my side? Did you forget what we were feeling inside? Now I'm left to forget about us... But somewhere we went wrong, we were once so strong. Our love is like a song, you can't forget it. So now I guess this is where we have to stand. Did you regret ever holding my hand? Never again. Please don't forget... Don't forget. We had it all. We were just about to fall even more in love than we were before. I won't forget, I won't forget about us. But somewhere we went wrong, we were once so strong. Our love is like a song, you can't forget it. But somewhere we went wrong we were once so strong. Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all. And at last, all the pictures have been burned. And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned. I won't forget, please don't forget about us. But somewhere we went wrong. Our love is like a song, but you won't sing along. You've Forgotten about us. Don't forget....
@Arellano1052 wellll, obviously, you should do what is best for YOU, not everyone else. I'd wait months, if that's what you need. I'm also going to randomly poke you and make sure you're okay, though. *Poke* "Breathing over there?" Yep. "Okay." I know I'm better when I operate in my own time. When people push me, I tend to be resistant. So, just take it at your own pace. You'll know when you want to talk about IT. But damn, dude. We can talk about Anything. Ass. LIKE THE TORRENTIAL FLOODING OF OUR HOMELAND or something. Point is, don't do shit to satisfy anyone else, love. Do for you and you alone. But if you need me, you have me. ^_^ (what'd she want? >_> tell me to go away. Lmao ily)
@ButterflyBlu My apologies. I typed a response, but forgot to tag you in it.
I'm okay to talk, I probably just won't be as emotional haha If you wait for me, it'll possibly be months. I could snap myself out of it. I don't know if I should. Or if I should function as if it's not happening and retreat into my logical self while allowing my emotional self to show so people are satisfied and I still don't allow anything in. But I don't know. Everything is okay, except for when she texted me a few hours ago. I'm still trying to decide what I should do in response.
I'm a HUGE fan, too. She's freaking Amazing. She's been through so much and has come through it all so much stronger! And gorgeous. I totally have a million crushes on her. We got to meet backstage at Dancing with the Stars and she's soooo nice and just...AMAZING. I've met quite a few "stars" and she left me star struck. 💜 Now. You. *BIG HUG* I'm here. You know that. I'm not going to push you to talk, but when you're ready, I'm here. Crap got insane for a couple of weeks, but it's calmer now. (Seriously, I thought I was losing my mind. >.< ) So if I made you feel like I wasn't fully available, I truly apologize, Bran. 💜