It looks like remaking your favorite old games in the Unreal Engine is becoming a trend in the gaming-verse. In celebration of Pokemon's 20th anniversary, Preston Dunagan went the extra mile and celebrated better than all of us. I mean, all I did was call my brother and ask him how we got so old so fast.
Like, come on now. 20 YEARS OF POKEMON? 20 YEARS. TWO. ZERO. YEARS. TWENTY. I can't believe how old I am. I feel like my bones are slowly decaying and getting ready to hide in a coffin for the rest of eternity.
Listen guys, I know this is a card about Pokemon and the recreation of the Kanto region. But, like, I need some guidance. I know this isn't a therapy session but when does one actually feel like they've "made it". I feel like my life is a series of constant struggles and every time I overcome one obstacle, another one that's larger gets in my way.
I don't know what I can do to alleviate this pain. I remember when I was younger, I believe that the true meaning of life was to find happiness. To be good to people and people will be good to you. But throughout my life, that hasn't been the case. I've been a bad person and people have been bad to me.
I don't know how else to explain it. But I feel like this is just an endless, slow, sad crawl towards death. I owe people money, I can barely afford my apartment, I live somewhere my teenage self would be so psyched to live but I can't get out of bed. And every time something I loved as a child hits another double digit anniversary, I feel like I'm missing out on something. Like I fucked up. Did I fuck up? Am I good?
Someone tell me I'm okay.