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"She still hasn't come out of her room. And honestly I don't know what I can do" "Bribe her with food. Trust me, she'll come out" "Don't joke around I'm serious. There's something wrong with her" "Look I don't know about you, but I know that girl and I don't think you should get that attached. Remember what happened with Eun Seul?" "Nina!, she's blind!. And Eun Seul had nothing to with the accident. It happened a long time ago" "Eun Seul had EVERYTHING to do with what happened to Ah Ri!. Don't forget that because of her I had to save your ass in court AND took the blame for what had happened. It was because of Eun Seul's--stupid ideas that got the poor girl like this!. Damn girl had to just light up an entire room." "STOP!!, JUST STOP!. She was just a child. She didn't know any better. Besides, Ah Ri has changed. It's just I can't figure out what it is" "Noona, don't stress yourself with her. Ah Ri is now an adult of course she's changed!" "Then... why do I feel like she's still my little girl" They say I've changed. I have also noticed it. Rather than going outside, I just stay in my room and enjoy the peace and quiet. I can't listen to music or read so I just listen to the conversations around my walls and sleep. Somehow, in my own way, I can still see. My hands. Every time I touch someone I know what they go through. The pain, their suffering and their worst fears. But it hurts so much I punish my own hands for putting me through such pain and at nights I have nightmares about my visions. The doctors say it's very rare. They think I should be happy to have such power, but really they don't know the pain that comes with such happiness. I can't even touch my own mom because i'm afraid of what I might see. She doesn't know though, she just stays still while I hurt inside of me. My best Friend, Eun Seul doesn't know either. She doesn't come over often because she blames herself for something she did to someone a long time ago. I don't remember what happened that day, the only thing I remember is that there were a lot of lights but then nothing. My mom says I was blinded because I had some kind of issue with my eyes that made me like this. And till this day I still have faith that maybe i'll get my eye sight back. ~~~~~ "What are you doing?" "Can you grab me my notebook?. I want to draw." "Honey, you can't see. How are you gonna draw?" "Don't tell me what I can and can't do". I responded taking the book from her hand roughly. I wasn't in the mood and really had no time to deal with her obvious sayings. Drawing shows my emotions. If i'm sad or angry I draw sad people.... the ones I dream about in my head when I space out. I never know if I draw them good or bad, I just ask my mom if they're alright. But unfortunately, all she does is rip them off the notebook and says they were ugly. I might not be the perfect daughter because of what I have but I know she still loves me, it's just........I wish I knew how she still loves me knowing that what I have is something to just be burdened of. @justcallmekyke @purplehairedluv @SarahVanDorn @EmilyPeacock @SugaOnTop @VeronicaArtino @Ivyheart13 @QueenLele @MadAndrea @thePinkPrincess @MsLoyalHeart @RihannaTiaMay
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really good