You hovered your fingers over your phone. You had been torn between these two men for weeks now, and you could not seem to make up your mind. They both made you feel things that you had never felt before. Both their smiles seemed to make you flutter immediately. The way they looked into your eyes seemed to stop the world around you. You sat in the cafe just thinking to yourself *Why is it so hard to choose?* Taking a sip of your smoothie, your phone rang. Without much thought you just reached for it, answering.
??: "Ah y/n do you mind coming down to the house when you get the chance?"
The voice was familiar,but you couldn't tell who it was just yet.
"Uhm I'm sorry but who is this, and where do you want me to go?" ??: "Ahhh mianhae y/n it's Jin, you see there's been quite a problem here since Yoongi announced your little adventure in the plane." You heart dropped, he really told the others about what you two had done. What business of theirs was it!? It wasn't! It was between the two of you,and he had no right to tell whomever he wanted about your "secret date"!!! Your blood boiled, and you felt your face turn red with anger. Forgetting you were still on the line with Jin you let out a string of curse words.
J: "AYE! A WOMAN SHOULD NOT CURSE THAT WAY!" "MIANHAE OPPA!!! MIANHAE!" After about a thousand apologies you sent off to the dorm to try and defuse the bomb Yoongi had let off there. Luckily you were running distance so you took off as fast as you could run you ran. You remembered what Yoongi did to Jungkook when he found out he kissed you, and you dreaded the thought of what would happen to Yoongi now that they know you let him sleep with you. You kept running, along with the thoughts in your head, nothing was going to stop you. You needed to get there as fast as possible.
****Inside the dorm**** S: "YAAH! You guys wanted the details! You wouldn't stop bugging me! Now you're upset at what I told you!" JH: "Hyung why did you have to do that!? You know how hurt you were when Kookie KISSED her! And you did so much more!" S: "YAAAAAAH!" RM: "Yoongi you need to tell him yourself, I think it'd be better that way.He might not take it as hard coming from you." S: "Why do I even need to tell him? It's not his business! It's not even your business! Like I said I only told you, because you wouldn't leave me alone!" JM: "Hyung I care for you a lot, but you need to go talk to Kookie.He needs to know." S: "WHY!?" JM: "Because he'd tell you if he did....." And with that Suga closed his mouth. He hated to admit it, but he knew Jimin was right. Jungkook let it be known that he kissed you, and he knew that if the roles were reversed he wouldn't waist a second to tell him what happened. Suga let out a long sigh, and looked up at his hyungs.
S: "I'll go talk to him then...." He walked off up the stairs, and straight up to Jungkook's door. Twisting the doorknob,he felt it was odd there was no sound coming from inside Kookie's room. Once the door was fully opened he scanned the room, and he wasn't there. There was nothing there, like it hadn't been lived in for a week. Suga thought back to the last time he had seen Jungkook, and noticed it had been 2 days since he seen him. He began to panic and ran to Rap Monster.
S: "HE'S NOT IN HIS ROOM! WHEN DID YOU SEE HIM LAST!?" RM: "What do you mean he isn't in his room!?" S: "He isn't there! I was trying to avoid him, so I don't even know the last time I seen him..." RM: "....shit, last I remember was yesterday. He told me something, but I was busy and kind of ignored his words." They both looked towards Jimin and Jin hoping wither one of them had seen him more recently.
J: "Relax I think I seen him this morning he said he was going to practice dance somewhere to help relax. I just thought he'd be back by now since he left so early." JM: "I don't think so, look" Jimin held up his phone to reveal a Kpop website,and on the front page was Jungkook. He was at a bar, drinking. Well it looked like he was drunk, and he wasn't stopping anytime soon either.
S: "What the hell is he doing at a bar!???" RM: "That doesn't matter, we need to go get him before anything bad happens.." J: "Jimin what bar does it say he's at?" JM: "Umm the one right down the street." J: "Alright, we'll go you J-hope and V just stay here get some water ready. And make sure his bed is prepared for him as well." They all nodded and the hyungs went off to save Jungkook, but once they were outside they heard it.
~I haven't slept in days. I haven't even touched anything in my room. I keep p late at night staring at my phone, waiting for her to call. Thinking that maybe I will actually win her. I usually win everything. I'm supposed to be good at everything. Then why am I so bad at making her fall for me.~
My room grew darker until I seen the sun finally coming up again. Another night with no sleep for me. I stood up from the floor, and went to the restroom. I got ready, showered, and went for some coffee. Everyone in the dorm in asleep right now, I checked the time and it's only about 6 a.m why am I even awake? I turned to my right to see a stuffed animal I won for her at the park. She left it in the car the moment she seen Yoongi. I feel like that bear, tossed aside once a better one comes along.
I knew all of this thinking was not good for me, so I decided to go for a walk. I've been to myself for the past week, and it seems like no one has even noticed it. The only person who was even concerned about me had to be Taehyung. He was there talking to me after Yoongi hit me, and he was taking me out when she was out with him. He even told me that he heard she slept with him, and was let me take my anger out on him. He was my only true hyung in the house. He is the only one who cared, but it wasn't enough for me. I was still in pain, so as I walk along the morning streets of Korea I stumble upon a bar. I could really go for a drink right now, so I went inside.
JK: "Annyeonghaseyo!" Bartender: "Annyeonghaseyo, can I see some I.D.?" JK: "Ne" I pulled out my I.D and handed to him, he looked it over making sure t was real.
BT: "Alright Jungkook, what can I get you today?" JK: "Whatever you suggest." BT: "Rough day so far? You're in awfullyearly." JK: "Oh you have no idea" The bartender and I spent hours talking about her, and how she made me feel. He and the liquor seemed to ease the pain, so I kept going back.
I went in.
And today seemed like just another day until I heard cameras, and seen flashes. I knew they found me, but I was so drunk already I didn't care. I just let them take pictures, I wasn't doing anything wrong anyways, I'm of legal drinking age. After the paparazzi left, i sighed in relief.
And I sat at that stool thinking of you, trying to figure out why I was such a fool. Then it hit me. A song. The perfect song. And I started singing.
~~I am tired of this place, I hope people change
I need time to replace what I gave away
And my hopes, they are high, I must keep them small
Though I try to resist I still want it all
I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes
I see a little house on the hill and children's names
I see quiet nights poured over ice and Tanqueray
But everything is shattering and it's my mistake
Only fools fall for you, only fools
Only fools do what I do, only fools fall
Only fools fall for you, only fools
Only fools do what I do, only fools fall
Oh, our lives don't collide, I'm aware of this
The differences and impulses and your obsession with
The little things, you like stick, and I like aerosol
I don't give a fuck, I'm not giving up, I still want it all~~ After I stopped I laughed
"I always loved aeroplanes....." And right after that is when we all heard it.
You collapsed to the ground cupping your ears,hoping the sounds would stop soon. You didn't even notice where you were. The bar Jungkook was at was to your right, and the dorm was only a block away. You couldn't make it. You sat on the ground repeating "MIANHAE" over and over and over again. Tears falling from your face, and then you felt it. You were pushed down by a strong weight, you couldn't breath. You opened your eyes and youonly seen darkness, there wasn't anyone around you. Yet you felt like someone was sitting on top of you. You struggled to get up but you couldn't feel anything. You weren't even sure if you were awake. But all you could think of was Jungkook. His smile was the only thing on your mind. You tried yelling for him, but no words left your lips. Then you started to hear it.
Someone was yelling.
****Yoongi's P.O.V**** We were all running, trying to get to Jungkook as fast as possible. Jin called y/n to make sure she can help us with him. And maybe I can talk to her too. I have to tell her something. I need to. That's when we all felt it. We hit the ground as soon as we could. I could hear Jin yelling for us, but I couldn't respond. I reached for RapMonster's arm so I can make sure he's safe. I grabbed onto him, and we all sat there on the ground our ears covered to block out the high pitched sound. The sky turned dark, and there was no clouds in the sky. We finally gathered the strength to stand and open our eyes, and that's when we seen her. She was in front of us crying screaming 'mianhae' to herself. And then it happened
I seen it.
I'm sorry it took so long for me to write this, and it's only a filler. I just am going through hard times right now.I hope you guys understand...../: Also I'm sorry no gifs or pics here, I just want to focus on the writing not the pictures I hope you understand.
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