solodaywithB1A4
2 years ago500+ Views

Sleeping With Sirens: Better of Dead

THIS SONG SPEAKS TO ME

Heyy guys so I may not comeback for a longer period than i thought but i just wanted to update you guys in wats been happening w/ me....My life isn't getting any better it took a turn for the worst....So im currently NOT TALKING TO ANYONE in MY FAMILY but i am seeing MY THERAPIST at least 1 a week and getting things sorted out...I've lost ALL of "friends" that i trusted with everything i told them....but i guess those "friends" of mine weren't really their for me at all....ON THE BRIGHT SIDE I PASSED ALL MY SCHOOL FINALS WITH A C+ or ABOVE !!YAY!! *PAT ON THE BACK* ✌

I tried but people really push my buttons
Life is full of pleasent/unpleasent surprises
Im figuring who are my real friends now
My Demons In My Head Know How To Swim
Life Is Getting Better But There Are Days I Feel Like This
Its Just A Dream Right?? ㅠ.ㅠ
YESS MUSIC IS MY ONLY ESCAPE
13 comments
Be patient my dear. You are going downhill right now with no sign of stopping anytime soon, but when you finally reach the end point. Pick yourself and wipe those tears away and say "I made it." I'm so proud of you for making it this far! And if those "friends" of yours are fake AF at least you still have family on here. We will support one another in times of need. I'm sure you have helped many on here and if not on here then I'm sure in real life. So it's time for you to take a break and let us help you. Are you okay? No, you're not and THATS OKAY! Because we've all been there. We've all hit a wall in life and sometimes we need a little help to break down that wall. Don't back down and give it your all because we are all here right behind you. We got chu! 😘❤️👍🏼👏🏼👌🏼 FIGHTING!!
2 years ago·Reply
It's awesome how you were able to tackle one of your problems, like that is one thing to put in the back of your mind. Also, there is no need to dwell on the "friends" that you thought were true. Since they can't be there for you when you truly need it, f-them there hold no meaning in your life; they should have no affect in your life anymore. Who needs those type of friends when you have the whole Vingle community here for you. Yeah maybe we have never met physically but just know that friendship can be formed anywhere. As long as that person is there with you and supporting you along the path you are going through. I know it seems hard at the moment and it's good to think hard by yourself sometimes; but also take your time to let it out. I know you said you aren't really good at voicing your thoughts, but take this chance to get better at it. Keeping things bottled inside is not going to do any good for you. Though you are working towards that step of telling how your feeling through the cards you post. Now just make your next big step and talk about it to someone who you find that is there for you. It could be your mom, dad, sister, brother, cousin, aunt, uncle, etc. Anyone is fine. When you let everything out, you will find how refreshing it is. As life moves along, it will eventually get better. And along this road just know that even if you lost some people on the way, there will always be people down the road. That's why we have the saying, "let bygones be bygones." When you feel like there is no one down your path and you just want to end your journey there, just come and seek us, because we will be right here to help you back up and encourage to pursue ahead. No matter what we as a Vingle Community will always be with you.♡~♡~♡~♡~
2 years ago·Reply
fighting!!! you can do this if you need someone to talk to I'm here to help you out! and hear you out! we all have difficulties in some point of our lives. it's hard we know but you'll make it through it! fighting! 😢💪💪💖
2 years ago·Reply
Take the time to focus on you. Clearing your head and getting rid of the poison in your life is always a lengthy process but it needs to be done for betterment of YOURSELF and YOUR life. You keep the focus on you and do your thing. As for those so-called friends....f*ck those viruses.... you don't need that kind of negativity in your life.....wave BYE FELICIA and be done with them. Keep breathing....as long you're breathing, you're in the fight and eventually you'll get thru it because you're strong (I can tell). Take it one day at a time...its gonna pass. If you need to vent or anything like that....we're always here. We've got your back 💜
2 years ago·Reply
Your vingle family is here when ever you need them keep being strong we all have our bad days but just remember it doesn't always rain. We love you. 💓💓💓
2 years ago·Reply
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