2 years ago
solodaywithB1A4
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Update On My Life
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Sleeping With Sirens: Better of Dead

THIS SONG SPEAKS TO ME

Heyy guys so I may not comeback for a longer period than i thought but i just wanted to update you guys in wats been happening w/ me....My life isn't getting any better it took a turn for the worst....So im currently NOT TALKING TO ANYONE in MY FAMILY but i am seeing MY THERAPIST at least 1 a week and getting things sorted out...I've lost ALL of "friends" that i trusted with everything i told them....but i guess those "friends" of mine weren't really their for me at all....ON THE BRIGHT SIDE I PASSED ALL MY SCHOOL FINALS WITH A C+ or ABOVE !!YAY!! *PAT ON THE BACK* ✌

I tried but people really push my buttons
Life is full of pleasent/unpleasent surprises
Im figuring who are my real friends now
My Demons In My Head Know How To Swim
Life Is Getting Better But There Are Days I Feel Like This
Its Just A Dream Right?? ㅠ.ㅠ
YESS MUSIC IS MY ONLY ESCAPE
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It's awesome how you were able to tackle one of your problems, like that is one thing to put in the back of your mind. Also, there is no need to dwell on the "friends" that you thought were true. Since they can't be there for you when you truly need it, f-them there hold no meaning in your life; they should have no affect in your life anymore. Who needs those type of friends when you have the whole Vingle community here for you. Yeah maybe we have never met physically but just know that friendship can be formed anywhere. As long as that person is there with you and supporting you along the path you are going through. I know it seems hard at the moment and it's good to think hard by yourself sometimes; but also take your time to let it out. I know you said you aren't really good at voicing your thoughts, but take this chance to get better at it. Keeping things bottled inside is not going to do any good for you. Though you are working towards that step of telling how your feeling through the cards you post. Now just make your next big step and talk about it to someone who you find that is there for you. It could be your mom, dad, sister, brother, cousin, aunt, uncle, etc. Anyone is fine. When you let everything out, you will find how refreshing it is. As life moves along, it will eventually get better. And along this road just know that even if you lost some people on the way, there will always be people down the road. That's why we have the saying, "let bygones be bygones." When you feel like there is no one down your path and you just want to end your journey there, just come and seek us, because we will be right here to help you back up and encourage to pursue ahead. No matter what we as a Vingle Community will always be with you.♡~♡~♡~♡~
2 years ago·Reply
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fighting unnie! I know it's super hard on you right now and I don't know exactly what you're going through..so I can't exactly know how you feel. I do know how hard it is to keep hearing how things will get better but they seem to get worse but it is that same support system that really will be there for you when it seems like no one else will listen. here for you if you ever want someone to listen. (btw those are some of my favorite songs when I was going through a hard time....sleeping with sirens and bring me the horizon.)
2 years ago·Reply
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I think everyone above me has already said everything I've wanted to say. You know we're all here for you, but be sure you're giving yourself 100% of your attention. It's easy to get sucked into things but I like this quote a lot: "What we see before us is just one tiny part of the world. We get in the habit of thinking, this is the world, but that's not true at all. The real world is a much darker and deeper place than this, and much of it is occupied by jellyfish and things."
2 years ago·Reply
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keep on trying dont give up fighting!!!!!
2 years ago·Reply
Hwaiting!! Keep going! It'll get better, may take a while but stay strong. We're proud of you!
2 years ago·Reply