well my fanfic loving friends....it took me a couple of days because of the boring real world and work but I am back with part 5....I was going to have this be the last installment but the awesome @thePinkPrincess posted a new bts screenshot game and once again I was inspired....which is how this story started originally lol hope you enjoy haven't read part 1-4? here are the links part1: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1367029?shsrc=v part2: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1367960?shsrc=v part3: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1369757?shsrc=v part4: http://www.vingle.net/posts/1370264?shsrc=v
I looked up into his eyes trying to mentally prepare myself for the fury that was sure to come, but nothing could have prepared me for what I saw....namjoon was .....smiling? He tackled me in an overly joyful hug before pressing his lips to mine leaving me in a world of confusion. he pulled his lips away slowly but kept me pressed to his chest. "Thank you jagiya...i already know." he whispered in my ear. I pushed back gently so that I could look into his face. "h...how?" was all I could manage to stutter. "well after yoongi came out of the room he told me.....I about killed him right there. he even told me that he had told you not to tell me, but the way he saw it...if you told me even after you promised him that you wouldn't then you really loved me and he said he would let you go, but if you didn't tell me then you cared more about him than about me and that he was going to fight like hell to make you see that." "so....this was like a test?!" I was starting to see red. how could they plan this behind my back?! almost as if he read my mind namjoon kissed my forehead and said "I'm sorry babe, but it really wasn't planned. I only agreed to it because I wanted to truly believe that you would come to me about it." He looked so sincere with his explanation that I couldn't possibly be mad. as we lay together in my tiny bed cuddling namjoon asked me what I was doing this week. "working unfortunately..... I got that 9 to 5 flow torturing me." I sang jokingly. namjoon almost fell out of the bed from laughing so hard. "please....don't ...ever try to....rap again." he said through puffs as he tried to catch his breath....he was nearly in tears. "I didn't think it was that bad" I fake pouted....I knew it was terrible. "at least don't try that at the award show this week" he said in a more serious tone. "award show?" I asked. "oh and then there's the live performance we have on thursday, and that interview on friday, plus in 2 weeks there's a party BTS was invited to its going to be hosted by big bang hyungs! I can't wait to show the world my beautiful girlfriend!!" he looked like a child at christmas! it absolutely broke my heart to say what I had to say next, "joonie...I... you know I love you right?" "right?" he answered suspiciously. "you know I would do almost anything you asked me to right?" "yes?" "well doing interviews and being in the public eye is just not something I'm ready for quite yet. believe it or not I used to be very shy. I'm definitely ok talking to large groups of people just not with a camera in my face. I know it's what you want so I will work on it, but I just need a little time to adjust. you understand right?" I could tell he was disappointed but he grinned any way "of course babe. whenever you're ready." and with that he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling my body closer to his. my head was on his chest now and I could hear his heart beat clearly. as I slowly drifted to sleep I noted how his heart beat matched mine. *2 weeks later*
namjoon and I had been dating for a week now and it still hadn't sunk in fully that I was dating bts's rap monster. to me he was my joonie....or namjoon when I was mad. he had a crazy schedule and I worked my boring 9-5 office job but no matter what he tried to make some sort of time for me....whether it was a quick text or randomly showing up at 3 am to cuddle with me in bed....I really need to get a bigger bed.....he put forth his best effort. the guys and I were all still friends and would hang out when namjoon and I were "attached at the hip" as they liked to put it and yoongi and I were slowly starting to find our friendship again. but this Saturday was going to be one of those miserable channel flipping Saturdays.... the boys had been invited to a party hosted by their idols big bang. I could've gone but I knew there would be tons of paparazzi and I couldn't handle it yet. I was all set to sit on the couch and catch up on "she was pretty" when my phone buzzed. I picked it up immediately knowing who the text was from. I expected a picture of namjoon at the party but instead there was only a YouTube link. I clicked it curious as to what it could be. I was greeted by the most beautiful melody I had ever heard followed by the clear steady voice of.....namjoon?! he was singing!! but this wasnt a song I had ever heard before. this was New. I listened to the words as he sang about " the girl he loved". he apologized for being an idol and having to put her on hold during tours and concerts and whenever she was ready he would show her off to the world. he ended with a spoken line "you know who you are". I hadnt even realized I was in tears until my phone started ringing but I couldn't read who was calling. I didnt need to see though. I quickly answered "baby that was beautiful!" "I'm glad you liked,it! " he said pleased. "now I have another present for you. go to your closest" "another one? the song was more than enough!" I say as I open the closet door. next thing I know I am squealing into,the phone. in the closet is the cutest little outfit. it looked a lot like one he had worn for a photo shoot this month but a girl version. "I'm guessing you like it" he chuckled into the phone. "put it on. a car will be there for you in 30 minutes" "where am I going?" I asked. "since you can't come tonight there's no reason for you to stay home bored." that still didn't answer my question, but I was ok with that. we hung up the phone and I quickly ran to get changed. 30 minute later I was heading downstairs and into the car. we drove for a while before pulling into a fenced parking lot. it was dark and a bit creepy to be honest. I couldn't figure out why I was shivering.....the car stopped. suddenly the parking lot was filled with beautiful lights....it a carnival! I jump out of the car and standing there near the entrance were the boys! namjoon stood in front holding a single rose. he quickly made his way towards me and lifted me into his arms spinning me around. "are you surprised?" he laughed....words could not describe how surprised I was. "didn't you have the party to go to tonight?!" "it wouldn't be any fun without you." "what about the rest of them?" I nodded towards the other boys direction. "all for one" he chuckled "they missed you too these past few weeks.....plus they heard the word carnival" he chuckled. I rolled my eyes playfully. "figures." I laughed
he put me down gently and handed me the rose, taking my free hand in his. "so what do you want to do first?" I looked around. we had the entire carnival to ourselves. we walked around a bit until the smell of hot funnel cakes and cotton candy overpowered my nose.
namjoon and I got 1 cotton candy and one funnel cake to share but after eating an entire funnel cake my carni food craving was satisfied. the others had all run off to play except for jimin. "want some?" I asked turning to him with the fluffy cotton candy in hand. "only if you take responsibility for my figure." he laughed as he popped some into his mouth.
we walked deeper into the maze of booths and stalls. there were so many games and venders waving their cute little stuffed animals around. that's when I saw it. the biggest, custest teddy bear I had ever seen. namjoon must have seen my eyes light up when I saw it because next thing I knew he had dragged me over to the stall. "what will it take to win that bear?" he asked the vender pointing to it. "test your strength by swinging the hammer and hitting this lever. if you get king of the hammer you can get the bear. "I've got this" namjoon said confidently picking up the hammer and swinging it back down as hard as he could.....he definitely had it and then some....he got king of the hammer first try, luckily, because he also broke the handle to the hammer. he wouldn't have been able to try again. he handed the broken handle back to the vendor as the vendor handed him the bear while inspecting the handle in shock that it broke. I tried to hold back my laughter but I just couldnt. he pulled me along towards the rides when he suddenly got a phone call. it was Jin and he had some bad news. after his YouTube post this morning paparazzi had been dying to interview him and know who the song was about. some how they had tracked him down here and were pulling up to the parking lot now. we met up with the rest of the group where he asked them to keep me there and hidden. "maybe if I do a quick interview or 2 in the parking lot they'll leave and we can go back to having fun." he gave me a sorrowful look as he apologized and kissed my forehead before running off towards the parking lot.
seeing how disappointed I was jungkook took my arm and led me towards the Ferris wheel. "noona! ride this with me!!" he begged jumping up and down and pouting "how can you resist this face" . it was so adorable I couldn't say no. we paired up leaving hobie to stand guard in case namjoons plans failed. as we rode kookie grew serious. "noona.... you know namjoon hyung really does love you right?" I nodded in response. "I think we all kind of knew for a while now...well except yoongi hyung, so when you started dating we were relieved that you felt the same because now he's so happy. promise you'll take good care of him. he may seem tough, but he can actually be pretty sensitive." the Ferris wheel had stopped as we reached the top. this was so unlike our golden maknae that I couldn't help but promise him that I would. kookie cupped my face with both of his hands and planted a kiss on the top of my forehead. "thank you noona" he smiled. we had reached the ground before I knew it. kookie's words were still echoing in my head. when did he grow up and become so deep?!
as I stepped off of the ride I was immediately attacked by hobie who had been waiting patiently for us to get off. "my turn for some fun!!" he grinned, dragging me to the fun house mirrors nearby. he placed me in front of one, slinging one arm around my shoulder and pulling his phone out with the other. "smile!!" he said as he snapped a picture of us in front of the mirror. I couldn't help but smile. the way the mirrors twisted our bodies....we looked ridiculous. after a few more poses and selcas we were dying from laughter. all of that was short lived though as taehyung came running in looking worried. "the reporters....they're coming in to the carnival!" he gasped. "they think hyung is hiding you in here!" the reporters were pretty accurate. I was hiding but most of the rides and attractions held no cover. if they came in I had no where to hide since we were the only ones here! "what do we do?" I asked looking all over the park for any kind of shelter. "this way!" taehyung said grabbing my arm and running. I made a mental note to myself....as namjoon's girlfriend I need to do more cardio!
Taehyung led me to the haunted house. I looked around nervously. "taetae are you sure this is the only place to hide?" every one of the boys knew I didn't do too well with scary things. the last time we watched a horror movie at jin's I sat in the corner with my eyes shut and my ears plugged and even though I didn't watch any of it I still made them walk me home. "I'm sorry but it really is. don't worry I'll be right next to you the entire time." he said giving my hand a quick reassuring squeeze. next thing I knew I was being dragged into a dark maze of creepy dolls, evil laughter, and creatures popping out at every turn. I was practically in tears. I tried to be brave but Tae must have heard my sniffling because the next thing I know I felt Tae's arms around me. "it's ok. I'm right here." I felt my muscles begin to relax a bit as he lead me through to the center of the house humming to me in his deep, soothing voice. we found an empty corner and sat down for a moment. "Are you feeling any better?" he asked. "a little" I mumbled in a shaky voice. he pulled out his phone and sighed in disappointment. "no signal" he complained. "I have to go find signal so that I can see if the media is still here. I'll just be around the corner. are you going to be ok?" I gulped and nodded. all of this was happening because I was too scared about being seen in the public eye. sitting here for a few minutes no matter how scared I am is the least I can do. "I'll be right back" he said giving my shoulder a quick squeeze before running off. what was I really afraid of...the media couldn't be that scary, the fans would understand right? I looked up and caught sight of a broken mirror hanging across the hall from me. "I'm not good enough.." the thought began to gnaw at my mind. "the media and his fans would point that out. then it would be over..." my depressing thoughts were interrupted by a hand grabbing mine....it wasn't Tae's.... I let out a shriek before quickly covering my mouth. "sorry" a voice said. "you were kind of spaced out." it was yoongi. "taehyung sent me to get you. the back exit is clear but namjoon is still with the reporters. he text me and asked me to take you home." "oh ok.." I heard him but my mind kept circling around my depressing thoughts. I hadn't even realized we had gone so far until we were standing outside my apartment. "hello??" yoongi said waving a hand in front of my face. "oh...uh huh?" I started snapping out of my daze. "are you happy with him?" yoongi repeated looking down at the pavement. "I am" I replied without any hesitation, but a tear managed to slide down my cheek any way. "then why are you crying?" he asked wiping the tear from my face. "what if....what if we go public and he realizes I'm not good enough?" the tears were steadily falling now. "he won't. " yoongi replied looking me in the eyes. "if he does ever think that for a second I won't let him live" he smirked. "I want you to be happy so that I don't regret letting you go" "yoongi....I..." "he held up his hand before I could finish. "even though you broke your 3rd promise I still expect you to keep the first 2...including being my dearest friend." he chuckled bitterly. "I promise." "good. now go inside and get some sleep." he said before leaning in and kissing my forehead. I closed my eyes, but I could still see it thru closed lids.....the blinding white flash
sorry if that was so long and the beginning was super slow....let me know your thoughts, suggestions....critiques. if you want me to continue let me know. it will be the last installment of my sleep over series. Thanks!! tagging some peeps! if I double tag I'm sorry. if,you would like to be removed from tagging let me know. @AudreyJelly @Mikim000 @luna171 @VeronicaArtino @Helixx @amobigbang @mandynoona @MadAndrea @nenegrint14 @ChelseaGarcia @destiny1419 @baileykayleen @MorganElisabeth @ladygdragon @sugafree @jojojordy2324 @byeolbit @JinsPrincess86 @parktaemi @celeste2655 @Atamshair @B1A4BTS5ever @Miss148 @honey5oo @ponouvang123 @AimeeH @StephenyAcevedo @ARMYStarlight @StephanieDuong @ChaErica @KpopGaby @reyestiny93 @NykeaKing @mitchix5 @britneyamanda @Katherina2078 @DianaBell @solodaywithB1A4 @xoxoaudra98 @Maxxie12 @KaceyDodge @DulceZelaya @saraortiz2002 @xxtina @EmilyPeacock @IMNII @Jiyongixoxo @KpopQueenBee @danidee @BriannaN @Marblue143 @amandamuska @ashleydj1oo @xsandas17 @ChelseaJay @Selfishmachine @Rebecca22 @sarahdarwish @LauraEspinoza @btsgotshinee @VikaAlex @SokharChea @bambamisbae @DinaEXo @tinaechle @ravenator143 @MomoChemie @nnatalieg @sunggaray @Bockah1327 @Cindystran @KatelynSummerso @hyunsaeng638 @nightshade18 @herrerawanessa9 @KpopJunkiesTV @BluBear07 @creames @beckiboop1996 @SuperJuniorelf @KdramaKpop1018 @JessicaChaney @misssukyi @Rocky1903 @ninjamidori @Kpossible4250 @anniemimis @AnnaArai @GossamoKewen95 @Exoexo @EsmeraldaCayeta @igotswag @SarangRavi @kpoplover1995 @DemiseiaGardner @BBxGD @CreeTheOtaku @DawanaMason @FalseLove @catchyacrayon @clandrea170 @glo86 @tinaechle @JackieG1617 @emilyanpham14 @LexTay327 @MissyKim @Mercedesbenz98 @jennymedina @SerenityPierce @aabxo @NancyNongvilay @DasiaB @Sisicup @Ticasensei @KaeliShearer @AnnieGoodman @juunnee @taetaejojo @kieusero @kissofdeath316 @annemimis @Starbell808 @sunglrll99674 @KhouYang @PrettieeEmm @Ercurrent @Mercii @staceyholley @ChelseaAustin @SaiT @Emealia @sarahdarwish @herreravanessa9 @AlloBaber @LaynicornLay @thePinkPrincess @RihannaTiaMay @KatieRussell @SugalessJams @ILikeHisFace123 @SugaOnTop @katiems @DesireeChucklez @jaebug @moonchild03 @terenailyn @xsandos17 @SarahVanDorn @11erinmims @kpopandkimchi @glo86 @Tigerlily84 @PrettieeEmm @ChelseaJay @KellyOConnor @poojas @KDramaKPop1015 @VIPforever123 @fallchild @CreeTheOtaku @MorleeCorielus @JaxomB @luna1171 @AgentLeo @Roxt1903 @amandamuska @GDsGF @sherrysahar @kpopdeluxegirl @CheyenneJesse @KaceyDodge @MyaIsNotSexy @abiersack666 @Taehyungkey @BtsIsLife @Bitterlimelight @KpopQueenaBee @Rhia @Kieuseru @sherrysahar @VIPFreak2NE1 @yewookyu @Kyokeo @RainaC3 @terenailyn @LilySilver @KeziahWright @Dabaesaplayer @ShimJooKyung @SamanthaRae19 @DawanaMason @AlloBaber @JasmineWilliams @VixenViVi @Exoexo @shantalcamara @bangtanella @taetaebaozi @torchix @JohnEvans @DestinaByrd @LenaBlackRose @NalaniCerteza @BlueBear07 @Marilovexoxo @chinabarrier16 @MalihaAhme @AmbieB @Rhia @VIPFreak2NE1 @Vkookie47 @PassTheSuga @stevieq @JasminMartinez @KwonOfAKind @CarleB @jessicacheung97 @shannonl5 @LAVONYORK @Kuzuri96 @Ercurrent @PandaSoapy @PatriciaS @tinathellama @CrystalGuerra @thekreviewer @pharmgirlerin @EliseSledge @TracyLynnn @drummergirl691