helllllllo guys it's time to tell you my time on kpop
Im taking a break
gasppppp now before you go and hyper ventilate let me explain.
we allll know I'm planning on going to yg right? and if not then surprise sawwrry not sawrry and I'm fonshing school early well that's the thing I'm taking a break a to focus on my goals
your probably thinking but why? kpop is cool
well let me tell you.
kpop is a very tiring and time consuming it makes you neglect things especially work, hobbies,school etc..
yup shocking I know but let me tell you a story it's short cause I'm not gonna explain a life reference Lol so maybe you who's reading can learn from what I went through and how to avoid it.
kpop is fun and very cool but before I got to the kpop world I was at the kdrama world Im still watching them but I'm not obsessed like I used to when I got to learn about Korea I was like how was this not here in my life before looking back on me neglecting school and work house chores giving my mom stress I feel bad because I was so obsessed over this thing that gave me a break from my life. now don't get me wrong my life is pretty dang awesome actually its really awesome I have/had a awesome childhood in general but sadly the smart kid all her life was bored bored bored and when I mean bored I mean bored like my boredom was even bored and the Boredom of my boredom was even more bored and when I get bored that's a bad thing I .start to build and create and your wondering why that's bad well think about having a kid that's to smart and gets bored and then starts to build and you see this
yes that bad Im greatful for my mom too cause she had to deal with this all the time Lol and due do my laziness it took me awhile to clean Lol I remember as a kid I was so good at cleaning but after awhile I got tired and thus boredom and me building happened lol
anywho when I found kdramas I thought it would be a good way for me to find something good to watch so I won't be you guessed it bored but it got bad not bad as in bad but I got so obsessed I neglected a lot of school and chores this lasted about 6 months until I finally figured how to learn and watch at the same time but but but sadly I decided to learn Korean and the thing is it's better to hear and learn then write and learn so the music came in tsk tsk shame shame it got worse yet not that worse I'm sorry mom lol long story short I went through a whole journey of obsession and one day I realized "why am I doing this I have goals" and then I matured because when you obsessed over something its fun for awhile but she you realize your unhappy about yourself and your life you gotta get out man so I started to manage my time get my self together this was all last year and now it's 2016 I can say I'm stronger and maturer er? Lol and I'm chill I want to focus on my goals and spend more time with my mom because she and I watch dramas but not always together and I feel bad cause I noticed that I myself am to focus on other people when my awesome parent that birth me is there I'm wasting precious moments man precious.
yeah this is your face huh Lol it's cool I guess I needed to get that out lol but here's what I'm saying from noe on I will only and I mean only will post on Saturdays until I become a trainee that means I'm focusing on school and singing and YouTube my life and such while having my boredom defeater there on the weekdays.
thanks pikachu so now that I'm doing that here's what's happing I'm gonna be online on Saturdays so challenges or screenshot games and the bias games should happen then .
yes yes child acquaint I know you'll miss me but enjoy my time now as it's time for me to depart from my fangirl habits and mature now but don't worry I can say that I have a YouTube channel it's called "That one trainee" I might change the name soon to my stage name K.J but eh I'm not sure we'll see I post singing videos and random videos and reactions well......maybe I'm not sure bit the singing and random is most definitely lol
tagging all my fans
don't miss me to much. and as I say words of wisdom before I go try to focus on yourself and your life my mom told me today "instead of looking at your Bias work hard and focus so you can meet your bias" ......deep..... I feel that on a spiritual level. https://youtu.be/-P6Cemvl8Js @ashleyemmert @AudreyJelly @Mikim000 @luna171 @VeronicaArtino @Helixx @AudreyJelly @amobigbang @mandynoona @MadAndrea @nenegrint14 @ChelseaGarcia @destiny1419 @baileykayleen @MorganElisabeth @ladygdragon @sugafree @Kpopandkimchi @jojojordy2324 @byeolbit @JinsPrincess86 @parktaemi @celeste2655 @Atamshair @B1A4BTS5ever @Miss148 @honey5oo @ponouvang123 @AimeeH @StephenyAcevedo @ARMYStarlight @StephanieDuong @ChaErica @KpopGaby @reyestiny93 @VixenViVi @NykeaKing @mitchix5 @britneyamanda @Katherina2078 @DianaBell @MorganElisabeth @solodaywithB1A4 @xoxoaudra98 @Maxxie12 @KaceyDodge @VeronicaArtino @DulceZelaya @saraortiz2002 @xxtina @EmilyPeacock @IMNII @Jiyongixoxo @KpopQueenBee @danidee @BriannaN @Marblue143 @amandamuska @ashleydj1oo @xsandas17 @ChelseaJay @KwonOfAKind @Selfishmachine @thePinkPrincess @Rebecca22 @sarahdarwish @MandyNoona @LauraEspinoza @btsgotshinee @amobigbang @PandaSoapy @MadAndrea @VikaAlex @SokharChea @bambamisbae @DinaEXo @tinaechle @ravenator143 @MomoChemie @nnatalieg @sunggaray @Bockah1327 @Cindystran @KatelynSummerso @hyunsaeng638 @nightshade18 @herrerawanessa9 @KpopJunkiesTV @BluBear07 @creames @beckiboop1996 @SuperJuniorelf @KdramaKpop1018 @JessicaChaney @misssukyi @Rocky1903 @ninjamidori @Kpossible4250 @anniemimis @AnnaArai @GossamoKewen95 @Exoexo @EsmeraldaCayeta @igotswag @SarangRavi @kpoplover1995 @DemiseiaGardner @BBxGD @CreeTheOtaku @DawanaMason @FalseLove @catchyacrayon @clandrea170 @glo86 @parktaemi @tinaechle @JackieG1617 @emilyanpham14 @LexTay327 @MissyKim @Mercedesbenz98 @jennymedina @SerenityPierce @aabxo @NancyNongvilay @DasiaB @Sisicup @Ticasensei @KaeliShearer @AnnieGoodman @juunnee @taetaejojo @kieusero @kissofdeath316 @KeziahWright @annemimis @Starbell808 @MaeLyn @sunglrll99674 @KhouYang @PrettieeEmm @Ercurrent @Mercii @staceyholley @ChelseaAustin @SaiT @Emealia @sarahdarwish @herreravanessa9 @AlloBaber @LaynicornLay @thePinkPrincess @RihannaTiaMay @KatieRussell @SugalessJams @ILikeHisFace123 @heidichiesa @SugaOnTop @katiems @DesireeChucklez @jaebug @moonchild03 @terenailyn @xsandos17 @SarahVanDorn @11erinmims @kpopandkimchi @glo86 @Tigerlily84 @PrettieeEmm @byeolbit @ChelseaJay @KellyOConnor @poojas @StephanieDuong @KDramaKPop1015 @MadAndrea @VIPforever123 @fallchild @solodaywithB1A4 @CreeTheOtaku @MorleeCorielus @JaxomB @ARMYStarlight @luna1171 @AgentLeo @Roxt1903 @amandamuska @GDsGF @sherrysahar @kpopdeluxegirl @CheyenneJesse @KaceyDodge @MyaIsNotSexy @DeniseiaGardner @abiersack666 @Taehyungkey @BtsIsLife @Bitterlimelight @KpopQueenaBee @Rhia @Kieuseru @sherrysahar @VIPFreak2NE1 @yewookyu @Kyokeo @RainaC3 @reyestiny93 @terenailyn @LilySilver @KpopGaby @heidichiesa @KeziahWright @Dabaesaplayer @ShimJooKyung @SamanthaRae19 @DawanaMason @destiny1419 @AlloBaber @JasmineWilliams @VixenViVi @VeronicaArtino @Exoexo @shantalcamara @bangtanella @taetaebaozi @torchix @JohnEvans @DestinaByrd @LenaBlackRose @NalaniCerteza @BlueBear07 @CreeTheOtaku @Marilovexoxo @chinabarrier16 @MalihaAhmed @B1A4BTS5ever @AmbieB @Rhia @VIPFreak2NE1 @Vkookie47 @PassTheSuga @stevieq @Helixx @JasminMartinez @KwonOfAKind @CarleB @jessicacheung97 @shannonl5 @LAVONYORK @Kuzuri96 @CreeTheOtaku @Ercurrent @PandaSoapy