I was tagged by @MadAndrea to pick three songs that I feel the most connection to...here I go! (Warning: this will be very sad, depressing, and deep)
1. Someday by U-Kiss Okay. This song has the saddest, most important meaning to me. At the time I first came to find k-pop, through U-Kiss, I was in a pit of darkness and depression. I even had...other thoughts at times. My brother had died, I had a lot of turmoils, and the worst; my, well what I thought to be my best friend, turned on me. She even told one of my other friends that she wished I would die. From my 8th grade year, even up to 10th grade, she has made my life close to a living hell. When we'd fight, I would feel so empty side; I felt like there was no happiness left to feel. However, I made it through; through this very song. When I'd have a fight I sang this song and cried. This song has been my oxygen for when I feel like there's no air left.
2. A-Yo by SHINee This song means the world to me. It is my favorite song by my favorite band, and it means so much. I have always tried to find a k-pop song, or really just any song, with this sort of meaning. Even Someday, which means so much, doesn't compare. Anytime I'm feeling hopeless or sad, I listen to this song and sing along. Especially when I watch the live version of it, and I see their beautiful smiles and their loving expressions, it SHINes a light into my hurting heart.
3. School of Tears by BTS I literally just heard this song for the first time, yet it's on here, nevertheless. Going along with number one, I understand so well. Every since 4th grade, I've had many times where school was my biggest enemy. Before I was even a teenager, I was used by who I had thought was my best friend; she used me for school work. And going to what I mentioned during number one, that one really fits with this song. Especially since the people who have hurt and torn me apart the most were the people closest to me, I perfectly relate and connect to this song. (I was close to tears whilst reading the lyrics ...it's too beautiful)