This lyrics is hitting home to me recently. I've been dealing with a lot of losses in the past 3 years (I am 18 and still in high school and the people around me don't understand what I am going through). My best friend (who is still my best friend) moved back to England almost 3 years ago, and that kills me because I don't really have any other good friends at school. My coach moved to Texas at the end of the summer, and that kills me because he fixed a lot of me that was broken. I was extremely hard on myself and hurt myself and he helped me become content enough with myself to stop and try to be whole again. My great uncle, who was an inspiration to me, died two days before my birthday in October of 2015, and I miss him everyday. Like I said, I don't really have a friend group at school so I feel lost there. And my mom kicked my dad out the week before Christmas because he has been unfaithful, so my family dynamic is bit askew. Lastly, I was seeing this guy who I really like but he went to Texas for college and I miss him a lot. Anyway, feeling lost sucks and this quote describes how numb I am starting to become, voluntarily, so I don't get hurt anymore. Have you guys ever felt numb to pain?