alywoah
2 years ago5,000+ Views
Growing Up Mixed: My Hair Issues
I grew up with mostly with my mother, and she had silky waves that hugged her back. Sometimes when she dyed it red, her locks swam in a scarlet silk in Miami's salt waters. Although she mostly kept her hair tied in on thick braid, or in a tight bun, sometimes I was able to see all of its glory spiraling and waving.
Her hair is curly, although her curls hang much looser than mine. My hair took on a mix of textures, but my hair is mostly coily and thick. Her and I shared the same wild hair growth -- I remember vividly having my hair tickle my lower back in a 90s-looking blow out when I was a little girl.
But my hair suffered a lot of damage. I had hair relaxers since I was very young, and every inch of new growth was responded with a heavy foot on the gas pedal to the nearest drugstore for the creamy crack (aka hair relaxer). After a few minutes of burning and itching, my hair was silky, almost like my mother's when it was dipped into the summer sea. But my hair was thinning, breaking, and suffering.
I could remember in high school, I still hadn't learned how to manage my hair, and I don't think my mom knew how either. Sometimes my hair would lock unintentionally into dreads. I just didn't know how to use a comb. I did all the wrong things -- I combed my hair when it was dry. I added so much hair gel, it could break someone's curious fingers. I'd also shampoo my hair almost everyday, wondering why my hair was so brittle and dehydrated.
And then there came the heat damage. During college I realized how much easier it was to manage the curly creature on my head by flat ironing my hair every single day. The effort I put in for my hair was half-assed, but at least I didn't look like I did when I was in high school.
My hair journey was more like a hair nightmare. My hair kept thinning, and even though I hardly cut my hair, I wondered why it got so short.
And then I went natural for a year. A whole year. And it was then I learned how to truly take care of my hair. I learned about co-washing. I learned about holding back the shampoos, the heat, and the color. I learned the power of combing my hair when it was wet and moisturized. I learned that my hair was pretty curly, too. I learned how that even though I did decide to use a hair texturizer after my brief natural hair journey, I realized it didn't need to be slick, thin, and bone-straight.
I learned that I can space out my relaxer every 5-6 months, instead of slapping the fire on my scalp every 6 weeks.

I also learned that I should have paid attention to my mother's treatment to her hair.

Turns out, she knew a thing-or-two about hair, even though our textures were different. She used protective hairstyles like buns and braids. Although she dabbled in hair relaxers, she used them maybe once a year. She also hardly ever added heat to her hair, unless it was for a very special occasion. She didn't have a hefty list of hair products -- she just used a few things that worked for her.
Growing up mixed proved to be a struggle when it came to hair, because my mother was sort of going in blind, as I was to my own hair.

But I eventually learned, and I am still learning.

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@Easternshell sometimes I wish I had gone natural for much longer, but it is what it is! Being natural for a year definitely helped me learn how to take care of my hair. My hair went from being severely damaged, to very healthy.
2 years ago·Reply
@alywoah I had to get others to accept it too, even professionally. Natural hair is not a political or ethnic statement to me. It's a choice. One I'm glad I made. I'm still learning what works and what doesn't since I have kinky curls and a tender scalp. lol
2 years ago·Reply
For sure. Having natural hair was just too much work for me. My hair locks and tangles easily, and I soooo didn't have the patience for it. I am still learning too. So far I have learned to shampoo my hair less often, co-wash more often, go for a trim regularly, and stick with low hair manipulation. @EasternShell
2 years ago·Reply
I RELATEEEEEEE. my hair is naturally super curly and it's currently going back to curly after being straight. hopefully I can take care of it on my own since I'm older.
a year ago·Reply
@joryn I am glad some else can relate to this! You'll learn to take care of it on your own in time. I think another thing that helps is going to a salon regularly who knows how to handle textured hair. If you got the dough, I'd definitely invest in that ....I have definitely learned a bunch an my hair is healthier than ever right now.
a year ago·Reply
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