~~~ WARNING!! SOME CHAPTERS WILL BE SMUT OR HEAVY LANGUAGE (nothing violent but just a lot of curse words)~~~ ~~~ This is dedicated to @Luna1171 because she's a hardcore Marksonian and I think she deserves this very much!!! ❤❤~~~
In his sleep, Jackson dreamed about a perfect world: Just him and Mark, together, laying down on the grass laughing and being kids. No worries, no confessions to be made to anyone but themselves, no cameras....... just a plain normal life. Until, they were discovered, they were more separate and unhappy with each other. None had any idea why they were now like this but, somehow, they just couldn't stop getting away from each other. He quickly woke up, sweating and almost in tears. He never wanted that to happen, but they were being pressured with the burden of keeping their relationship a secret. That's why they admitted it, Jackson told Mark about his dream a few days before their interview and Mark was afraid that if they kept isolating them selves from each other, then, there will be no more dreams, no happiness, and no love. He wanted Jackson to stay with him, because he was the only one out of all the only members he was closest to. He doesn't want to feel alone no matter how much company he has around him. It wasn't the world he dreamed of, there was no today or tomorrow..... just loneliness. Jackson went out of the dorms, he wanted some time alone to think about what he just dreamed and to find a way for it to not come true. He went to a bar close to the dorms, so that way he wouldn't get lost. The bar tender asked him what had happened, since this was the 5th time Jackson had gone that week. To his surprise, this time Jackson told him everything. The bar tender looked at him with wide eyes and thought for a minute before actually speaking. "Mr. Wang, honestly, i think you have nothing to worry about. I mean, the both of you already confessed and now everybody knows, it's over with. And i know that since i'm not in your shoes i wouldn't understand, but really, is nothing to worry about anymore. Just live your life as if nothing had happened" Jackson stared at him for a while until, then, looking down at his drink. He thought about what the young man said to him and then smiled. "I shouldn't worry, it's over with anyways.". He says to himself with a crooked smile. ~~~~~ When he came back, Mark was watching TV with a cup of ice cream between his legs and almost falling asleep. Jackson approached him carefully and removed the ice cream from him. He sat behind Mark and wrapped his arms around the older's chest, placing his chin on his shoulder. Mark smiled as he placed the back of his head on Jackson's shoulder. Jackson smiled and said: "It's over with anyways."
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