I like my best friend. Not even like, I've loved him for about two years now. He's trans, just so no one stereotypes the typical straight guy,, he always says he's thought if he liked me or not. He always seems like he does but I have no clue anymore. I love him so fucking much and I don't know what to do. I'm so scared I'll just loose him. I used to have a distraction with an ex of mine, but now that he's gone it's just us. I'm so confused and upset and I'm trying hard to ignore my feelings but I just can't.